Chu You is a little different from other friends, maybe in her consciousness, there is no small talk about this matter at all, so she never takes the initiative to talk to me unless necessary.

She was the only one of my female friends besides Joe, but the way I got along with Joe obviously didn't apply to her, so I was a little at a loss, I didn't know how to do the right thing at the right time, and I guess she was too.

Because even though she first mentioned the fact that we were good friends in the first place, her attitude towards me still did not change significantly, she was still the same - she listened carefully in class, reviewed carefully after class, and only remembered me as a good friend when she encountered a problem.

One day, I finally couldn't help but ask her, I said, "Chu You, are we friends?"

She was working on a math problem and she replied without looking up, "Of course, of course we are friends!"

I said, "Then why don't you talk to me?

She was: "I spoke to you, didn't I ask you questions?"

I exclaimed, "Oh my God, what kind of friend is this?" and they only think of me when they have a problem, and it makes me feel like I'm just a machine answering questions. ”

Hearing my words, she immediately stopped the pen in her hand, slowly turned her head to look at me, turned her head again, and whispered, "I'm sorry." ”

She is really not a girl who can play cards according to common sense, and I was puzzled by her sudden apology, and asked suspiciously, "Why did you tell me sorry?"

She still lowered her head, thought for a long time and said, "It's not that I don't talk to you, but I don't have many friends, and I don't know what kind of way is right." I thought that friends were people who would help each other when they were in trouble. ”

I didn't say anything for a moment, because what she said didn't seem to be good at all. Friends should be like this, they can not contact each other for a year when they are fine, but as long as there is a need for each other, they will go to the soup.

I was suddenly curious, about her upbringing, about her family, about her friends......

Our relationship was not far away until the eleventh holiday......

With the advent of the National Day unconsciously, in order to deepen the feelings of the class collective, the class leader Liu Duoer discussed with the head teacher to organize a collective outing.

Although the principle of voluntary participation is advertised, the head teacher reveals a message in and out of his words, that is, he must participate.

She said: "Students, this is the first collective activity in our class, what does collective mean? Collective is all of us! Everyone in our class is indispensable, and no one is called a collective, not a class!"

She added: "You are now a primary school student, no longer the little baby hiding in your mother's arms, so you need to have this experience, get away from the protection of your parents, and experience nature with your children, go on adventures together." So, although we are voluntary, the teacher still hopes that you can all actively participate. ”

At that time, we were still in the stage where no matter what the teacher said, we basically would not refute it, and regarded the teacher's request as a "holy decree".

Despite this, I could still see Chu You's hesitation, she kept her head down from beginning to end, and uneasily fiddled with the pencil that had been sharpened in her hand, which was only about four centimeters, until the teacher said, "Okay, now count it, and if you don't want to participate, please raise your hand." She slowly put down the pencil that she had been ravaging for a long time, and prepared to raise her somewhat thin arm. But the moment she raised her hand, she suddenly looked up again and looked around the classmates in the classroom.

Maybe it was because she saw that there was no one who raised her hand, so she secretly took her hand off the desk, hid it behind her back, and muttered something.

The dust settled, and the first day of the holiday was our outing day.

Although the teacher had made it clear that it was forbidden to bring too many snacks the day before, when we gathered, except for Chu You, everyone's schoolbags, large or small, were stuffed to the brim, and the zippers seemed to be about to be broken.

Everyone was looking at Chu You, looking her up and down, it was a little cloudy today, the temperature was slightly lower than usual, but she changed into the white dress on the day of school, she held the schoolbag belt tightly with both hands, standing ten meters away from the crowd, looking extremely nervous.

I was standing with Liu Duoer and showing off my toys to each other, and I turned my eyes to her, and we watched her like a clown.

Then, out of nowhere, she suddenly raised her head and looked at us, like a warrior about to go to the execution ground, her eyes full of fearlessness and heroism.

One confrontation with more than twenty of us, which ended in our defeat......

The thing was very simple, when we were confronting each other inexplicably, the head teacher came with a big bag, and she just yelled: "Hey, what are you doing?"

A few years later, when we recalled this incident, Chu You asked me and Liu Duoer suspiciously, why we were scared like that at that time, Liu Duoer smiled and said that she had forgotten it a long time ago, but I will always remember it, I said to her: "Because we are looking at you with colored eyes, we are all at fault, and we are weak-hearted." ”

It's an indisputable fact, even I, who was her only friend in the class, was laughing at her, not to mention those who didn't cross paths with her!

She'd never know, and I was thinking, "Why does she look so much like a beggar?" Oh my God! What kind of rubbish did she climb out of? The dress was dirty, and the clumps of hair were disgusting. The others were whispering, and some said, "You know what? I walked past her that day and I could smell her." Some said: "People say that Chu You is an orphan, I don't know if it's true." Some retorted: "Definitely not, I've seen it on TV, orphans are going to orphanages, they don't come to school." Some said in a sympathetic tone: "Hey, Xu Chuyang is so pitiful, why is he at the same table with her?"

Sometimes I think about it, I really have to thank the head teacher for showing up in time, otherwise I don't know how we would have sexually sexualized her.

The head teacher put his hands behind his back, looked at us in a neat row, turned to look behind us, and said helplessly: "Students, what did the teacher say? Don't bring so many snacks, look at your schoolbag, you didn't break it!"

She turned back to Chu You, who was still far away, and shouted, "Chu You, return to the team quickly, we are about to leave." ”

At this time, Chu You became a harmless girl again, nodded weakly like a little sheep, and stood at the end of the line with small steps.

When all the class members arrived, the head teacher raised the bag in his hand and said, "See, this is the tablecloth and some food I made myself, we can have a picnic at noon today." ”

We cheered, even though we didn't understand what a picnic was all about......

Time flies, and before halfway through the park, lunch time is approaching.

The head teacher spread the cloth on the lawn and laid out the food one by one, and we formed a large circle one by one.

The snacks were also carried from our school bags to the napkins, and we cheered and shouted as we watched the various snacks.

The head teacher maintained order and said: "Okay, okay, students, you have been walking all morning, you are all hungry and tired, don't talk loudly, see if you have anything you like to eat, eat quickly, rest and let's continue to visit." ”

We all listened to her and started snatching up all kinds of snacks.

Chu You did not join our "war", she dug out two eggs in a plastic bag from her school bag, the eggs had been broken by squeezing, she carefully cleaned them up, and eliminated them at the speed of two bites. Probably in a hurry, she choked on the egg yolk and burped a few times.

After lunch, we moved on.

Sometimes the accident comes so suddenly, because Chu You's independence and unsociability, so from the beginning she followed the team at the end, no one noticed her, even the head teacher who should be in charge of the overall situation ignored her.

I was the first to notice that she was missing. Of course, thanks to Mingzong, Liu Duoer and I were the team leaders, but then for some reason Liu Duoer's speed became slower and slower, so Mingzong seized the gap and grabbed his leading position.

The relationship between the two of us is quite harmonious, and Mingzong came up and said to me: "Chuyang, will you go to your house another day to play?"

I gladly accepted and said, "Well, anyway, my parents often go out and always leave me home alone." I thought about it and said, "Also call Liu Duoer, and then call Chu You." By the way, I also have a good friend named Xiao Qiao, I usually call her Xiao Qiao, and I will introduce you to you when the time comes. "I was a little anxious that day, and immediately walked back after I finished speaking, I wanted to tell Chu You immediately, as an apology for my contempt for her.

At the end of the line, I still didn't find Chu You, I looked back and forth, but there was still no one. I realized that the matter might be a little serious, so I immediately ran to the head teacher who was walking in the middle of the line, grabbed her hand and said eagerly, "Teacher, squat down, I have something to tell you." Perhaps because of the holiday, the head teacher was more kind than usual, and she smiled and said, "Okay, the teacher squats." The team continued to move forward, and I whispered in her ear, "Teacher Jia, Chu You is gone." ”

The head teacher was stunned, and after reacting, he immediately turned his head and shouted to the team: "Stop, students, rest in place first." Then she patted me and motioned for me to be silent, she counted the number of people, over and over again, and sure enough, Chu You was missing. She trembled when she spoke again, and she said, "Liu, Liu Duoer, you come out and look at the team first, I, I have something to do with Xu Chuyang." Then he pulled me back.

She was so fast that I had to trot to keep up with her. We walked for ten minutes until we found her more than a hundred meters away from our picnic.

She sat on the ground in a daze, her skirt already stained red with blood, and the big mouth on her leg was still gurgling with blood. The head teacher was a little dumbfounded, mechanically walked up to her, squatted down, took out a tissue from his pocket, covered the big mouth below her knees, and said tremblingly: "It's okay, Chu You, don't be afraid." ”

I also followed the teacher's example, squatted beside Chu You, and said, "Chu You, it's okay." ”