That night, Qin Shenshen and Yan Xi naturally stayed, Leo and Qin Shenshen immediately became good friends, and Leo had to let Qin Shenshen be there the next day when he slept.

Qin was deeply moved, and nodded in response.

After finally coaxing the little guy to fall asleep, Ruan Niansheng couldn't help but sigh, "The little guy usually rarely sticks to others, but today he is so happy with you, it seems that his good impression of you is not a star." ”

Except for her and Xu Shaobei, the only people the little guy is close to are Su Nan and Ruan Zhengtian Zhang's mother.

Qin looked at her deeply, with a light smile on his face, "That's also thanks to you taking me to heart and really treating me as a friend, that's why Leo will treat me as a friend." ”

Children are sometimes much more sensible than adults, and they can easily distinguish everyone's emotions, so if she treats her well and treats her sincerely, the child will see it in her eyes and naturally know that she is someone who can be approached.

When Ruan Niansheng heard this, he couldn't help but feel a little strange, and couldn't help but say, "Is this really the case?"

"Otherwise?" Qin replied helplessly.

Ruan Niansheng had never thought about this problem, and now that she mentioned it, it seemed that there was indeed such a thing, but she noticed it first.

She looked left and right, but she couldn't see Yan Xi's shadow, and couldn't help but be a little curious, "Where is Yan Xi?"

"Mr. Xu and Mr. Ruan are still drinking, and they seem to be in a good mood. ”

Qin Shen's temperament is gentle and gentle, and his speech is extraordinarily gentle, which makes people feel like enjoying it when they look at it, and their mood is extraordinarily good.

Ruan Niansheng silently pushed her to the balcony, and a cool breeze blew, with a little coolness.

She poured herself tea and poured her a cup to sit down on the side before she spoke unhurriedly, "Haven't you told Yan Xi about your business?"

Qin Shenshen was not surprised, she had already guessed that she would ask this question, she lowered her eyes and shook her head, "No." ”

"Are you still going to say it?" Ruan Niansheng directly asked the question she wanted to refuse in the deepest part of her heart.

After a long time, the silence made her vaguely understand something, and then she couldn't help but shake her head, "So, you still plan to hide it from him, right?"

"Nian Sheng, you say, am I so selfish?"

"I don't know. She shook her head, unable to give her an answer.

A lot of times, everyone thinks and practices differently, and she can't criticize her.

It's just that even if she gave such an answer, Qin Shenshen still knew the meaning of it, and when he thought of this, he couldn't help but smile bitterly.

The tea in the entrance is also like her state of mind at this time, bitter and difficult to eat.

Ruan Niansheng patted her on the shoulder, flashing a touch of unnaturalness, "Deeply, you need to be treated as soon as possible, and if you continue to hide from him, you can't treat it at all, right?"

"But I can't speak......"

Qin hugged his head in deep pain, "As long as I close my eyes and want to speak, he always talks about the blueprint for the future in front of me, and talks to me about the future, which makes me both longing and afraid......"

She was afraid, afraid that she would not be able to accompany him to the end, afraid that he would be in pain.

The more this happened, the more she couldn't speak.

Ruan Niansheng understood her feelings, and just sighed lightly.

"At the end of the day, I'm still an outsider and never know what you can do or how to do it......"

"No, it's not!" Qin Shen immediately shook his head and looked at her urgently.

Ruan Niansheng smiled shallowly, "Then what's not?"

"You, you're my friend, really! I believe in you, and I'm happy to talk to you, I always feel at ease, so I'm very comfortable......"

Qin Shenshen said seriously, and Ruan Niansheng, who was watching it, couldn't help but raise her hand and pat her head, "You say these words, if I were a man, I would almost think that you were confessing to me." ”

"Eh, is there one?" Qin Shen immediately covered his red lips, looking dazed.

Ruan Niansheng suddenly laughed, and suddenly found that in a way, Qin Shenshen is really cute, for example, now, cute is not presentable......

Qin listened to her laughter deeply, and his cheeks blushed involuntarily.

Ruan Niansheng put down the teacup, gently hugged her in his arms, patted her on the back, and said seriously, "Deeply, don't be afraid, don't resist." ”

"Nian Sheng?"

Qin Shen was a little dazed, not knowing her sudden behavior.

Ruan Niansheng's strength in holding her increased a little, and continued, "Qin Shenshen, work hard to fight the disease, okay?"

"No!" she protested violently, her face extremely pale.

"Deeply, promise me ......"

"No, I can't ......"

She shook her head, a look of resistance, unwilling to face it at all.

Ruan Niansheng forced her to look at her, and let her eyes fall on her, "Deeply, now is not the time for you to be willful, can I beg you? Go to the hospital, you need treatment, not continue to delay time here!"

"Nian Sheng, don't be like this, don't force me to ......"

Qin covered his face deeply, his face full of pain.

Ruan Niansheng just smiled, with a faint smile, she said, "I didn't force you, nor did I think about forcing you, I just wanted to make you safe." ”

"But I don't want to, I just want to be by his side now, but...... Once that's said, there's really nothing to be done between me and him......" She grabbed her hand tightly, "Nian Sheng, can you understand? If you're in the same situation as me, you'll be able to understand me." ”

She just didn't want to lose everything she had worked so hard to get.

She didn't want to break her stillness at this moment......

"No, you're wrong. Ruan Niansheng cupped her face, let herself meet her gaze, and looked into the bottom of her eyes.

Ruan Niansheng's eyes were full of starlight, "Deeply, you are not making your future better, but ruining yourself!"

If she had given up on treatment herself, there would really be no one to help her......

Qin Shen fell into silence and didn't speak for a long time, Ruan Niansheng continued, "Shenshen, accept treatment, don't delay any longer, I'm doing it for your good, not harming you!"

"I don't listen!" Qin's deep tears fell again, and she bit her lower lip tightly, "Nian Sheng, if you were me, I would definitely do the same." ”

"No, I won't. ”

"Why?"

Qin Shen didn't understand, how could she be willing to destroy the appearance of happiness at this time when she loved Xu Shaobei so much, and even had such a cute child?

Ruan Niansheng looked into the deepest part of her eyes and said word by word, "Deeply, you may love Yan Xi more than I imagined, but you are also much more selfish than I imagined......

"What?" Qin raised his eyes and looked at her deeply, stunned as to why she said this, and almost thought that he had misheard.

"I said, you're very selfish!" Ruan Niansheng spoke again, confirming what she was thinking.

"Nian Sheng......"

"Did I say something wrong?" Ruan Niansheng looked at her with a cold look in his eyes, "You didn't tell Yan Xi that it wasn't for him, but for yourself, you were afraid that the status quo would be broken, and everything you had now would be lost, so you didn't plan to tell him, and you didn't dare to tell him......"

"I did the right thing, my time is running out, how can you tell ......"

"In that case, then you should be decisive and leave him directly!"

Leave?

The two words suddenly slammed into her chest like a hammer, making her unable to breathe......

Ruan Niansheng looked at her, "Qin Shenshen, I'm not joking with you, if you choose to be selfish for the sake of your current greed, then you will slowly disappear from Yan Xi's life one day...... Have you ever thought about it? Perhaps, the way he is holding your cold corpse, or maybe he is holding on to a man who is no longer able to be treated......"

All of them, those scenes, even she didn't dare to imagine herself!

But she promised that if Qin Shenshen continued like this, one day she would have to face all of this......

Qin Shen was stunned for a moment, and the scene that suddenly appeared in her mind was full of her thoughts, making her overwhelmed......

Yes, Ruan Niansheng is right, she really never thought about all this......

But she didn't know that the future would be even more cruel than the present.

Ruan Niansheng looked at her coldly, "Qin Shenshen, if you really decide to do this, then be ready to leave his consciousness, you and him are my friends, but I don't want to see both of you in pain." ”

"Nian Sheng......"

She slowly lifted her face and looked at her.

Ruan Niansheng's gaze was also projected on her, with unprecedented seriousness.

I saw Qin pinching his palm deeply, and said word by word, "I, I've already figured it out, what to do, what to do...... I know it all......"

Ruan Niansheng looked at her, and always felt that it was just a moment, and the aura on her body had changed, with firmness, which made her unable to ignore it.

As she watched, she couldn't help but raise her face and grin softly at her, "Nian Sheng, thank you for letting me understand these ......"

If it weren't for her, she really couldn't imagine the future of herself and Yan Xi.

She is too willful and selfish, blindly thinking that it is enough to be with the two of him at the moment, but she forgets the most important thing, they will eventually get old, and her condition will become more and more serious.

At that time, if she reacts when that day really comes, the ending will ...... It would be all sad.

Ruan Niansheng just shook his head slightly, "It has nothing to do with me, I just said what I should say, and the one who should do it in the end is still you." ”

"No matter what, it was you who reminded me...... Qin smiled bitterly, "I've always been too naïve, that's why I'm so willful, if I were someone else, maybe it wouldn't be like this, Nian Sheng...... You say, isn't this me a little too bad?"