Chapter 34: Painful Memories of the Past
"I'll just take a shower, is the wardrobe fine?" Zhao Shiyi asked softly, holding his cheeks with both hands, tilting his head.
On the empty tatami mats of the original bedroom, some of the bed fabric sets scattered all over the ground have been dismantled and scattered in the corner. There are flowers and greens in all colors, as if paint has been splashed on the tatami mats, scattered and colorful.
Although Ren Hexin didn't have any superfluous expressions on her face, she could feel that she was faintly broken now, she was leaning against the wall, stroking her forehead, with an expression that she couldn't bear to look at directly.
And Chen Mo and Yan Qingge squatted happily in front of the cabinet, not knowing what they were discussing.
Hearing Zhao Shiyi's surprised and puzzled question, Ren Hexin gave an answer, "Qingge doesn't have any extra quilts here, I propose to use the sheets as quilts to make do, and then the two of them." Speaking of this, he paused, pointed to Chen Yan and the others, and said expressionlessly, "Every time they take one apart, they either think the color is not good-looking, or the pattern is too tacky, and the colors are all good-looking, and they don't match together, so it hasn't been decided yet." ”
Zhao Shiyi felt that these two people were too exaggerated, "Why don't you just pick the colors you each like?"
Chen Mo turned around and said: "I like yellow, Qingge likes red, and I haven't found a suitable one yet." ”
There has never been a standard for judging a lawsuit for this kind of aesthetic problem.
Zhao Shiyi was also interested, and joined the discussion between Chen Mo and Yan Qingge barefoot.
In the end, Ren Hexin, who couldn't bear it, raised the volume by one degree, grinded his teeth and said: "I want to sleep, we can make do tonight, and you can pick it again tomorrow?"
Ren Hexin's volume is not as loud as Chen Mo's voice, but for the three people who are used to Ren Hexin's bland tone, it is equivalent to being yelled. The three of them realized that if they didn't sleep, they had to make room for Ren Hexin.
In the end, rock-paper-scissors, blindly selected a piece of grass green with a cherub on it, and none of them liked it, but they had to accept this fateful arrangement.
Throw it into the washing machine, run through the water, and then dry it to take it out and use it, and at this time, the four girls put away the bedding that had been lost.
After everything was done, Chen Mo used the pillow in the living room as a pillow, Yan Qingge laid out his sleeping bag, and the four of them lay down side by side.
Everyone felt that they were really tired today, and their whole body seemed to fall apart, not to mention, the cranial nerves in their hearts that were tense because of the accident in the afternoon were really relaxed.
"I have a question. Zhao Shiyi asked, staring at the ceiling.
Chen Mo said: "Say." ”
"The lights are ......not turned off," Zhao Shiyi yawned after speaking, "But I don't want to move." He looked at Chen Mo beside him.
Chen Mo hummed and dragged out his tone: "I ...... too" looked at Yan Qingge beside him.
"I ...... too" Yan Qingge didn't have the temperament of a fairy at all, and said slowly, "And I'm a sleeping bag, so it's very troublesome to get up." ”
It turns out that fairies are also lazy and tricky.
Chen Mo complained silently in his heart, actively engaged in ideological struggle, and finally "felt that he could sleep like this" had a slight upper hand than "it was not difficult to get up and turn off the lights".
"I feel like my body is being sucked up by the bed, ah no, tatami mats. Chen Mo started her own small theater.
If you are still in a busy state, turning off the lights is not a big deal, but now lying in bed, your whole body is relaxed, and you don't even want to move your hair. It's like a rubber band that has been in a tight state all the time, and suddenly it is loosened, and it has to be slowly restored to its original state and rejuvenated.
Ren Hexin, who closed his eyes and didn't say a word, opened his eyes, took out the pillow under his head, threw it at the switch in the direction of his right hand, and with a soft "pop", the light turned off in response, and the room fell into darkness, only the stars and moonlight outside the window were spread on the bay window through the gauze curtain.
"Sleep. Ren Hexin touched back the pillow and spit out two words.
But for a minute, Zhao Shiyi said softly with his always soft and glutinous voice, like honey, with strangeness: "It's the first time I've slept with ...... "friends", and I'm a little excited. ”
"Talking about sleeping together, I think of a funny thing. Chen Mo said with a smile: "In the past, we went out to travel together in the dormitory, opened a standard room, and slept together with the beds. The dormitory director slept dishonestly, squeezed around, slept deeply, and finally we spread the quilt on the ground and made do with it, the dormitory director got up in the middle of the night to go to the toilet, and found that she was the only one in bed, and cried in fright, thinking that she had hit a ghost. ”
Zhao Shiyi turned his head sideways and said aggrievedly: "You have a really good relationship with your dormitory, our dormitory is different, intrigue every day, there are three groups of four people, and trivial things have to be talked about for a long time." He often asked me to give things, and three times out of five times he didn't give money. I don't say a word with my things, I go online in the dormitory and say that I am noisy...... Later, I often went out all night to surf the Internet, and they said behind my back that I was ......" and her voice was lowered, and I could feel her depression, "I said that I was not serious and indecent......"
"Damn!" Chen Mo scolded angrily, "How are you cleaning up their house?"
Zhao Shiyi was surprised by Chen Mo's words, and blurted out: "Momo, why do you swear ......" and then said, "But I have no evidence, and they don't admit it, it was other classmates who have a good relationship with me in the dormitory told me, and it began to spread in the class." Fortunately, I was in the Internet café at school, and some classmates who often stayed up all night saw me playing games all night, which proved my innocence. Besides, more is better than less......"
"You're just going to forget it?" Chen Mo seemed to have heard the Arabian Nights, and couldn't believe it.
Zhao Shi recited a passage like a scripture, "Jishou Manjusri, a man of the cold mountains; In the past, Hanshan asked Shide and said: The world slanders me, deceives me, insults me, laughs at me, despises me, despises me, hates me, deceives me, how to deal with it? ”
Chen Mo's head was big when he heard it, "Can you talk well at this time, don't drag the text......"
She is now angry, holding her breath in her throat, but at this time, she didn't say anything, and suddenly there was a rap like a rap, which was equivalent to pouring down a basin of ice water directly, and she was now uncomfortable with ice and fire.
Yan Qingge sighed and said softly: "Shi Yi is a "gentleman who can be bullied", she said that she has no evidence, I think other people should not want to cause trouble, stand up for Shi Yi as a witness." ”
"What, what's that?" Chen Mo didn't understand what Yan Qingge said just now, "What is the gentleman?"
Ren Hexin, who thought he was asleep, repeated the words: "A gentleman can be deceived in a way, and it is difficult to do it in a wrong way." ”
Chen Mo became depressed, there were four people in a room, only she didn't understand what it was, everyone was nine years of compulsory education, and they were both dental majors, why was she the only one who was illiterate.
Is this something new to be learned at university?
No, the three of them are different universities, and it is impossible for her to be the only one who does not take extra classes.
"But Shi Yi, don't be upset, maybe it's not that you don't have classmates who don't help you, it's that you don't stand up yourself. Yan Qingge considered the words, "Only your roommates in your dormitory clearly know that you don't go back to the dormitory, even if other classmates see you not returning home at night, they also know that you are in an Internet café, and they will not maliciously guess you behind your back." Other students have also reminded you that it was the people in your dormitory who did it, that you are the one who makes sense, and if you feel sad about it, you should say it. Either you don't take it to heart, don't be trapped by this kind of thing, and ask for trouble. ”
Ren Hexin added, "You take care of them, boring people." ”
"But!" Zhao Shiyi said, "I don't understand...... When we first entered the dormitory, we helped each other, ate together and took classes together, shared what delicious food we bought, went shopping together, helped me order it when I skipped class and slept lazily, imagined the future together, and said that we would be bridesmaids for each other when we got married in the future, and we would meet every year after graduation. But why, why is this happening! I don't understand, how can I be so close to each other, and actually speak ill of each other!"
The more she spoke, the more excited she became, her voice became more and more high-pitched, and after the words fell, she could hear a small nose sound, such as after a rapids waterfall, it turned into a murmuring murmuring of a stream, "I don't have any friends, everyone in high school thinks that the teacher is my relative, and they don't dare to say anything to me, especially if someone does something wrong in private, it's the same as what I did." In the past, a male student skipped class and was discovered by the teacher and said that I did it...... Punched me in the face with a book in front of the whole class and made me apologize...... No one came out to help me, and I said that it wasn't me, I wasn't me...... He didn't believe it, he was later expelled from school, I don't know if it was because of me, if so, I can forgive him, what a rare opportunity to go to school, what if his life is ruined because of dropping out...... My parents also told me to study hard at school and not cause trouble......"
Chen Mo hugged Zhao Shiyi distressedly, patted her back gently, and let her cry in her arms, "But I'm innocent, why didn't anyone ask me, didn't my face hurt at that time, was I afraid, the boy said that if I didn't apologize for a day, he would beat me up every day...... The girls in the class all isolated me, and I was the first to vote for the most hypocritical person in the boys' dormitory. also said that I was neurotic, learning Daiyu to bury flowers, seeing the moon in a daze, and crying when I read a poem...... A few rains and winds stopped, and the hazy moon clouds came and went. Isn't this view beautiful, why laugh at me...... My mother bought me branded clothes, saying that I was stinky and showy, and that I deliberately kept wearing old clothes, and that I was poor and pretending to be high...... I finally met them at the university, although the dormitory director didn't know that the Great Wall was originally built by Qin Shi Huang, and thought it was Zhu Yuanzhang, and I didn't laugh at her, I also told her that it doesn't matter if you say wrong in front of me, and it won't be good to say wrong in front of others in the future......"
She still remembers that the head of the dormitory patted her on the head and thanked her with a smile, but then she learned from others that the head of the house said that she said it was the most powerful.
Zhao Shiyi's crying is getting louder and louder, as if he wants to cry out all these years of grievances at this moment, sad like a lonely goose, mourning.
"It's not your fault, you are not wrong Shi Yi, you know so many poetry and allusions, you can casually export the chapter, you are so good, they have eyes and don't know gold and jade, superficial! Stupid!"
Ren Hexin also slowly approached Zhao Shiyi, patted her shoulder gently, and comforted her silently. Yan Qingge took out a pack of toilet paper from the drawer and put it in Chen Mo's hand, Chen Mo and Zhao Shiyi distanced themselves a little, and wiped the tears on Zhao Shiyi's face with the drawer paper.
"I'm fine...... Zhao Shiyi sobbed and spoke, and after blowing his nose with a piece of paper, "This voice is so ugly, it's so embarrassing, you won't dislike me, woo woo woo......"
It turned out that the atmosphere of grief permeating the whole room was broken by this sentence, Yan Qingge couldn't help but smile: "I won't dislike you, today we are friends of life and death who are suffering together, you can do whatever you want." ”
Although no one saw it in the dark, Ren Hexin still nodded, "Well, yes." ”
"Woo woo you guys are so good, I, I ......" paused, still didn't hold back, "Wow-" cried even more.
The three of them simply sat up, gathered around Zhao Shiyi, and coaxed her with all hands and feet.
Zhao Shiyi opened his teary eyes, crying and crying, and suddenly said, "Hiccup-"
made a long howl like a rooster's crow, and the four girls were stunned, and even Zhao Shiyi didn't know how she could make this sound.
Then they laughed together, Zhao Shiyi cried and laughed, and sat up straight.