Chapter 248: Thoughts in My Heart

The girl was stunned for a moment, stopped the movement in her hand, and looked at the man, who gently hooked the corners of his mouth, sat down on the chair next to Xu Le, and continued: "After breaking up, be with the boy you like......! I've actually observed that he's very good to you, and he's very motivated, and he's a good match for you. ”

"......" the girl opened her mouth, but did not make any sound.

"Xu Le, listen to me, sometimes it's not that they are together without quarrels or they are happy, but that two people have something to say, have a tacit understanding, be happy, ......be happy! I know what you think in your heart, you feel sorry for me, actually, Xu Le, do you know? You are happy and happy, you are worthy of me! So, don't think about anything else, go ahead, go find what you like, what you want!" After speaking, the man reached out and gently stroked her hair.

The girl looked at the sad eyes on the other side, lowered her head, and after a while two drops of shiny liquid landed on the brown stain.

"Stupid! I didn't cry, why are you crying?!" Yan Haochen finally took her into his arms, patted her back lightly a few times, and said, "I'm only suitable for being your brother, not for anything else, I know! Don't cry, if you want to cry, I won't let you go, you know?"

The girl sobbed a few times, pulled out from Yan Haochen, looked at Yan Haochen in front of her with teary eyes, and after a while, said, "I'm sorry, Brother Yan!"

"I'm sorry for the fart, silly girl, you're getting more and more beautiful now, your grades are getting better and better, and the piano is also overgraded, so there should be excellent people to match, so, there's nothing to be sorry for, you know?"

"Well, I know! Brother Yan!" Although Xu Le responded, tears still kept welling up in her eyes, for her, this person was her brother, her parents, and the person she wanted to rely on all her life, however, when love came, she couldn't hold back, she could no longer be as before, she did not shy away from his pick-up, and accepted his gifts and care as she deserved.

"Xu Le, if you want to do this again, I'll be angry, you know?" Yan Haochen's tone became tougher, the purpose was to scare Xu Le, however, as soon as the words came out, he became uncomfortable, he gritted his teeth, swallowed the discomfort and sourness in his heart, and then took out a clean tissue and stuffed it into her hand, "Wipe it, don't cry!"

The reason why he didn't wipe her tears for her was to tell her that she would learn to be strong in the future and learn to wipe her tears, but this move became in Xu Le's eyes, and he would never see each other, Xu Le looked at the tissue in his hand, picked up the mobile phone on the table, and stepped out.

"Xu Le-" Yan Haochen got up and chased him out as he called, however, Xu Le didn't reply, and stepped into the stopped taxi.

Yan Haochen looked at the car in the distance, smiled bitterly, and returned to the milk tea shop, Xu Le is gone, heh! From now on, it will gradually disappear from his world, he should accept it, after all, Xu Le is so many years different from her, after all, she has grown up in three years, after all, she met a boy who is not an elder brother.

However, he couldn't accept it, yes, he couldn't accept it, Xu Le was his time and life companion to the present, he watched her change from a sportswear to a dress, watched her piano from elementary to intermediate, from intermediate to senior, and watched her grow up little by little.

He loved her youth and beauty, her mischievous and quiet, everything about her, and yet ...... From now on, he can't love, he can't love, he has to let go, he has to let go with a smile, he has to let Xu Le be happy, leave without burden, and find his own happiness.

He doesn't belong to her, to be specific, her love doesn't belong to him, oh, yes, her youth and naughtiness belong to him, she left him so much joy, so much joy.

Enough, enough!

Xu Le, from now on, bravely pursue the happiness of liking yourself, I quit, I quit forever.

In this way, Yan Haochen smiled bitterly while thinking about his original seat, and finally, when night fell, he got up and stepped out.

That night, Yan Haochen had a dream, in which Xu Le was standing in the center of the church in a white wedding dress, and there was a handsome and handsome boy standing next to her, the boy took Xu Le's hand and walked forward slowly, walking, Xu Le suddenly turned around, looked at him, and then shouted at him: "Brother Yan, Brother Yan!"

He opened his mouth in response and said, "Lele is good!"

However, Xu Le still shouted at him as if he hadn't heard it, "Brother Yan, Brother Yan!"

Lele –

Can't you hear Lele? Can't you hear my response? Lele, what's wrong with you? Why do you keep looking back, do you feel guilty in your heart? It's okay, my brother is fine, my brother will always guard you, you just leave in style!

After leaving, live well and study well.

You're grown up, you should leave me, you should go find someone you like!

When Yan Haochen woke up, there was a tear hanging in the corner of his eye, the tear was like a star in the night sky outside the window, flashing with a faint light, his chest suddenly hurt faintly, he took a deep breath, stepped out of bed, and walked to the wine cellar on the negative floor, he wanted to take a bottle of wine to drink, but suddenly remembered that Xu Le had been angry because of his drinking, so he gave up this idea and returned to the bedroom.

However, when he returned to the bedroom, he didn't know what to do, so he stayed on the bed in a daze, and after a long time, his eyes were full of tears, he thought about Xu Le, yes, he thought about it, he thought about it for a few hours, he didn't know what to do in the future, and he didn't know how to spend the night in the future.

In fact, he thought about this problem a long time ago, he knew that sooner or later he would propose to break up, because he couldn't see Lele unhappy, he couldn't see her absent-minded, he felt that he was doing the right thing, he felt that there was no problem with what he did, let Lele be happy! Let Lele find happiness! What's wrong, there's nothing wrong.

No!

However, since there is nothing wrong, why does he regret it so much, regret saying it during the day, he shouldn't have said it so early, he should have waited, maybe Lele will realize that he should find a mature and reliable man, instead of looking for a boy who can only play handsome and give food.

What to do?

What is he going to do? He wants to call Xu Le now, as if she was fine, and ask her if she is sleeping? Ask her if she has practiced the piano? Have she ever taken VC tablets? No, no! He can't do this, he can't complicate things, he can't let Xu Le worry about this matter anymore, she should be happy, she should leave in style.

That's it!

He doesn't make the call.

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"Go, let's see!" said that, Yao Jing's eyes swept towards Yan Haochen, who was drinking in the corner.

Qiao Qianwei followed Yao Jing's gaze, and after a while, he took it back, turned around and handed the bottle containing half a bottle of wine in his hand to Yao Jing, "What am I going to say?"

"No, Qiao Qianwei!" Yao Jing took the wine bottle, slammed it on the bar, and reached out to twist Qiao Qianwei's ears, "What do you mean? I can't call you?"

Qiao Qianwei was probably twisted into pain, grinned uncomfortably, and folded the little hand on his ear, "What I said is true, I don't know what to say!"

In the face of such a housewarming, Yao Jing was going to be furious, but she suddenly turned her face and laughed, and touched Qiao Qianwei's chest while laughing, "Qiao, I don't know what to say, right? Okay, I don't know what to say, then I'll go, I know what to say!" After speaking, he put his hand away, turned around, and walked towards the hall on the first floor.

"Hey!" Qiao Qianwei knew this woman's temper, and he also knew that this woman had no seriousness in her mouth, and knew this woman's skills, so he hurriedly stopped him, "Okay, okay, I'll go, I'll go!" After speaking, he opened his legs and walked towards the drunken and hazy man in the corner.

Yao Jing hooked her red lips and smiled, turned around and returned to the bar, she knew what Qiao Qianwei was worried about, he was worried that she would send her arms, warmth, and capital, however, from her own point of view, she would definitely not send it, but she had to make a look like she had to give it, because only in this way could Qiao Qianwei be willing to compromise instantly.

After stepping to Yan Haochen's side, he hesitated for a moment and said, "Do I need to have a few drinks with you?"

Yan Haochen knew that someone had walked to his side, and he also knew that someone had spoken, but he didn't know what the man said, so he raised his eyes and looked at the man, who was about one meter eight tall, with dark skin, thick lips, and his eyes lowered, staring at him deadly, "What?"

"I'll drink with you!" said the man again, and then, sitting down beside him, he reached out and took a clean glass, filled it with red wine, and poured it into his mouth.

Yan Haochen looked at the man's brave appearance, pulled the corners of his mouth, and followed his example, suddenly picked up the wine glass in his hand, poured all the red wine in it into his mouth, and then threw the glass on the sofa on the side.

"Actually, you don't have to do this, didn't you plan to do this a long time ago? ”

"Don't persuade me! I know!" Although Yan Haochen's eyes were drunk, the words in his mouth were not drunk at all, but clearer than ever, "Xu Le, she is happy, I am happy, I am fine!

"That's good, come, drink!" As he spoke, Qiao Qianwei picked up the red wine bottle again and poured wine into the wine glass in front of the two, "Anyway, I don't plan to go home today, let's drink!"

"What? What do you mean?" Yan Haochen didn't understand what Qiao Qianwei meant, so he turned his face and asked.

"I said, I can't go home today!"

"Why?"

"Yao Jing didn't let me drink, she said I, I snored loudly after drinking, she couldn't sleep!"

"Heh!" Yan Haochen smiled, picked up the wine glass and hit the wine glass on the table, and poured it into his mouth, if he remembered correctly, someone also said that he was not allowed to drink, and said that those who drank were drunk turtles, drunk turtles who couldn't turn over!

Heh! Drunken turtle, this girl, what do you think of these words!

Lele, you tell me, why are you so funny, how can you say such swearing words so interesting?!

Lele, you ......

Did you miss me?

I miss you so much! I want to hug you, I want to kiss your forehead, I want to smell you, I want to marry you......

I want to be with you for the rest of my life!

I...... It's true!

I really want to!