The wine in the plastic barrel is really not a jade liquid, but this year is affordable, it can be concluded that this is a sorghum wine brewed from pure grains, as the saying goes, good wine is inseparable from red grain, greeting guests for two days, there are about two centimeters high about a catty, the merchant said that this wine is fifty-five degrees, but Liu Feiyang smelled the smell and felt that it was about sixty degrees.

He doesn't approve of girls drinking, but he doesn't object to it either, the reason why he doesn't stop it now is because Enron, who drinks too much, is more likely to open her heart, which is also beneficial to her current situation. Liu Feiyang usually doesn't drink, and he will symbolically celebrate it during the New Year's holidays, which is generally a bit of a lot.

An Ran stared at the wine glass, watching the wine slowly climb higher inside, in more than 20 years, this is the second time she has drunk, and the man sitting next to her is still this man, although she maintains a silent attitude, but the rumors outside still reach her ears, some people say that Liu Feiyang and the others are disaster stars, and their mother was killed by them.

This kind of extreme speculation will not come close to her heart, she just wants to drink at this time, drink happily, as for whether to use wine to kill her sorrows or to get drunk today, she herself can't accurately express it clearly.

Seeing that Liu Feiyang was halfway down, he stopped.

"It's full!" she began.

When a person experiences a major setback, it is very likely that he has changed as a person, and An Ran's voice at this time is rough and powerful, not like the polite girl in the past, and he doesn't want to sit down with his textbook and play with the child. It is more similar to a man who returns from hunting in the mountains.

"You drink, I'll pour it for you after drinking..."

Liu Feiyang did not agree, put the lid on and put it aside, according to his life guidelines, wine is a thing, no matter when and where you can't drink drunk like mud, not to mention the injury, it is easy to make mistakes, on the day of the New Year, the two drank a little, he has a rough judgment of the amount of alcohol in Enron, three or four taels of wine is the limit.

Hearing this, An Ran picked up the cup without saying anything more and poured it into his mouth.

The wine was very strong, and she spit it out directly after choking on the first sip, and her eyes were bloodshot.

"Xiao Ran, slow down, don't be in a hurry"

Widow Zhang was on the side, sitting or standing, she was very worried about An Ran's current state.

The second child has sat down, cutely observing everything around him, although he is an adult, but the two children in the family will cause inevitable consequences, especially in the patriarchal countryside, his first ten years were under the protection of his parents and sisters, holding it in his hand for fear of freezing, and holding it in his mouth for fear of melting.

His parents were gone, and Liu Feiyang raised him as a "son", even if he did manual work, he was not psychologically harmed.

To put it bluntly, I am only fifteen or sixteen years old.

Still thinking about the scene on the kang in his mind, he didn't worry much about An Ran, but glanced up at Widow Zhang from time to time, especially the position he had touched, he kept his mouth shut, his face was flushed, and he thought, this should be the first woman he has touched besides his mother, right?

"Sit down, Aunt Zhang"

Liu Feiyang opened his mouth to speak, and then sat on the chair, and the position of several people was exactly the same as on the day of the New Year, except that the position of An Ran's mother became Widow Zhang.

The atmosphere at the dinner table is indeed a little embarrassing, there is no need to mention the second child who is usually a pistachio, and Widow Zhang also used up all the words this morning, Liu Feiyang, the calf, was born with a wooden mouth, and he didn't know how to persuade people.

"You don't have to look at me, I'm fine..."

An Ran felt their gaze, picked up the wine glass and squeezed out a smile, but the current smile can't make people feel like a spring breeze, it may be because of the black sweater, or it may be because she is too haggard, Liu Feiyang actually faintly felt a breath of death from her, it was the feeling of being disillusioned and having no love.

He had felt this way before, when he buried his parents and went home to look at the empty house.

"Boom"

An Ran took the initiative to hit the wine glass against Liu Feiyang's wine glass.

"Drink one with my sister"

Before Liu Feiyang could react, she put the wine glass to her mouth again, and when she went down for most of the time, her face gradually climbed into the flush after being burned by the spirits.

Liu Feiyang drank the wine into his mouth, the spicy and stimulating feeling came, swallowed, he could accurately perceive where the wine flowed, he just drank when he was happy, and after a busy day, he might take a sip to relieve fatigue, but he had never been drunk in such a sad atmosphere.

The second child and Widow Zhang have their own thoughts, and they are all eating with the same taste as chewing wax, and there is no taste at all.

"If you want to cry, cry out, don't be wronged yourself" Liu Feiyang finally said, he stretched out his chopsticks several times, but found that he didn't have the strength to pick up the dishes.

This calf wanted to say that the world is impermanent, plus a bunch of big truths, and use his own examples to illustrate the problem, his half bottle of ink dangled in his heart for a long time, and he didn't find the right words to express.

But just this simple sentence really made An Ran tempted.

She slowly raised her head and glanced at Liu Feiyang, unconsciously covered with a layer of dense fog in her eyes.

Others comforted her, most of them were big truths, and no one could accurately say the point.

She is now wronging herself, and she is very aware of this problem, and has questioned in her heart many times, I have never done anything unreasonable, nor have I ever blasphemed any gods, let alone be unkind, unjust, unfilial, and even see stray wild dogs on the side of the road will take out steamed buns at home and throw them over.

Why is the heavens doing this to me?

"Smack..."

Her tears finally fell, drop by two, and crystal tears fell onto the table and spread out like flowers.

Seeing this, Liu Feiyang next to him didn't speak, silently picked up the wine glass and took another sip.

It is a great sin to make a woman cry, but now he thinks about how to make her cry more violently.

The room was silent, and you could hear the pins dropping.

An Ran picked up the wine glass again, tilted her neck and took a sip, her eyes were stubbornly open, looking at the lamp on the ceiling, the light was torn apart in her eyes, she put the wine glass down, lowered her head and shed tears, and did not speak.

She was still questioning in her heart, I believed in accumulating virtue and doing good deeds all my life, and the only time I went to the city as a bus was to give up my seat to a woman of the same age as my mother, in order that if my mother also took the car that day, I hoped that someone would also give her a seat! I worked diligently and conscientiously in the kindergarten, in addition to letting the children enjoy the happiness they deserved, they also taught the common sense in an entertaining way.

Why is life so bumpy?

Liu Feiyang still didn't speak, silently accompanied him, picked up the wine glass, drank the rest of the wine, the burning sensation surged in his chest, and he was surging into the heavenly spirit cover one after another, he and An Ran were connected to the same fate, and he could better understand what it meant to cry stubbornly at this time.

It's like going back to the first night of my solitude, feeling everything around me that is unfamiliar.

An Ran also grabbed the wine glass and drank it all.

She is already a little dizzy because she is not strong in alcohol tolerance, but she is not reconciled, she still has to question!

I studied hard when I went to school safely, and I was the first in the next grade, but after all, the scholarship was related to the son of the household, I worked diligently and hard, and was praised by parents every year, but the excellent teacher was the principal after all, and I lived an approachable life, helping the neighbors every day, but my uncle was going to swallow my house.

Why is life so tormenting?

Eventually take my parents?

The quiet girl finally burst into tears, but she didn't make a sound, didn't even sob, and lowered her head to fiddle with her fingers.

The saddest thing is that you can laugh unscrupulously, but you can't find a tone when you cry.

She wrapped herself in the last remaining stubbornness, illuminating her world with the last bit of dignity.

She thought that no one would understand this feeling, and saying it was just one more person to suffer.

However, the calf's body sitting next to him had begun to tremble, his teeth creaked, and the red light in his eyes that made Wang Lin want to kneel when he saw it, in addition to empathy, he seemed to be there, so that the questions in An Ran's mind were heard in his ears.

Reaching for the barrel, he unscrewed the lid and began to drink, the wine already running down the corner of his mouth and into his sweater.

The remaining taels of liquor were drunk by him.

"Boom," he threw the barrel to the ground.

Uncharacteristically, he grabbed An Ran's wrist, pushed the door and walked out, An Ran followed behind him, and was almost dragged away.

The second child and Widow Zhang didn't understand which evil style this calf was smoking, so they hurriedly followed behind.

As soon as they went out, they saw Liu Feiyang holding An Ran at the door, looking up at the night sky, exhaling white air from his mouth, the green tendons on his neck bulging, and shouting hoarsely, "God of grass and mud horses, I don't bow my head, don't give up, don't admit defeat!"

This shout echoed in the night sky like thunder on the ground.

An Ran next to her had already entered a state of confusion, but after hearing the shout, she became clear-eyed, she turned her head to look at Liu Feiyang, who was wheezing violently, and there was also a sense of pride in her heart.

With one hand to her mouth, she scolded the first swear word in her life.

"Oh my God, I've cried enough, I won't cry anymore"

After she finished shouting, she laughed silly, and then turned her head to look at the boy next to her.

One second ago: the heart is like a wood that has been ashed, and the body is like a boat that is not tied.

The next second: there will be times when the wind and waves will be long, and the clouds will sail into the sea.