Near the area where Chen Hao rents, there are many small restaurants that deliver takeaways, which are home cooked small stir-fried dishes, fried rice and fried noodles, spicy hot noodles, the main business, and the sales are also the best. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

With 1,200 yuan in his pocket, Chen Hao would plan his expenses every day, at least in the first fifteen days of each month, to ensure that he could survive after paying the rent and reserving a little transportation expenses, but now he doesn't have to, and he doesn't even plan to pay tomorrow's rent.

"Boss, a plate of fried noodles with squid, a plate of spicy shredded pork, and a bottle of beer. ”

"Okay. ”

Will look at Chen Hao more, but will not say anything, the owner of a small restaurant can see all kinds of people every day, there are many people living in Beipiao in this generation, like this, people who suddenly changed their daily life, only a very small number of people succeeded, and most of them were ready to go home.

Chen Hao has eaten spicy tang and fried rice in this restaurant a few times, and it has to be that he receives the money for the group performance, otherwise he will make a nutritious meal at the minimum cost in the public kitchen of the rental house on weekdays.

Chen Hao drank three bottles of beer, ate a plate of spicy shredded pork, pulled clean the fried noodles in a few big bites, the oil soup in it was not wasted, and the last few mouthfuls of noodles were dipped in soup and sent to the mouth, when he drank three bottles of beer, he made a decision, which can be said to be a decision after considering many factors, and it can also be simply understood as Lao Tzu's decision to miss home and mother.

He's going home.

Yesterday's phone call he didn't even think about going back doesn't mean that his heart is good, with such a pair of parents, Chen Hao always feels that it is the blessing he has cultivated in several lifetimes, it is his own son who has not done a good job, the former young frivolity has caused them so much trouble, and they have not succeeded in mixing for a few years and have no face to go back.

Now, he is not afraid, because he is sure that it will not be long before he succeeds.

He has lived here enough, and there is nothing nostalgic, maybe Liu Dong was a good buddy he met in the north drift before yesterday, and now this city, no, is a corner of the city here, he is no longer nostalgic.

Chen Hao has never been a person who drags mud and water, and told himself in his heart that if he has thought about it, he will do it immediately, his rent is until tomorrow, and he never wants to see the landlord's face full of meat the morning after tomorrow.

went to the nearby ATM and deposited 300 yuan, and when he deposited the money, he smiled bitterly, he had just taken out his salary of 1,200 yuan, but he didn't expect to save it back so quickly. When I returned to the rental house, I didn't have to get close to the door of the 'live broadcast room' to hear the faint ghost crying wolf howling inside, perhaps, others feel the same way about themselves on weekdays.

With the Internet, there is no need to use the 3G network anymore, Chen Hao bought a sleeper train ticket from the capital Yanjing to his northeastern hometown Meicheng online, and also passed the so-called age of surprise, and called home: "Mom, I will be home at noon the day after tomorrow." ”

"Okay, okay, Mom asked your eldest brother-in-law to pick you up, okay, good ......"

Facing his mother's excited state on the phone, Chen Hao wanted to shout Mom, I miss you, he couldn't help it, it's not that the old man feels sour, he just thinks that men shouldn't say it, but do it, when he made up his mind to go home, what perfect anchor system, what successful return to his hometown, he felt that it was nonsense, at that time he wanted to slap himself, Chen Hao, you also claim to be a gentleman? Even if Qianfu pointed out, shouldn't you go back and carry all this, instead of using like I don't succeed outside and don't go back, let yourself hide, don't fulfill your filial piety, and let your parents make money at home, and the eldest sister marries a disabled person to make up for the big hole she poked out back then.

Even if you're alone, what's wrong?

Even if you mess around for a few years and get nothing, what's wrong?

What's wrong without a perfect anchor system?

It's a big deal, I have the strength to help the family farm and work, and at least when the harvest is a year, I also have a smile to face my parents.

This night, Chen Hao had insomnia, until the sky was bright, he fell asleep with a smile on the corner of his mouth, and thought it through, he would never realize that he had decided to go home, he had already wanted to go home in his heart, and what he lacked was just the courage that he always thought he never lacked.

The system did not bring him a change in the form of material existence, but it first opened the knot in his heart that had been locked for four years.

At nine thirty o'clock, the mobile phone alarm clock rang, Chen Hao opened his eyes violently, and the next second what he wanted to do was to close his eyes and continue to sleep, when the eyelids came down for three seconds, he sat up suddenly, shook his head, and rubbed his cheeks with both hands.

From 10 o'clock in the morning to 8 o'clock in the afternoon, you have ten hours of climbing qualifications every day, whether you climb or not is your business, even if you don't come for a month, no one will care about you, but making money is your own business, yesterday's feeling, Chen Hao still wants to have.

Turn on the computer, log in to Lele, enter this sub-channel called 'Golden Melody Singing', see that your account status has changed to a member blue vest, click on the Mai Xu, and go up to the Mai Xu very smoothly, the position of the Mai Xu, seventeen, very far behind the Mai Xu, but for Chen Hao, it is just right, enough time to wash and eat something.

After washing, I went to the side and bought four buns and a cup of soy milk, and when I came back, I saw the landlord, and without waiting for the other party to speak, Chen Hao smiled and said: "Uncle Ma, I will go back when Liu Dong is gone, tonight's train, I don't owe you rent, you can arrange someone to live in tomorrow." ”

"Well, I'll see, it's not owed, it's good to go back, it's not interesting in this place. The landlord looked through the small notepad that he kept in his pocket all day, confirmed that Chen Hao did not owe rent, nodded, and said casually, there is no joy or sorrow, there is no shortage of people living here, and there will always be some people leaving every month, and the frequency of people coming and going is much greater than those living areas where Beipiao struggles to work in Yanjing.

A sub-channel with only more than 2,000 people and less than 3,000 people is on the verge of being banned and regrouped to open a new channel.

There are few people, there are fewer anchors, there are fewer audiences, and there are fewer people who climb the microphone, the previous seventeen wheat sequences, according to normal calculations, one hundred and eighty seconds is three minutes to change, he has to wait at least an hour, but the buns have just finished eating for half an hour, and there are constantly people in front of him, people are not there, and he has no sound to be managed to hold the wheat order.

What does the smoke voice sing?

didn't need to give Chen Hao much time, he greeted the people in the channel while talking to the microphone, and at the same time clicked on the player and found a very hot old song "In the Spring".

At this time, the number of people in the room has dropped to 1,500 people, and there is a pool of stagnant water on the public screen, two or three kittens on the public screen, and there are also anchors chatting with each other.

"In the spring, for you. ”

Rookie anchor, Haozi? Who is it? Do you know each other?

Newcomer, take your time, hey, did you get your hair done yesterday? What color?

From the moment the microphone was turned on and the lights were turned on on Lele, Chen Hao felt that he could conquer everyone with his singing, and in this spring, he liked the lyrics too much, especially the version of the pair of migrant brothers singing in the rental house with a cigarette in their mouths and a beer, that kind of vicissitudes, he liked it too much, except for that version, whether it was the original song or the singing that became famous after the migrant brothers, it did not have that rich flavor, deeply rooted in the hearts of the people, and touching.

"I still remember many years ago in the spring, when I didn't have long hair, no credit card and no her, no 24-hour hot water at home. ”

"But I was so happy, even though I only had a broken acoustic guitar, singing songs that no one cared about in the streets, under bridges, and in the fields. ”

"If one day, I have no one to rely on, please leave me behind, in that time, if one day, I quietly leave, please bury me in this spring. ”

This song, Chen Hao opened his mouth, all the emotions from the inside to the outside were sung with the singing, the four years of Beipiao career, the years that were once young and frivolous, all came to his heart, no longer a computer in front of him, no longer a Lele platform, he closed his eyes, what came to his mind was the vast land of his hometown, and the eager eyes of his parents, when he went to sing the chorus for the second time, it was no longer a confusing exploration of life, nor a recollection of the once rich spiritual world, for the future, he was confident that it could be better, because, I am going home。

The entire chat public screen, the previous lazy chat dialogue is gone, those who are sinking under the water have all come out, first of all, the bombing camp of the anchors, followed by the thumbs and 666 on the screen, just when Chen Hao's maixu has passed one hundred and fifty seconds, gifts floated on the public screen in the middle, three groups of 66 lollipops from different people and scattered lollipops and slaps.

"Please bury me in, this spring, this spring......"

didn't show off his skills and deliberately pressed out a very cool voice with his own smoke, a song that can make you touch the scene, will let you enjoy the most real emotions to sing, not skills, but in the end, when the voice fell, Chen Hao didn't make a sound, didn't open his eyes, just silently intoxicated for more than ten seconds, until his own microphone time arrived, to the next anchor.