Perhaps noticing his distraction, Takuhisa put the photo in his bag after smiling bitterly.

Things are not people, Erika is still the dazzling Erika Flower, and he is different - they are the two poles of the world, and there should be no contact.

Takuhisa held this pessimistic thought.

When he came back this time, he didn't think about getting in touch with Ikuta Erika, as long as he could take a look from afar, watch her performance, and watch her excellent performance, it would be enough.

Takuhisa didn't want to ruin the good memories in his heart.

Even if this memory is mixed with glass shards.

"Uh-huh......"

Rino Tsuhara sighed, and Takuhisa got up and went to the kitchen to pour a glass of water and sat down next to her.

"Sister, drink a glass of water. ”

There was no reply, and it seemed that he was very drunk.

Takuhisa is also very helpless, he is not old enough, whether it is in Germany or Japan, he can't drink, and he can't understand the feelings of drunken people.

But Rino Shihara's hand trembled slightly, lifted up, and pointed to a room.

"Is that my room?"

Takuhisa understood what she meant and asked.

Nodding.

It seemed that she was still somewhat conscious, and she was not completely drunk.

"And where is your room? I'll take you back to your room first. ”

Even though he knew his room, Takuhisa couldn't just let the body of Rino Mean lie in the living room and catch a cold.

The hand was slightly off-direction, and it was clear to him for a long time.

"Okay, I'll take you in. ”

He hugged Rino Knaha from his waist with both hands, and carried her to another room in the manner of a princess.

Rino Kahara's head rested on his arms, as if intoxicated by the warmth of his arms.

The slightly messy room was a little unbearable for Takuhisa, but he still ignored it and prepared to put her on the bed.

"Sister?"

Takuhisa asked suspiciously.

It's just that Rino Fingerhara's arms hugged his neck, so he couldn't leave, so he could only bow his head down at close range.

"Don't go back this time. ”

Affirmation, but like a supplication.

Takuhisa stared into Rino Fingerhara's eyes.

Was it his delusion?

What I saw was a clear gaze, not at all like drunken confusion.

"Don't go back to Germany, okay?"

I'm afraid I don't understand, so I repeated it again, and then my hand used force again, causing Takuhisa's face to drop a few centimeters more, only a stone's throw away from her.

The exhaled heat Takuhisa can be clearly perceived.

"Uh......"

Takuhisa didn't know how to reply.

He didn't plan to stay in Japan for long, at most for about a year.

"Okay, I'll stay in Japan. ”

Probably because he felt that Rino Zhihara was drunk now, and she probably didn't know what she said, so Takuhisa followed her words and agreed, anyway, she forgot all about it as soon as she woke up.

That's what Takuhisa thought anyway.

"Hmm~~"

With a satisfied smile, Fingerhara finally let go of the arms that held his neck, closed his eyes, and fell asleep.

It's not easy.

Takuhisa breathed a sigh of relief, and after covering Rino Fingerhara, he walked outside softly.

With his backpack in hand, he stepped into his room.

His room was tidy, it looked like it had just been cleaned, and it was clean without dust.

This made Takuhisa let go of his heart, if it was messy, he would rather not rest, and he had to tidy up the room first.

That's it for today.

Takuhisa walked over to the desk next to the bed, sat down on the sliding chair, put his backpack on the desk, and took out the same things he had brought with him.

CDs, envelopes, wallets, passports, ......

At the end, he couldn't help but pause for a moment.

But he still took out a letter with a lot of wrinkles inside, which had not been opened, but it could still be seen that it had been quite old.

Staring at the letter, Takuhisa pondered for a long time, and finally stuffed it back in, as if with a sigh of defeat.

I wonder if I can give her this letter?

It's hard to say, maybe after so many years, Erika will be jealous of why she didn't say goodbye back then, she will be full of resentment towards him, maybe this letter will not be opened by him at all.

What happened back then was so sudden that even he didn't react to it, and when everything was settled, he was already in Oita, and the last letter was not sent after all.

He took the initiative to break off contact with Ikuta Erika.

It's no longer possible to be together.

When he was in that piano classroom, Takuhisa had already noticed it when he touched her lips.

He felt everything about Erika and her bright future.

They were too close to each other, and even if nothing happened, even if they continued to be in close contact, they couldn't get any closer, he clearly realized.

Getting any closer will only bring pain.

Their lives are parallels, and each has a busy and huge future ahead of them.

The distance between them is like the speed of a cherry blossom falling, only five centimeters, but if it continues, the short five centimeters will extend infinitely.

He was scared, he didn't want that.

This was the first thing that came to his mind when he was young at the time.

Whether the result is good or bad, Erika Ikuta, who is now Nogizaka, can also prove something.

But Takuhisa does want to go back to that moment if he can.

He is naïve, he has low self-esteem.

He was still at that time.

If he hadn't chosen to cut off contact......

Can't do it all over again.

Now he was hesitating, when he handed the letter to Ikuta Erika, there was no doubt that it would interrupt her smooth life, and what the outcome would be, he didn't know.

"Ha ......"

Throwing off the clutter of his thoughts, Takuhisa took out one last item.

It was a wooden plaque with his name engraved on it, and it was also his most cherished treasure.

Squeeze it tightly in the palm of your hand and refuse to let go.

"Ding~~Ding~~"

The sound of the mobile phone rang suddenly, and Takuhisa shifted his attention.

Someone tweeted about him.

The wooden sign was placed on the table, and Takuhisa gently picked up his phone and opened Twitter.

It's Aite from someone you're already following.

A smile tufted into his mouth.

This is a girl he met on Twitter, who also lives in Japan, but in remote Kyushu, it seems to be on an island. I don't know why, maybe she can't tell herself, so she followed Takuhisa's Twitter account.

Later, Takuhisa also chatted with her for a few words, and the three views of each other also matched, so he became a tweeter.

That girl is very natural, and Takuhisa can feel cheerful and relaxed when he chats with her.

Takuhisa replied to her.

Takuhisa smiled helplessly, although he understood that she meant to speak, but sometimes it was indeed difficult to accept this way of speaking.

You can imagine her mood.

Although she didn't reveal where she was, Takuhisa also learned from chatting with her that her home was in a remote part of Japan, surrounded by farmland, and she drove a motorcycle to school.

It's weird to go to school on a locomotive.

It seems that she is also impressed.

It seemed that something was wrong, she didn't continue to send messages on Twitter, and Takuhisa turned off her phone.

Chatting with her like this, Takuhisa's mood relaxed.

It's time to go to bed, too.

He thought so.

As for tomorrow......

As for tomorrow's plans, Takuhisa was also thinking about it while undressing.

Let's go there again, if the piano classroom is still there.

Go play a piano song.

He set his course for tomorrow.

……

……

I stood on the stage of the Galaxy Theater with my hands on my chest.

I wore a silk printed blouse with a long pink skirt that reached to the toes, and in the last scene, my hair was combed into a masculine pouff by the stylist, and on the right side of my head I wore a white flower-like hair ornament tied with a pale red hairtie.

It's like a different kind of princess.

When I first saw this look, I couldn't help but laugh out loud, obviously I had good endurance, but I was still stunned by this look.

"Thank you. ”

I waved to the audience in my own voice to thank you and say goodbye.

It was my first time starring in a musical, and it was a great success, and although I am a bit boastful of saying that, I personally felt that it was very good.

"Thank you, I'm leaving today. ”

After the stage play, I changed into my private clothes, and I quickly said goodbye to everyone who was performing with me, and politely declined the dinner tonight.

I still have a lot to do besides the stage play, and in a few days, my group, Nogizaka, will release a new single, and I will be the one who will be the single.

That's why I can't stop for a moment.

I promised a man to be wonderful, like the sun rising into the blue sky, shining so brightly that he could keep his eyes on me.

Even though he has long since disappeared from my side, without a trace, I have kept this promise.

……

"Erika, you're back so early today?"

The mother's voice came from the kitchen, and the inside was surprised. Also, I went home earlier than usual today, and of course she would find it strange.

"I was a little tired today, so I asked for leave and came back early. I replied.

"Oh, then go back to your room and have a good rest, I'll be ready for dinner in a minute. ”

"Hi~~"

I let out a long note and went back to my room.

He dropped his bag and lay down on the silky bed that had been made up, closing his eyes.

Tired.

Exhaustion flowed into my brain without stopping.

Can it really be?

At the same time, doubts from the depths of my heart also popped up.

Despite the success of the stage play, I still wondered if I could be the perfect TER for the new single?

Will sales go up?

What strange words will be said at the handshake meeting?

Can he see how I'm doing?

Yes!

With a sigh, I opened my eyes again.

If you think about it like this, you will only get more and more decadent, no!

Cheer yourself on with optimism.

Take a look at the latest news.

With this in mind, I turned on my phone and went on Twitter.

Although there is a clear order in Nogizaka not to open other websites, I still secretly registered an account, which has not sent any information or photos, just like the zombie number, I use it to see what is happening in the country or the world recently.

This didn't violate the order of the operation.,I should have been in the state of mind of a mischievous teenager who registered an account at the time.。

But there are other reasons for registering an account, not just to learn about other things.

I wondered if he had also registered for Twitter, and in some corner of Kyushu, could he be watching news related to me?

Maybe someone I'm interested in is him.

Even though this is an accident that is not even a miracle, I still fantasize about it at some point.

"Huh?"

I found an interesting piece of news.

"Shocked! Five popular members of HKT are greeting a man in private! An idol who carries the hopes of young people has fallen to this point! What is wrong with Japan!"

There are a lot of retweets and likes, and the popularity is still very high, so I clicked on it out of curiosity.

In the picture, there are five young girls and a boy wearing sunglasses.

It seems that they are still talking intimately, and you can see that many comments are expressing anger.

Well, it's kind of interesting.

It's just that this boy looks about the same age as me.

After retiring from the message, I continued to scroll through Twitter, and after I got a little bored, I turned off my phone and threw it in the corner of the bed, I lazily stretched my waist and put my hands behind my head.

Takuhisa must be that big now, right?

Looking at the ceiling, I suddenly thought.

How many haven't seen him yet?

I haven't counted it in detail, but at least five years have it.

I don't know what Takuhisa is doing in Kyushu now, is he preparing for the university entrance examination?

Are you coming back to Tokyo to go to university?

From the reverie that swayed randomly from my heart.

At that time, he left without leaving contact information, so I had no way of knowing his whereabouts, and the contact with the letter was also cut off, and what he was doing now was all up to my guess.

Maybe they all have girlfriends, right?

When I came to this conclusion, I was still shocked, but when I thought about it, it was normal, he was not like me, he had a rule prohibiting love, he must have found a very beautiful girlfriend.

It's a logical assumption...... It's just that when I think of him listening to me back then, there will be a strange girl standing next to him, and I always feel depressed.

"Ah...... What am I bothering about?" I couldn't help but sigh.

It's so far away, I haven't seen him for so long, what do you want to do with this?

I guess I'm regretting it.

Soon, I gave myself another explanation.

At the end of the day, I didn't convey my thoughts to him at that time, is that why?

With my feet on the floor, I got out of bed, went to my desk, and pulled a box out of a drawer.

The delicate and large gift box was a gift from Takuhisa for Christmas, and I used it to hold something.

The box was opened, and there was an unopened envelope and a small wooden plaque with my name engraved on it.

After learning that he was gone, I wrote the letter, which was probably the last letter, and I only thought that I would give it to him when I met him in the future, so that he could understand my strong emotions at that time.

The wooden nameplate was a gift we exchanged with each other, and I also carved the word Takuhisa with a knife in his hand.

I just don't know if he has lost it after so many years?

After a blank look, I closed the box again.

There's a good chance it won't be handed over to him, right?

Disappointment overflowed again, and this is also true.

I can't put it into words, but I still hope that one day a miracle will happen.

My right hand couldn't help but touch my lips, as if I had returned to that time, and the corners of my mouth still had the smell of him, as well as the past I saw, the thoughts I thought, the heat of the tip of my mouth and the irrepressible sadness when I touched his lips.

I can't forget the feelings that I can't confirm, and they took away all my energy.

Even the confusion, restlessness, and irritability in the heart were instantly taken away by the heat and sadness, leaving behind a sense of joyful satisfaction.

Tomorrow......

Shook his head violently.

I don't dare to think about it again.

Tomorrow, let's go back there.

Go play a piano song.

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