Chapter 18: Dreams

Snape is indeed as Gloria thinks, some changes have taken place during this time, after learning Gloria's thoughts, Snape is more or less happy, and he is not without any likes, this feeling of getting a sense of identity makes him feel a little new and very unfamiliar.

It is impossible to say that we are indifferent.

Lily doesn't like him, and sees him as a friend he can trust and rely on, and this dependence fades away with the conflict between Gryffindor and Slytherin, and he perceives the growing distance between them, but he can't do anything about it.

At this time, Gloria appeared, to be precise, it was the first time he realized so clearly that she might be the only one who was by his side from beginning to end.

He knew Gloria's thoughts, and there was a little joy in his heart, isn't it like this, if you keep liking it, you won't leave him?

But he didn't know why Gloria liked him, and he was a little scared, after losing Lily, maybe he still didn't like Gloria, but for Snape, the current Gloria was like a delicious cake, he didn't know whether he liked it or not, he didn't dare to try it, because such a delicate and gorgeous cake should not be something he could afford, even if it was placed in front of him now, telling him that you could eat it, he would be terrified, what kind of price would he have to pay for eating this cake.

Gloria, on the other hand, kept dreaming, every night, like a story, a life of Severus Snape, a life without her.

She saw Snape enter Slytherin, saw Snape ostracized, saw Snape humiliated by Potter, saw Lily leave him, saw him seek power, saw him follow Voldemort, saw Lily's death, saw him pray to Dumbledore, saw him protect the Savior, saw ...... His death.

Everything made Gloria a little unable to distinguish between dream and reality, Snape's heavy emotions in the dream were about to crush him, and they were about to crush her, this kind of emotion was so heavy that she was about to suffocate, she never knew that a person's feelings could be so heavy, whether it was so-called love, or guilt, her like, in such a vast ocean, like a sinking boat, crumbling.

Gloria found that, in contrast, she loved Severus in her dreams more, and the suffering he experienced had finally made him, and even when her black eyes were hollow, they seemed to be mysterious black holes, as if she could see the stars in them, and it was beautiful.

That was the only gift that life and suffering had given him.

The polished gems are not always comparable to the immature Snape, but if she is told to watch Snape being tempered by life like that, she can't bear it after all, but she doesn't know what to do, Snape's pursuit of power is not overnight, but deep in the bones, Lily in the dream has not changed, Lily in reality has not changed, and she can't change herself.

Snape noticed that Gloria had been looking at him strangely lately, as if she was looking at someone through him, and this feeling was unpleasant to him, but when asked, she would always reply with a smile, "Looking at Severus, I want to know what you will be like in the future, whether it will be the same as in my dreams." ”

Whenever this happened, Snape would glare at her angrily with red ears and sharp tips.