The car drove wildly, the sky outside the window was dim and dark, and the wind was raging and the fragrance of the earth swept in.

I felt a touch of coolness in the confusion, and squinted slightly at the gloomy sky outside the car window, which was depressing and breathless.

I could smell the smell of rain through the cracks in the window, and the freshness of this freshness made my heart feel refreshed and my chaotic mind became much clearer.

In the blink of an eye, a heavy rain came unexpectedly, and the raindrops the size of beans instantly swayed on the ground, and the car was knocked out with a clanging sound.

I shuddered as I shivered through the window and into the car, but I liked the freshness of the feeling!

The howling rain seems to represent freedom and wandering, coming here from a distant place in the sky, not knowing where it came from or where it is going, and not knowing where it will stop......

The rain became heavier and harder, and the breath in the car became oppressive, and there was always a slight coolness in the bottom of my heart when facing nature......

Looking out the car window, I was stunned, and suddenly a question came to my mind: where am I going like this heavy rain, and where will I stop?

"Sanming, I thought you were asleep just now! Close the car window when it's raining!"

"Wait a minute, the air is fresh...... I lit my cigarette and took a deep breath, and the fresh air in my throat felt very smooth!

"Let him rest for a while, I guess I'm tired from pulling the gas canister. The GI spoke, and I smiled but didn't speak.

Leaning on the back seat of the car to smoke, the raindrops outside the window dripping on your face through the gaps, the feeling of cold and cold is extremely clear!

This feeling is like tears across the face, but there is no trace of temperature in the cold, like waves in the chest, cold and confused!

The question that flashed through my mind just now can't stop as soon as it appears, where do I go? Where else can I go now?

Looking back on his journey, he has not been able to gain a firm foothold anywhere he has been, not even his hometown of Shenyang......

I followed in the footsteps of my second uncle all the way, trying to make myself stronger all the way, and before I knew it, my enemies had spread over most of China.

I think I'm luckier than them, at least I can breathe a breath of fresh air at this moment!

This moment of calmness made me think of my own situation, that I had a home and could not go back, and that I even had to face countless strong enemies now...... All of them are ruthless and scheming guys!

For some reason, I feel like a green leaf in the ocean, drifting with the waves...... Sometimes the sky will be clear and sunny, and sometimes it will be stormy and stormy!

Ahead is a vast ocean with no future in sight, can I really cross the ocean with a lonely boat? Can I really complete everything and get out of the sea?

"Sanming, I contacted the dumb man in advance to find a place to stay, isn't it?" Fox Meizi's words interrupted my thoughts, and I saw the car come to the door of a villa.

Everything was foggy in the downpour, and there was no distant sky or scenery around us, only the flowers and plants bowing their heads in embarrassment in the heavy rain.

"Not bad. I replied casually, no matter what kind of villa, there is no trace of warmth, and there is no trace of looking forward to returning.

I stood in the rain and paused, the cigarette in my hand was wet from the rain, I shook my head and walked quickly into the villa.

This unexpected heavy rain made me feel a lot, even if my friends were around, no amount of warmth could offset the coldness in my heart.

Maybe that's why the more noisy it is, the more lonely it is, and the more lively it is, the more sad it is, and I know it's because I don't have a home in my heart......

Soon Xiao Ke and the others came to the villa, and several old gamblers brought by Huizi from Shenyang were also there, except for the guy who had been a traitor.

Entering the villa feels incredibly spacious, and the dumb is already waiting here, but the villa is a little dim without the lights on.

Everyone sat on the sofa to adjust and rest, Teruko and they got the GI out of the car, and I lit a cigarette and quietly watched everything in front of me.

The soldier who used to walk like a fly is now scarred, the once charming Misu has his hands stained with oil at this moment, and the once high-spirited talent is also tired at this moment......

The fat man who used to love sauna and pedicure in the world has not been there for a long time...... The mute who once retired to the rivers and lakes and longed for the ordinary has now been involved in the disputes of the rivers and lakes.

I used to be full of devotion and hope for the future, believing that tomorrow would be better......

I once thought that all the loneliness, pain, helplessness and sorrow I had endured would be imprinted on my soul, and I would live forever and immortal......

But now I ask myself, is this really what I'm looking for, is this really what I want to see?

The cigarette in my hand burned out, I quietly looked at everything in front of me, looked at the friends who accompanied me to fight in the rivers and lakes, and looked at Huizi and Xiaoke who came from afar, and there was an indescribable complexity in my heart!

I'm not afraid of any strong opponents, I'm not afraid of any intrigues and tricks with them, I'm just afraid that it will affect my friends around me!

The words that the second uncle once said are still in my heart, people can only see a few friends around them when they are in trouble, but real friends can't bear to pull them into the water......

I squinted my eyes slightly at everyone, and at this moment I wanted to follow my heart's decision, and I also thought about what to do next!

"Let's all sit down, I'll make tea for everyone. The fat man stood up and said hello, and he glanced at me out of the corner of his eye, with doubt in his eyes.

Normally I would greet everyone, but now I have a difficult choice in my mind, one that will be incomprehensible to everyone......

"Everyone is here today, everyone has worked hard, thank you!" I stood up and thanked me heartily, and for a moment they all laughed.

I could see the sincerity in their smiles, and I was even more determined in the choices I made in my heart, even if it was not understood by anyone!

"There's one thing I want to say to everyone. I looked at everyone calmly, and for a moment all their eyes fell on me, and their eyes were full of doubt.

"What do you want to say? Needless to say, just go back and invite us out a few more times!" The fat man rubbed his hands together, and the atmosphere instantly became ambiguous.

"The fat man is right, we are all our own people, what are you polite!" said the fox girl, and the soldiers next to him also nodded again and again.

"When he dared to save the squad leader alone, I thought this kid was a man!" said the brute bull urn angrily, and gave me a thumbs up.

"Follow the boss to do things brightly, and you can still get red envelopes from time to time!" Teiko also teased, and I shook my head with a smile.

"Everyone, today I want to say that let's leave it alone, Shandong can't stay any longer. ”

As soon as I opened my mouth, everyone was stunned, as if no one expected me to say this, let alone when everyone was gathered......

"Sanming, what do you mean by this? Why can't I understand it all of a sudden?" The fat man looked at me suspiciously, and the fox was also surprised.

"I don't understand, what is this for?" looked at me inexplicably, and I waved my hand to be quiet for a while.

"Whatever your reasons for being here, I can't thank you enough...... But after all, there is no banquet in the world. ”

I speak word by word, I don't need to beat around the bush at this time, I want everyone to know what I mean!

"To tell you the truth, I can't stay in this place in Shandong anymore! Some people have already been injured, and I think now is the best time to get out!"

I looked at everyone calmly, because I knew exactly what was going on, and I knew better that I couldn't continue to play like this!

The more people on other people's turf, the bigger the goal, as the casino game of the battlefield that Lao Qian is best at, but now there is no chance to participate in the gambling game.

"Sanming, are you ready to give up?" the fat man asked cautiously, and the others were also looking at me.

"It's not about giving up or not giving up, I originally came to seek wealth, and now if we don't have a chance, let's change places, and you can go anywhere in the world!"

As soon as these words came out, the fat man and the fox were obviously relieved, and I kept tapping my arm with my fingers with one hand around my chest, giving a string of extremely clear Morse code!