Chapter 246: The Choice of Life (The fifth update, adding five more to the Phuket Crown.) )

I think the second uncle is right, every excellent man will not lack all kinds of women around him.

"But second uncle, I'm not good at all, I can say that I want nothing, just a poor boy ......"

"Men, it's basically the same when you're young, but looking at men is to have a long-term vision, men are potential stocks, and they will be different when they grow up in the future. ”

"What kind of potential stocks, can I be counted like this?" I asked cheekily, and the second uncle smiled without any ridicule.

"It's hard to say, but one thing is for sure, anyone who can do things to the best will achieve something, and those who put in the effort will always be rewarded. ”

As soon as I heard it, I felt that my second uncle was going to start teaching me a big reason, and he had rarely been so serious before, and I felt a little uncomfortable.

"Second uncle, what else can I do besides gambling, I want to be a person like you, but now I feel very lost, because everyone is ...... about gambling."

In fact, I still don't approve of what I'm doing now, even if I enjoy the sense of accomplishment in the game, even if I can win money, but I still can't cross the traditional concept in my heart.

If I could do an ordinary job like everyone else, get a salary of no more or less, and be an ordinary person, would everything be different?

You look at the people in this society who are engaged in all walks of life, no matter which line of work is chosen by themselves, no one is forced with a knife, to say that what prompts people to make a choice is the desire for money. ”

"Who doesn't want to choose a glamorous career, who doesn't want to sit in the office and blow the air conditioner and be the boss?" I asked inexplicably, my understanding of society is limited to this.

"In fact, everyone needs money, everyone needs to survive, life is not just as simple as being born and living, the human heart is a black hole that will never be filled, and it will never be satisfied. ”

"I still don't understand......"

"Let's put it this way, no matter what you do, it's your own choice, whether it's for your own interests, or for changing your life, but people always have to be divided into three, six, nine and so on, and there are only a small number of people standing on the top of the pyramid, do you understand why?"

"I don't really understand......" I said honestly.

"Why do some people be bosses and some people work? In fact, everyone is the same, and the difference in results only depends on the starting point, everyone wants to be the boss, but how many people really work hard for it?"

"There must be no funds, no good background, otherwise everyone wants to be the boss......"

"Now you can choose to do whatever you want when you leave this door, no matter what industry it takes, just do it to the extreme. ”

I suddenly understood what my second uncle said, gambling is not a hobby but a profession for me, and I chose this profession myself.

Because I need money, just like when other people choose a career, the nature is the same, but the industry is different.

I didn't expect that the inner knot that had plagued me for a long time was solved in this way, and I never felt that gambling could be understood in this way, just like everyone else, it was a choice I made.

"By the way, did you kid provoke the granddaughter of AOB Chen? It's just a tall and long-haired one, don't think I don't know. ”

"Second uncle, I didn't deliberately provoke it, we used to be classmates, and I'm worried about this matter now...... "What I want most now is to ask the second uncle to help solve this puzzle and get the answer I want to get."

"I can't help you with this, the real choices are made by people, no matter what, life has to face many, many choices, each choice will determine your future is different. ”

After listening to my second uncle's words, I felt that my thoughts were much clearer, but I didn't make a choice in my heart, I felt that my emotional intelligence was really low......

Suddenly, the second uncle patted me on the shoulder and said earnestly: "I can only give you one advice, real feelings cannot be measured by value, there is no good or bad, as long as you follow your own inner choice, what you yourself think is the best!"

I understand the meaning of the second uncle's words, when choosing feelings, I don't look at what my life experience is, nor do I look at whether I have money, but the gap between people is too big and it is also an obstacle......

"Second Uncle, can you tell me what is the most difficult relationship you have ever faced?" I asked calmly, I knew that this question might make Second Uncle uncomfortable, but I really wanted to know.

"I don't have a relationship that is difficult to choose, being able to afford to let go is what a man should do, you still have a lot of opportunities, but I don't have a chance to choose again......"

Although the second uncle said this very easily, I always felt that his eyes were extremely lonely, what does it mean that he has no chance to choose again?

At this moment, the black snake came to the room, the black leather pants outlined the slender lines, the white tight T-shirt set off the proud figure, and the tattoos on the arms were still so eye-catching.

"What are you two talking about?"

"Let's go, let's eat, go to the waves tonight!" The second uncle patted me on the shoulder, and his tone changed as usual, and he instantly became an indecent look.

"Am I going to be a light bulb?" I said in a daze, because I felt that the way the black snake was looking at me was very wrong.

"It's a light bulb, you better stay here, I'll go first. The second uncle dropped a sentence and ran out happily, and suddenly my bowels with black lines and regret were blue!

If I don't talk much, won't I be able to go out with it?What's the matter of leaving me here alone today, is it really going to leave me alone to face this cold night?

Looking at the bright moon hanging high in the sky outside the window, I felt unprecedented loneliness in my heart, who is the person who really belongs to me?

There are many choices that people face in this life, as the second uncle said, all choices are made by people themselves, just like gambling, which is my own willingness......

I think everyone is enjoying the joy and joy of family reunion at the moment, but I am the only one standing in front of the deserted window, looking at the bright moon in the sky.

I don't know how many people are still looking up at the moon at this moment, I don't know how many people who have not returned home are secretly sad in the moonlight, thinking about whom?

It's really hard to be alone, and even the second uncle is accompanied by a black snake, but where should I go now?

The mood became inexplicably low, and instead of looking at the moon here and secretly feeling sad, it was better to go out for a walk, even if it was better to buy yourself drunk than such a difficult night.

When I walked out of the casino, there was no one in the chess and card room, and the usual lively gamblers didn't know where they went, and even the gambling dogs with bad gambling had a home, but where should I go?

Walking aimlessly on the streets, only the starry moon accompanied me, looking up at the bright moonlight, I thought that only someone like me would look up at the moon.

Because people who enjoy happy times will not have time to look up at the moon, and feel that the moon has been hanging alone in the sky for thousands of years, will there be people in the Guanghan Palace who are secretly sad?

I don't know what everyone else is doing now, but I didn't even eat a mooncake on the full moon night of August 15, and I feel really pitiful.

I bought two mooncakes at the roadside store, ate them while walking, and came down with tears while eating, the taste of the mooncakes was like when I was a child, everyone around me was still there, and my friends were also there......

I can't help but think of the 15th of August, the people who were still alive, the kindness and love of the past, the people who never made me feel lonely, but where have they gone now?

"Xiong Sanming!"

Suddenly, I heard someone calling me behind me, and I immediately turned around excitedly, but when I looked back, I saw someone I shouldn't have seen......

I saw AOB Chen Lei under the street lamp, and he was accompanied by a group of people, and the first time I saw them, I felt that something was wrong.

There was a sinister aura on them, especially Chen Lei's hideous expression on his face, which made my heart tremble! My scalp was numb in an instant.

"Boy, come here. Chen Lei waved his hand at me, his face was full of sneers, and said that it was too late, and I would throw away the moon cakes in my hand and run away.

"Catch him!" the people behind him immediately caught up, and my heart broke to hear their footsteps......

But I didn't dare to stop and run with all my strength, I knew that once I was caught, it would be over!