Chinese The voices of the brothers are still echoing in their ears, and the voices and smiles are so clear.

The clearer it became, the more intense the pain became. It was a heart-rending and heart-wrenching taste.

The screams of pain turned into a terrible scream, and the whole body was constantly twitching because of the intense grief, and the tears in the corners of the eyes couldn't stop rolling down, and the whole face had completely turned into a big flower face.

I know that my current appearance must be very ugly and very embarrassing. Usually, I'm a strong person.

No matter what happened, I was carrying it on my shoulders, and I had never indulged in the pain in my heart like now.

But now, I can't hold it anymore. The pain of a long time, accumulated in the depths of the heart. I need to be strong, so that sadness is hidden from me, and on the surface, I am still a fairly normal person, as if nothing has happened, but in places where others can't see, that depression and pain are accumulating.

It's like a virus. At first, it's just a few, but as time goes by, those viruses will become more and more numerous, and they will accumulate more and more.

When one day, I can no longer hide it and can't suppress it, the pent-up pain and sorrow may explode like a volcano.

It smashed my body to pieces, threw me into despair, and completely destroyed my whole being.

This catharsis may also have a different meaning for me. From beginning to end, Yan Shi, a woman, didn't say much, just quietly shrouded me, her hands gently patting my back, as if she wanted to use that warmth to heal the deep scars in my heart.

In those beautiful, ruby-like eyes, there is a kind of compassion for the heavens and people.

She knows. She didn't know it before, but since I got the Moon Blade, everything that happened to me couldn't be hidden from the Yan Master, and no one else could know the pain and sadness in my heart, as well as that kind of fear.

However, it can't be hidden from the Yan Master. Master Yan clearly understands how much depression and pain has accumulated in my heart, and Master Yan knows how much pressure and fear I bear in my body.

When people are in pain, they will cry. It is precisely because of feelings, it is precisely because of knowing crying that people can be called people.

Crying is the most precious gift that God gives to him.

"It's sad that my companion has disappeared......"

"But with so many companions who will make you cry, this is also your happiness. Master Yan said quietly, looking into the distance.

"Although they are gone, the memories they left you will never forget, and they will always be your most precious people. ”

"Sadness and pain are allowed, but you can't let your heart be filled with only sadness. ”

"You have to understand at least one thing, and that is that they are very important companions to you, but ...... They are not the only ones in your life. ”

"You can grieve when they are gone, but your life still needs to go on, and in your life, there will be all kinds of people who deserve your attention. ”

"The moon is cloudy and sunny, people have life and death, this is something that no one can avoid, all people can do is to imprint the most beautiful smiles of those who have left in their minds. ”

"Think about it, what kind of expression was it when they left?"

"Perhaps, at the moment of their death, what they felt was not pain, but relief......" Master Yan's words made my heart tremble suddenly.

Nobody wants to die, I get that. Whether it's Brother Bai, Brother Fat, or Nine Hands, no one wants to die so silently, everyone wants to continue to live and enjoy their lives.

Before dying, there must be unwillingness in the heart. It's nostalgia, it's longing. But in addition to this nostalgia, there may be another kind of feeling.

What comes to my mind is the picture of Brother Bai holding a cigarette in his mouth and lighting a bomb, and at that moment, the corners of Brother Bai's mouth were smiling.

I thought of the time when the nine hands were blown apart in my arms, and the nine hands at that moment were just a kind of relief and calmness on my face.

No matter how nostalgic and longing they have, at the end of their lives, they show an indescribable tranquility.

It seems that everything has been let go of the same feeling. Brother Bai entrusted Bai Bing'er to me, and used his life to open up that road for me.

Perhaps, this is the last thing that Brother Bai can do for me and for his sister, Brother Bai believes that I can save Bai Bing'er.

Brother Bai gave everything for his sister, so in Brother Bai's heart, there will be no regrets.

Because Brother Bai believes that even if he loses himself, there will be another person to protect his sister instead of him.

The same is true of Nine Hands, after entrusting Ophelia to me, Nine Hands has already understood that his task has ended, and the task of taking care of his sister has been transferred to another man.

Maybe Nine Hands and Brother Bai want to be able to see their sister's growth with their own eyes, and it's a pity not to see it, but ...... In my heart, there is no more worry after all.

They believe that even without themselves, their relatives can still live well.

Therefore, at the end of their lives, all they have left in their hearts is the expectation of a better life for their relatives in the future, as well as blessings.

It is precisely because of this that at the moment before his death, the expressions on the faces of the two people were surprisingly consistent.

I don't understand whether it was the words of Master Yan that had taken effect, or whether the sadness in my own heart had been completely cathartic.

My crying gradually stopped. As if they had dried up, the tears disappeared from the top of the face, leaving only a snow-white trail on the face.

I don't know how long it took, but I finally raised my head from Master Yan's arms. I was a little shy, I felt a little embarrassed, and I wiped two handfuls of my face with both hands, as if this would make me look a little more normal.

"I'm sorry. I whispered to Master Yan

"Also, thank you...... "Thank you, I am thanking this person who doesn't know what it is, and giving me a chance to vent the pain in my heart."

Of course, human suffering does not go away so easily. As long as I think of my brothers, I will still feel very uncomfortable in my heart, which is unavoidable, but this kind of discomfort is not so unbearable that I can't bear it, and it will not make me go crazy.

The whole person felt as if he was relieved. On Yan Shi's face, there was only a gentle smile all the time, and after hearing my words, Yan Shi only shook his head slightly.

This matter has passed for the time being, but in my heart, there is another doubt that needs to be answered.

"Now, can you answer my previous question?" I asked the Yan Master. But now in this voice, some of the previous vigilance has been lost.

I'm talking about whether Master Yan is still a firebird, not some of the questions I raised when I was in the form of a woman now.

Firebird, a gentle woman, I don't know which of these two forms is the true appearance of the Yan Master.

But what's a little weird is that it's obviously the same person, but that kind of personality is very different because of the different forms.

When I was a firebird, I felt like an ignorant little girl, arrogant and rude. But in human form, she is like a gentle sister, with a tolerance and warmth that embraces everything.

After hearing my words, Yan Shi just smiled, then looked at the ground, and sat on the ground, his hands slightly supported behind his back, looking at the sky in an elegant manner.

I hesitated for a moment, and sat down next to Master Yan.

"It's been a long time since I've seen this kind of sky......" Yan Shi didn't answer my question, but said with some emotion.

After a pause, Yan Shi replied, or rather said to himself

"As for me, my name is Yanshi, and I'm a human...... "Cat pounced Chinese