Chapter 122: I just won't let you go
"I don't care, anyway, I just want you to accompany me tonight!" Xu Qing tugged on my arm and didn't let go.
This made me seem quite embarrassed.
So I had to say bitterly to her: "Xu Qing, don't be like this, now that we are both adults, it's not the time to go to school, and we can't do things by temperament!"
After listening to my words, Xu Qing didn't speak for a while.
But soon she spoke again, "Chen Qiang, you're a bastard!"
As soon as she spoke, she scolded me directly!
It made me angry and helpless, and I knew she was still drunk, so I didn't say anything.
But what I never expected was that Xu Qing became more and more angry the more she talked, and finally attacked me directly, and her two little hands kept beating on my chest.
I had no choice but to let her do it.
Because it seemed to me that I owed too much to the woman in front of me, who had put everything she had on me, and I didn't choose her in the end.
When I was in college, I wouldn't have been able to finish my studies if she hadn't helped me.
It can be said that if it weren't for Xu Qing, I might still be herding cattle in our village, or working as an ordinary worker in a factory.
"Yes, I'm sorry for you!"
"I owe you too much! I have no way to compensate you in this life, but I swear Chen Qiang, if the two of us can meet again in the next life, you can let me do anything!"
These words have always been pressed in my heart, and if I didn't say them, I wouldn't feel like a man.
"I don't want the next fucking life, I want you to give it back to me now!"
"Chen Qiang, I hate you!" Woo woo......" Xu Qing looked more excited after listening to my words.
Her hand was no longer beating my chest, but covering her face and sobbing.
At this moment, even if I have a thousand words, I don't have the courage to speak.
I had to take her into my arms and lend her my shoulder to vent my frustrations.
"Chen Qiang, do you know?"
"When you told me that you had a girl you liked that night, do you know what I thought?" Xu Qing leaned on my shoulder and kept telling me some things back then.
I know that Xu Qing has always been stronger, especially in terms of feelings.
If she hadn't been drunk today, she probably wouldn't have said anything like that to me in her life.
I may not know how wronged she is in my life!
Xu Qing told me what she did that night when I told her that I had fallen in love with Yaoyao!
This reminded me of the scene at that time.
Since I met Yaoyao, I have been deeply attracted by her general appearance, it can be said that I am a lucky person, under my pursuit, Yaoyao actually agreed to be my girlfriend.
After the two of us dated for a month, I decided to tell Xu Qing the news.
I invited her to dinner with guilt, and we both drank a little wine, but we didn't.
I told her that I liked someone else.
At that time, Xu Qing was stunned, she looked at the liquor in her glass blankly, and then poured it directly, and finally drank it all.
After drinking, Xu Qing only said one word to me, wishing you happiness and leaving.
At that time, I wanted to chase after it, but after thinking about it, I felt that I should give her a space to release herself.
"You know what?"
"After I left that night, I went to the river, and I didn't want to live at all, I had already gone down, and the river was half of my body!"
"But I'm a little unwilling, I'm not willing to lose like this, so I'm ......" Xu Qing said, but she was a little angry.
She opened her mouth and bit me straight on the shoulder.
This time she seemed to use all her strength, and my fists clenched tightly together in pain, but I didn't make a sound.
Because I know it's what I owe her.
"Woo...... Chen Qiang, you may not know what it feels like to be heartbroken!"
"When I saw the two of you passing by me holding hands, I wanted to kill you......" Xu Qing seemed to have no strength, let go of her mouth and pushed me away at once.
But when he saw a red mark on my shoulder, she panicked.
"Chen Qiang, are you okay?" Xu Qing looked at me in a panic.
Then she walked straight out of bed and muttered, "Wait a minute, I'll see if there's a medical kit in the room!"
I looked at her and felt inexplicably uncomfortable.
Xu Qing has always paid attention to her demeanor, and today she panicked in the face of me to such an extent, which is all hitting the last line of defense in my heart!
I was silent for a few seconds, and finally I couldn't control my feelings and pulled her into my arms.
Xu Qing seemed to be frightened by my action, looked at me and asked a little stunned, "Chen Qiang, what do you want to do?"
"Your shoulder is bleeding, you quickly let go of me, I'll help you find a potion!"
I can't help it at the moment.
Looking at her panicked appearance, I couldn't help but laugh: "No, it doesn't hurt at all!"
She seemed to know I was lying.
"But it's all ...... there," she said, pointing her little finger at my bleeding shoulder.
Before she could say anything, I lowered my head and kissed her on the lips!
"Woo, Chen Qiang!"
"Chen Qiang, don't ......" She struggled a few times, and soon collapsed into my arms.
I felt that she was really depressed.
Even when she wanted to respond to my kiss, she looked extremely jerky, and this feeling made my heart more and more uncomfortable.
I feel that Xu Qing said that she has dated a lot of men over the years, but none of them can fall together.
At this moment I knew she was lying.
How can a woman who seems to be very rusty with kisses have dated a lot of men?
"Xu Qing!"
"Why are you so stupid? Who made you wait for me all these years, is it really worth it?" When I felt that Xu Qing was about to lose her breath, I let go of her, and I couldn't help but have tears in my eyes.
What I didn't expect was that Xu Qing was very warm at the moment, and after taking a few deep breaths, she stretched out her little hand to help me wipe away a few tears from the corners of her eyes, and her face was filled with a happy smile.
She looked at me and said firmly: "I have only loved a man like you in my life, and I will not love anyone else in this life!"
"Now I feel that love is a luxury, and your appearance makes me ......"