Smoking a cigarette and quietly watching the chaos downstairs of the hospital, all the darkness is drawn to an end in the flashing police lights, and those who live in the dark will never see the light.

As the saying goes, the people don't fight with the officials, and no matter how powerful the group is, it has to abide by the social order, and I'm only worried about the situation of the second uncle tonight.

Even though I knew that he could easily defuse the danger, and although I knew that he could do anything, my heart was still full of worry.

"You kid, you won't be able to mix in Shenyang in the future......" Black Snake said coldly, holding a cigarette in her hand with an indifferent expression.

The cold aura on her body came from her bones, as if she never smiled, as if all her tenderness was left to the second uncle alone.

"I don't care, I'm just worried about the second uncle. ”

"It's useless to worry, he's not as ruthless as you think, and he's doing so much more for you than you know. ”

Black Snake obviously has something to say, and I also know that the second uncle must have secretly helped me do a lot of things, although I don't know it now, but one day I will understand.

I didn't continue to ask, I can understand the feelings of my second uncle for me, he is the real hero, compared to me I am just a bear.

I have never hated myself and my youth as much as I do now! I want to get enough experience and social experience, I want to grow up as soon as possible, and I want to take on my share of responsibilities as soon as possible.

But time always goes on like this without hurry, never stops, always so ruthless, some people hate that time passes too fast, and some people regret that time passes too slowly.

Different moods, different pursuits, different mentalities determine different ways of looking at things, I can understand this truth but I will still be confused.

I don't remember how I got to where I am now, and I don't know what I'm going to face next...... But I just want to be strong!

I hate my own incompetence, this is hatred from the bottom of my heart! I hate that I can't change everything, I hate that I can't fulfill my promises and fate.

In this cold and ruthless night, my thoughts flew into the distance, I don't miss the current youth, I just want to grow up as soon as possible and become mature as soon as possible, I even longed to return to Wuhan Maobai kind of place, so that all the nerves in the body are in tension!

Because I know that only that kind of environment can make me grow faster, and only adversity can cast and hone a person!

Growth is not only the embodiment of how much money you make, but the sublimation of the heart and the maturity of the mind, for the way things are handled and the control of their own abilities, the real maturity is not so simple, and the overall situation must always be considered.

I want to be a person like the second uncle, he is not the strongest nor the most ruthless existence, but he is the person who can take care of the overall situation the most!

Even though I will go through a lot of pain and helplessness when growing up, I desperately want to be a man like him!

If God can hear my appeal, please make me strong as soon as possible, I am willing to give everything for it, but I don't want to trouble my second uncle again......

In the early hours of the morning, I returned to the hotel with Black Snake, and the fat man and the fox were waiting in the hotel room, and immediately surrounded me when they saw me.

But I didn't mean anything to talk by waving my hand, and now I just want to rest alone, and I don't want anyone to see my vulnerability.

I think they should know what happened tonight, but I'm not happy at all, I look like a hero on the surface, but only I know in my heart that I'm just a bear.

If I don't have my second uncle to help me, then I'm nothing, and if I want to rely on my strength to help Sixteen, it's tantamount to a fool's dream.

This psychological sense of loss pierced my heart deeply, the reality of society is so helpless, no one can solve all problems in one step, and all suffering must be chewed again and again.

The second uncle said that chewing bitterness is the only way for a man to mature, and I don't want others to see it even if it tastes bad.

"Forget it, it looks like he's tired, let's go first. "The fat man beckoned the fox to leave with him and gave me a separate space.

I took out a cigarette and lit it, and looked out the window at the night in Shenyang, I never felt that the night here was so beautiful.

This is my hometown, where all my friends and joys, and the youth I have spent.

But tonight, the second uncle made it clear that he would take me out to avoid the limelight, I originally thought that leaving would be a very easy thing, but I didn't expect it to be so reluctant.

Leaving and being forced to leave by myself is not a feeling at all, nor is it a concept at all! I am like a loser, I have not fulfilled my destiny and commitment, and I am not willing to leave like this.

All the unwillingness to turn into pain in my heart, tormenting my heart again and again, thinking of Su Yurong's taekwondo gym, thinking of Sixteen's loneliness and helplessness, my heart is extremely complicated.

I can't let go of everything here, I can't let go of my former friends, and I can't let go of my hometown covered in ice and snow......

The end of the year is getting closer and closer, but I have to leave, even if it is not long, but I miss a lot of things that need to be done.

Before you have time to say the love in your heart, you haven't had time to avenge the fox, and there are too many things that have not been completed, so you have to leave like this?

The cold snowflakes kept falling, standing in front of the window I don't know how many cigarettes I smoked, and the warm room couldn't change the coldness in my heart.

At this moment, I understand that the promises I have made in life cannot be fulfilled one by one, and everyone must have tasted this kind of self-blame and guilt, and once I think about it, it will only make people sad.

Suddenly, the phone rang, and I immediately took out the phone and saw that it was sixteen...... I calmly picked up the phone.

"Sanming, have you slept?"

"Not yet. ”

"Thank you for tonight's events, and I thank you on behalf of the Chen family. ”

"It's okay, there's only so much I can do, I just don't want to see you upset. ”

There was silence on the phone for a while.

I also said the truth, tonight is not worth it or not, there is no success or failure, everything is not important now......

"I thank you anyway, but your method really works, Brother Hui told me everything. ”

"Oh, where is he now?" I immediately became alarmed, for I had not yet fulfilled my promise.

"I have paid all the money, this money should be paid by the Chen family, and the Chen family owes you once. ”

"This ......" I don't know how to answer, sixteen mouths of a Chen family, for some reason it sounds a little awkward.

"The Chen family is still a little related, everyone will be fine tonight, don't worry, someone has already dealt with it. ”

"Thank you. I thanked from the bottom of my heart, and I breathed a long sigh of relief.

There was silence again on the phone, neither of them knowing what to say, but they could hear each other's breathing across the phone.

"I said before, you don't have to say thank you to me, have you forgotten?"

At that time, I was still a stupid boy who was poor and white, and it was sixteen times who helped me, and it was at that time that I buried a trace of affection in my heart.

"It's okay, haven't you slept yet?"

I didn't know how to say I was leaving, I didn't know what she was going to think of me, she didn't know the news that I was leaving, and I didn't know how to deal with me in the future.

Each can understand each other's minds, but they can't say a simple sentence.

"No, I don't. She said lightly, followed by a silence between the two of them.

At this moment, the words that should be said to each other are blocked in their mouths, I can't say it, she won't take the initiative to say it, and the waiting time is like giving me a chance, giving me a chance to confess.

But I couldn't say anything anyway, because I couldn't tell her what I was leaving, I couldn't fulfill my promises and promises, I couldn't be by her side.

This moment feels like facing seventeen, the difference is that last time it was helpless, and this time it was forced to do so, which makes people's hearts so heavy.

"Ahem, it's cold, you have to pay attention to your body, I'll treat you to dinner tomorrow, okay?" she broke the silence, I knew she gave me time and room to think, but I really didn't know how to face her.

I also knew that my silence had hurt her, and I hoped that my hesitation would not mislead her, though I knew that there was little hope......

"No, I may have something very important to do tomorrow, and I may leave Shenyang for a while......"

"It doesn't matter. She clearly didn't understand what I meant.

"Maybe it won't be too long, maybe I'll be back soon, but I don't know...... "I have never been able to say anything against my will, and I can't make promises about the future."

Even if I can have sixteen with just one confession now, I really can't do it......