No matter how strong the opponent is, I can't let me back down, even if I spill blood, I will not hesitate to do it!

I have never forgotten my second uncle's teaching and kindness to me, let alone my oath! In the face of a strong opponent, retreating without a fight is a coward's performance, and I will not let my second uncle fight alone!

At this moment, I finally understood why the second uncle went to Shandong alone every time, and why he went to Zeng Wuye alone every time to find trouble, because he knew that some things could only be done by himself!

He didn't want to drag down his friends, and he couldn't defeat those powerful opponents by relying on his friends, so he chose to be a lonely ghost, with a belief in revenge but always suppressed.

At this moment, I was inexplicably sad for my second uncle, because I could feel the taste of loneliness, and I could feel the taste of him silently bearing alone!

I can understand the muteness of being an enemy of those who have the grace to teach, and I can understand the truth that the opponent is powerful, but no one understands my true belief!

The night was thick and I hurried to the villa of the Buddha and the old monster, not for anything else at this moment, but for a belief, just for a belief that I would die!

I think the dumb can see deception in my eyes, and so can the Buddha monster! I will never learn the essence of charlatan until I tear off the last layer of hypocrisy!

I never thought I might die, and I never thought I would never come back...... But I really dare to die now!

I am afraid of the fear and darkness brought by death, I am afraid that I will not see the sunrise and sunshine of tomorrow, but I am even more afraid that I will not be able to fight side by side with my second uncle!

No matter what Ye Lao Qiantuan is strong, no matter what Ye Lingyun's ruthlessness, when he really has the heart of death, he is no longer afraid!

It was already ten o'clock in the evening when I came to the villa of the Buddha Monster, and when I entered the villa, I saw the Buddha Monster standing with his hands in his hands and looking up at the starry sky, and his dark black robe looked particularly deep!

"Good evening, old gentleman. I greeted respectfully, but received no response.

The Buddha just looked up at the starry night sky, I don't know what he was thinking, but it felt like the night sky was really clear tonight.

I haven't looked up at the night sky for a long time, and every time I can feel the depth of the universe and my own insignificance, my heart will become lighter.

As the minutes passed, the Buddha seemed to freeze in place, and he kept looking at the sky without any movement, as if he had forgotten time......

"Do you know why human eyes can see beyond the earth?" the old Buddha asked without replying, which was very meaningful!

"I think it makes people feel small. "That's what I think in my heart, and that's what I feel every time I look up at the night sky.

"Yes, what's the matter with you coming so late?" the old monster craned his neck, but he never looked back.

Suddenly I felt another meaning in the Buddha's strange words, like just asked me what I would get by looking at the night sky, so what would he get by pumping me with a crutch today?

Touching my right arm, which was still aching, I suddenly understood!

"I want to learn this one, I want to become stronger!" I directly said the truest thoughts in my heart, from the day the Buddha taught me, I knew that it must be this one in the end!

"Why?"

"Because the old gentleman injured one of my arms today, I never saw your right hand hidden under the robe when I first gambled with the old gentleman...... I think this should be the premise of learning Qian. ”

"Oh, can you really comprehend this?" the old Buddha suddenly turned his head, and his eyes seemed to glow in the night!

"I hadn't thought about the purpose of the old gentleman's arm before, but just now I suddenly understood! That is, no matter what you do, you must have a purpose...... This is also the truth that the old gentleman taught me to change arts. ”

I lowered my head and said what I thought in my heart, in fact, I should have thought that it was impossible for the Buddha to hurt a thousand hands, unless there was another reason!

"It's rare! It's rare! The old man didn't misread you, you will definitely be able to make a difference if you work hard for a few years!"

The Buddha monster did not hide his praise for me at all, in fact, I just understood, which shows that the Buddha monster is also testing my comprehension ability!

"Sir, I can't wait a few years to ......"

"There are some things that you can't rush because you still lack something! something very important!"

"Then look at it now, do I have such a thing?" I raised my head and looked at him calmly, and my heart was already determined to die!

From the moment I decided to come to learn from the Buddha, I no longer thought about any principles and bottom lines, nor did I think about how I could defeat my opponent, let alone how to come back alive!

I think the Buddha would have been glad to see this belief of mine, because those who have the belief of death have nothing to fear!

"Can you tell the old man what made you have the eyes you have now? The old man doesn't believe that you will suddenly have the heart of death!"

The Buddha monster pierced my thoughts at a glance, and I was even more sure that he had the ability to perceive people's hearts!

"Because of hatred! because of responsibility!" replied without thinking, at the moment everything I follow my heart, and there will be no hesitation or hesitation!

"Who do you hate, and what is your responsibility?"

"I hate my own incompetence, and my responsibility is to kill your former disciple Ye Lingyun!"

Without thinking, I tore off the last layer of hypocrisy, because I knew that everything could not be hidden from the eyes of the Buddha, and although I didn't know what kind of thaumaturgy it was, I would definitely be able to see into people's inner thoughts!

"Why are you doing this? Do you know Ye Lingyun?" the old Buddha looked at me more and more curiously, and his eyes also changed!

"For the love of my heart! and for the sake of Buddha Qianxiao!" I resolutely abandoned the principles I once adhered to, and the person I really thought of in my heart at this moment was sixteen!

I know that I have abandoned my principles and chosen to be despicable, and I also know that I have given up the last trace of bottom line in my heart.

The Buddha didn't speak, just stared at me, I looked at him with firm conviction, and time seemed to freeze at this moment!

"How are you going to get revenge?"

"A man with a heart of death!"

"You are completely on the wrong path now, you can't learn anything now, go back......

The Buddha's words made me confused, isn't it enough to have a mortal heart?

"I don't understand why, old sir!"

"Because you don't understand the truth of the wrong way, you have the heart of death but you don't have a single-minded and precise belief, you can only be like a moth to a fire and go to self-destruction!"

"I'd rather die together!"

"The pain comes from anger at your own incompetence, and now you're just a little bit away, just a little bit!

After saying that, the Buddha turned around and left, leaving me alone in place...... Is it not right to be willing to give up oneself for the sake of the love of one's heart?

What is the wrong path? Is it a precursor to self-destruction? Why do I have the heart of death, but the Buddha and the old monster refuse to teach me?

I took out my phone and quickly checked the explanation of the misdirection, and after reading it, I was at a loss......

I have learned too many truths, and I have seen through many human and human hearts, but I have never been able to give up the obsession in my heart!

This obsession is my feelings for my second uncle, it is a feeling that blood is thicker than water and transcends everything, all my beliefs are because of my second uncle, but at this moment I abandoned myself.

The Buddha said that the moth was like a fire to self-destruction, just as I think in my heart now, choosing to destroy but not choosing to leave a way out for myself......

Looking at the starry sky, I fell into deep thought, could it be that my mortal heart to fight for my second uncle has just become my bond?

Once the second uncle had no choice but to let me leave his side, and since then I have known that I am his shackles and weaknesses, and he is also my shackles and weaknesses......

I think the Buddha must have seen through the last obsession in my heart, this love that I have never let go of in my heart, how can I let go?

No, there is nothing in the world that makes people let go of their emotions, and people without emotions are like walking corpses......

Time passed slowly, and the stars gradually disappeared, replaced by the dawn of dawn......

I suddenly understood that the biggest obstacle in my heart was not my second uncle's feelings, but my anxiety that was eager to transcend time!

I finally understood what the Buddha said I was missing, and that was my patience with time!