Ruan Niansheng finally got rid of Xu Shaobei's pestering energy, and went directly into the room to find Su Nan while he wasn't paying attention.

Su Nan didn't know if Leo was coming and prepared a lot of toys or prepared for the baby in his belly early, the bedroom became a child's paradise, and Leo was even more forgetful.

"Finished eating?" Su Nan turned to look at her, seeing that she was looking around with some curiosity, she couldn't help touching her head and smiled, "These things were all seen by chance when I went to the mother and baby store, they are so cute, so I bought them no matter what I did, thinking that I could use them in the future, so I wouldn't waste them." ”

Ruan Niansheng smiled and pulled her to sit down on the edge of the bed.

The two stared at Leo for a long time, and then Ruan Niansheng said softly, "Leo, can you take the toy out and play with Daddy for a while?"

"No!" Leo immediately refused.

Ruan Niansheng frowned, a little curious, in the past, this kid was not so willful at all.

While he was still thinking about it, Leo had already put down the toy and stood up and said seriously, "I want to take good care of the baby and take care of Su Nan, so there are a lot of things, and I can't play with my father." ”

Burst!

Ruan Niansheng couldn't help but want to laugh, it turned out that in the little guy's heart, the task he was given was to let him play with Xu Shaobei, so he didn't have time? When did it become in his heart to take care of Xu Shaobei, he really regarded himself as a little adult.

She shook her head helplessly, and was moved by his concern for Su Nan in her heart, but then said on her face, "Leo, Mommy has something to say to Su Nan, so you can only go out to accompany Daddy." ”

"Well...... like that"

The little guy put down the toy, as if he felt very troublesome, and couldn't help but shake his head and said, "No way, who let Daddy still be ignorant, you say, such a big person, can't learn to be independent, I really can't ...... him"

The little guy walked out of the bedroom helplessly while talking, Ruan Niansheng and Su Nan looked at each other, looking at the little guy's appearance, funny and helpless.

Su Nan looked at the small figure and couldn't stop laughing, and the tenderness between her eyebrows and eyes was mixed with sadness that she couldn't ignore.

Ruan Niansheng stretched out his little hand and grabbed her, "Su Nan, have you really thought about it, do you want to give birth to this child?"

Su Nan was stunned for a moment when asked, and then turned into a smile, "Yes, I have already thought it through, so don't worry too much about me, after all, I have come here now, and I don't feel that there is anything hard." ”

She also believes that she can do it alone.

"Don't say you're not hard!" Ruan Niansheng gritted his teeth, "I know everything, you just don't say anything, you obviously ......"

"Nian Sheng, where is it so exaggerated as you say. Su Nan interrupted her and smiled.

Ruan Niansheng raised his hand a little annoyed and rubbed the fake face, "You are not allowed to laugh, you are obviously not happy at all, why do you force yourself to be happy? Do you really think that the relationship between you and me for so many years is fake? Or do you think I don't know you well enough?"

Su Nan's smile froze on his face, half loud, and finally changed to a bitter smile......

"You see it all?"

"Otherwise?" Ruan Niansheng said angrily, "Otherwise, what are you going to make me think?"

Doesn't she know her thoughts? What's more, she has also experienced that feeling firsthand......

Ruan Niansheng squeezed her hand tightly, "Su Nan, you can clearly choose to be alone, why?"

"If this were you, you should know the answer best, wouldn't you?"

Ruan Niansheng pinched his palm, and there was silence for a while.

Su Nan laughed, patted her shoulder and said, "Look, you don't know either, do you?"

They do whatever they want to do, so when it comes to asking why, no one can say anything.

Ruan Niansheng hooked his lips, "What are you going to do after the child is born?"

"Raise it yourself. Su Nan said freely, "I have already thought about it, no matter what, I will stay with this child and raise it again." ”

"You, you never thought about it in the future, if you ......"

Ruan Niansheng stopped halfway through her words, she knew better than anyone how many single mothers there were in this world, and how difficult it was, because of a child, she saw Jiang Yucheng clearly, but if she also met someone else in the future, she was worried......

"Don't worry. Su Nan's cheerful voice made her feel a little puzzled.

When he looked at it again, Su Nan's eyes flashed with pain, "Maybe...... I'll never fall in love with anyone else again in my life. ”

Sometimes, maybe once in a lifetime is enough, and no matter how much, she may not be able to accept it sincerely.

"How could it be ......" Ruan Niansheng shook his head, "There is still so much time left in your life, how can you make a decision so easily?"

Didn't she also say that Jiang Yucheng was a lifetime at the beginning?

"You and I are different. Su Nan shook his head, "You have Xu Shaobei, he is very good, so, this is enough......"

"You can ...... too"

"Not anymore. ”

She still shook her head, "I won't have it in this life, so I don't have any extravagant hopes, I just think that if I can raise this child to adulthood, it will be enough......"

Ruan Niansheng looked at her, listening to her words spit out a painful voice that fell into her ears, making her heart feel uncomfortable.

"Sunan ......"

"What!"

Su Nan couldn't help but be annoyed when she looked at her somewhat dejected appearance, "What kind of expression are you, I haven't had much of a bad time, it's just that I have one less companion in the days to come, besides, don't I still have a child with me? I won't be alone." ”

"I'm just worried about you. Ruan Niansheng hugged her, only felt that this girl was stubborn and distressing, "Why do you always have to carry everything alone, and don't let people know anything, do you know, it is because of this that people feel more sorry for you......"

Su Nan sighed helplessly, listening to her words, she couldn't help patting her head and said, "What are you worried about? I'm not a child anymore, besides, I have already made a decision in my heart about what I want to do, and no one can change it......"

"Look at you, again!" she puffed out her face in exasperation.

Su Nan lowered his head and gently glanced at the bulging lower abdomen, "Nian Sheng...... Actually, I also thought about not wanting this child, but when I first felt her beating, I already understood that I wanted to keep her!"

It's not that she hasn't walked on the operating table, but in the end she thought that a child's life was about to be destroyed by her, so she chose to run away, and after crying, the belief in her heart was firm.

"A lot of the time...... I was thinking about when I would have a happy family, like you, like Xu Shaobei, and like Leo, but then I also knew that everyone's definition of happiness is different. ”

And her happiness is enough now......

Ruan Niansheng took a deep breath, and the movement of squeezing her hand tightened silently.

After that, she laughed, "So, you don't need to worry about me, I'm much better than you imagined, how good a person is, relaxed and comfortable, if the child is naughty in the future, I will be angry and no one will stop her, she can steal my high heels to wear, she can secretly use my cosmetics, and I will also dress her up as a little princess......"

Su Nan said a lot, a lot, and he couldn't remember what he said.

I don't know how long it took, her eyes instantly turned red, "Nian Sheng, in fact, what you said is right, no matter how strong a woman is, she needs a man to support her, but I can't find anyone who can support me, I personally pushed him out of my world and isolated him......"

Ruan Niansheng was speechless for a while, and looked at her quietly.

Su Nan sobbed lowly, as if she had finally found an outlet in front of her.

She didn't answer, she didn't respond, she just let her cry, and as time went on, her crying voice became lower and lower, and when she raised her eyes again, her eyes were already swollen like walnuts.

Ruan Niansheng pursed her pink lips tightly and hesitated to speak, "Su Nan, since you still love him, why didn't you want to go with him in the first place?"

He's coming for her, isn't he?

"Impossible. She shook her head, the smile on the corner of her mouth almost couldn't hold it, "Nian Sheng, you don't understand." ”

"It's not that you don't understand, but why do you ......?"

"Enough!"

Su Nan didn't want to mention these things, and was a little repulsed, "Nian Sheng, I'm a little tired, and I don't know what to do, so don't ask me how okay?"

She didn't want to admit that Fu Ningzhi's heart was all about her again, and she didn't want to admit that she was just a ......

Ruan Niansheng sighed lightly, hooked his lips and said, "Su Nan, I know there are some things you don't want to hear, but ...... I still want to say that as for whether you can listen to it or not, it's all up to you. ”

"I've seen him, he's really changed a lot compared to ...... beginning" Ruan Niansheng smiled, "I really didn't think I'd see him like that at that time, wise, gentlemanly, polite, do you remember, when you and I met him, he looked like a fool?"

Su Nan fell silent, and the tears that had finally been stopped seemed to be pouring out again.

She knew, how could she not know?

It's just that......

Isn't the person he loves her?

"Su Nan, you would never have imagined that what he said to me at the annual meeting, he said...... He lost the person he loved and could never get it back, so it is impossible to fall in love with someone else again in this life......"

"What......"

Su Nan opened his mouth in surprise, almost thinking that he had misheard.

She raised her eyes, but met Ruan Niansheng's eyes full of smiles.