Chapter 33 and the little sister separated
My little sister and I eased our emotions with each other, and I asked my little sister: "Godsister, where are you going to other places?" "Sister Yao, what a good title, it's a pity that I won't have the opportunity to call her like this every day in the future. I immediately shouted, "Sister Yao." "The little sister replied to me well.
I asked Sister Yao when she was leaving, and she said that she would leave after the Spring Festival, and she could still play with me during the winter vacation. I asked my godsister for her phone number, and my godsister didn't give me her home phone, saying that she didn't like people calling her. I could only leave my home phone to Sister Yao, and said that when she left, I would go to see her off. The little sister didn't say that she wouldn't let me send it, and I suddenly felt even more uncomfortable.
Since the little sister is leaving, I also have the audacity to ask her if she can tell me some truthful words. The first two requests rejected me, and if this one rejects me, I really can't accept it. The little sister laughed at my little child, why is there so much curiosity. But let me say it, I want to know what the truth is.
I asked Xiao Taimei if she said last time that she had someone she liked, was it because her classmates were always interested in Huang Zhong? Xiao Taimei asked me how I knew, which meant that she admitted it. I said that when I ran 3,000 meters in the last sports meeting, my female classmates at the same table saw it, and coupled with my usual observations, I also found that Sister Yao liked that Huang Zhong. The little sister had a slightly shy expression on her face at this time.
I asked another question, that is, why she was so kind to me, and whether it was because I gave her 100 yuan when I first met my little sister. Sister Yao said that it was not because of the 100 yuan, but because she felt that I was a bit like her old friend Huang Zhong. But that was just at the beginning that I felt that I was very similar to Huang Zhong, but later I found out that I was a straighter person and didn't have as many eyes as Huang Zhong.
Speaking of that Huang Zhong, the little sister talked endlessly. I also have a little understanding of Huang Zhong from the words of my little sister. That Huang Zhong is lustful, has a lot of eyes, can speak well, can come to things, and can fight, but he usually pretends to be very low-key. People with this kind of character, although I'm not good at mixing, but I also know that this kind of person can't make friends, and he belongs to the most unrighteous person.
But the little sister likes such boys, and I can't help it. The two of us talked from Huang Zhong about how I would mix in school in the future, and without Sister Yao covering me, I was basically useless. I told my little sister that I had just met Weber, who was a 13-brother in the third year of junior high school.
The little sister said that Weber was unreliable, first of all, they were already in the second semester of the third year of junior high school. If something happens in our school, a punishment will be given, and it will take half a year for a punishment to be eliminated. Therefore, in the second half of the third semester of junior high school, smart people will not make big mistakes, and once they are punished, it will affect the junior high school. And there is a price to pay for being with people like Weber, and the godsister means that I still have Webb's benefits.
If I really want to make a difference in our school, the little sister pointed me out two paths, the first one is to recognize Guo Qiang, the boss of 9 dragons in the second year of junior high school, as my godbrother. Sister Yao said that the current Guo Qiang, the entire second year of junior high school obeys him, and most of the gangsters in the third junior high school also have a good relationship with Guo Qiang, the main thing is that Guo Qiang is a righteous person who can stick a knife in the ribs for his friends. It's definitely a lot better than the Weber guy I knew.
When Sister Yao said this, I explained to her why she wanted to introduce me to Guo Qiang several times, but I found a reason to refuse. So I told me how I was humiliated by Guo Qiang when I first entered school. After listening to this, the little sister scolded me for being biao, how can I care about such trivial things, so that I can't come out to mix in the future.
Sister Yao said that many of the gangsters she knew didn't fight or make deals, and everyone didn't accept anyone at first, and in the end, they all slowly became buddies.
Sister Yao and I have known each other for half a year, and she also knows my personality, which is a little stubborn. Then he told me the second way, that is, to take refuge in Bai Chen, the eldest of the 7 sisters. However, Bai Chen's personality is quite strange, and he also said that my character, Bai Chen may not like me. Although the little sister has already told Bai Chen that she will cover me in the future, she will not necessarily take me out to mix, at most she will ensure that I will not be beaten.
Let the little sister say, I feel even more uncomfortable, and I am even more reluctant to let her go. I really can't find such a good godsister anymore, she will take me to mix, she will protect me, and she treats me sincerely and treats me as a younger brother. No matter what Guo Qiang or Bai Chen's, even if I mess with them in the future, they won't treat me like Sister Yao.
This time, I dropped my little sister off at her station, and once again we sat on the side of the road, lit a cigarette, and smoked. After the little sister leaves, she will never smoke here with Sister Yao again.
When the little sister was smoking, her eyes were looking straight at the traffic on the road in front of her, and she was thinking about her thoughts. After we finished smoking a cigarette without saying a word, I said to my little sister, "Sister Yao, sing me a song." The little sister didn't ask me what I wanted to hear, so she sang a song "Short Hair" casually
I've cut my hair short and cut my worries
Cut a place not to be loved by the bifurcation
It's long, it's short, it's long, it's struggling, inch by inch
I have cut my hair short and cut off the punishment
Cutting the ground hurt my embarrassment
It's clear over and over again
Cut off your love words and your lies in one fell swoop
I don't know why the little sister sang this song, maybe it was just for her short hair. I don't know if I will see Sister Yao again in the future, maybe the next time I see her, she will no longer have short hair.
After singing, the little sister stood up and said to me, "Peng'er, I won't go to school tomorrow, I'll call you when I'm free." "Hearing Sister Yao say this, my eyes turned red again. I was choked up and speechless, and I was afraid that I would cry when I spoke. I'm afraid that if I cry, Sister Yao will scold me for not being like a man.
The little sister suddenly made a move at this time, which frightened me stupidly, and she probed me and kissed me on the face. This is the first time I have been kissed by a girl, and I can feel the soft lips of the little sister, as well as the unique smell of girls on her face and the faint sound of breathing.
After Sister Yao kissed me, she reached out and hugged me again. I don't know if I can feel my heartbeat when she hugs me, it's a "heartbeat" sound.
It was also this kiss, this hug that completely moved me, and when Sister Yao let go of me, I said to her: "Wang Yao, I love you." "The first time I said to a girl that I love you, all I got in return was a smile from my little sister. There is another sentence: "Do you know what love is? Don't let a little girl kiss you in the future, you can tell people that I love you." ”
The little sister reached out and patted my face, as if she was complaining about me, as if she was pampering me, and more like saying goodbye to me. The little sister took two steps back in front of me, and then was about to turn around to leave, but when she turned around, she waved her hand at me: "Let's go, Peng'er." ”
A simple and separate sentence is the last sentence I heard when I heard the little sister in junior high school. That helpless and slightly sad expression, as well as the gesture of waving goodbye, was also the last time I saw her in my first year of junior high school.
In the next few days, Sister Yao really didn't come to school again. I can't see my little sister, I'm not interested in anyone or anything. I once went to the door of Class 4 of the second year of junior high school to take a look, and the seat of the little sister was empty before, and Huang Zhong next to her was still there. But that Huang Zhong, like me, looked sullen. I don't know why, I think at that moment, maybe the person in the world who understands my mood best will be this Huang Zhong.
Huang Zhong also saw me, I pointed to the vacant seat of the little sister, and Huang Zhong understood what I meant. He didn't speak, just lip-synched with me: "Didn't come." I nodded my head and left their classroom. When he was leaving, he saw Huang Zhong in a daze at the vacant seat of the little sister, and he was inexplicably a little moved.
Not only have I been to my little sister's class, but I also stand at the school gate for a while every day after school. I look forward to the day when the little sister will come to take a look. After all, what she likes most is that after school, she stands at the school gate like a guard, guarding all the students after school.
But until the winter vacation, the little sister never appeared at the school gate for a day. I didn't go to Sister Yao's house to look for her, because I knew that I was a little bit self-inflicted. This is also the place where I am most disappointed. It's the first time I've been so depressed since I started junior high school. When I was beaten by the Ten Tigers and the Ten Wolves before, I didn't feel this way.