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He is the prince, although he loves her, it is impossible to marry her alone, even if she has a background and a reliance, it is impossible, not to mention, she has nothing, but even so, he loves her and doesn't care about this, but he can't turn back, if he can't get the throne, he will definitely die, when the time comes, he will die more than him, he can't not want to fight by all means, you know, the throne is equal to life, he can't not waver, but even so, he always chose her, this, mobile network
He couldn't care about her alone, no matter what position he stood on, she never knew how much he lost and what he missed in that choice......
Xiyan smiled lightly, didn't refute, just smiled lightly and said slowly: "Yes, as you said, you can't marry me alone, you can't give up the opportunity to win the heir for me, I also know what you have given up for me over the years, but Zhao Qi ......" She looked at his eyes fixedly, and asked the last sentence: "You ask yourself, you really didn't want to lose me?"
Zhao Qi was stunned for a moment, and looked at her with twisted eyebrows: "You...... What do you mean?"
Xiyan smiled lightly, but there was a hint of sarcasm in his eyes: "What kind of agreement did you and Song Yi reach, do you really think I don't know?"
Zhao Qi's face changed slightly......
Xiyan gritted her teeth and asked, "Zhao Qi, what do you think of me?"
Zhao Qi closed his eyes, and then, weakly, said: "I asked you, you said that you don't care about the queen's position......"
Hearing this, Xiyan smiled.
He asked her, and she also said that she didn't care about any succession at all, so she promised Song Yi that as long as she helped him ascend to the throne, he would make Song Yi's daughter the queen......
Scold......
Sneering, Xiyan stood in front of him, looked at him with lowered eyes, and there was no emotion in his eyes, and said lightly: " You're right, I never cared about the position of the queen, even if you gave me the entire Wei Kingdom, I wouldn't care at all, but I care about you, I care about your attitude towards me, obviously when you and Song Yi reached this agreement, there was no place for me in your heart, I married you because I really loved you, and I loved you so much that I could betray you for you, you said that you would never fail me in this life, but in the end, you still broke your promise......"
Even if she could understand him before, she didn't blame him, but there were some things that she couldn't pretend not to know.
When they first got married, they were also in love with Ming, and at that time, although she had always felt guilty and uneasy in her heart, she had never changed to him, and she was dedicated to him and helped him with advice, but later, she ...... Afterward......
In order to win over the ministers of the court, he married a side concubine with the gift of a concubine, and accepted a concubine with a concubine, in order to eradicate dissidents, he did whatever it takes, became more and more ruthless, lost the bottom line, and even she could want to give up......
Since then, he has begun to change, he is no longer the one she began to know, and she has slowly distanced herself from him, watching him hug him left and right, watching him kill one enemy after another, watching him calculate in every possible way, watching him lose his bottom line for that chair, she is disappointed and desperate......
Fortunately, he has not forgotten him as a princess, even if he loves other women, he has never forgotten her, it should be hers, he will never be stingy, and he will not let those concubines offend her, so she lives her own small life in her own courtyard, and has no expectations for him.
If, if he didn't have the intention of killing Lou Yueqing, if he hadn't raised an army to attack Chu, if he hadn't provoked a war, and if he hadn't reached an agreement with Song Yi, she would never interfere with him, but unfortunately, just as he couldn't give up his ambitions, she couldn't watch him hurt the people she cared about.
She doesn't care about the posterior, she doesn't care about glory and wealth, but that's just that she doesn't care, not what he thinks......
If even he doesn't care, then she has nothing to say.
When Zhao Qi heard this, he closed his eyes and remained silent.
These, he never thought about.
He has long been unable to turn back, if he can't get the throne, he will die, none of the maternal clan can escape, and those who are loyal to him will not be able to live, so he must win, and joining forces with Song Yi is his last resort, he asked her, if she wants to be the queen, she said that she doesn't care about her status, he agreed to Song Yi, he thought about it, even if he can't give her the posterior, he will do everything to protect her, and never let her suffer any grievances, but she has been weak in temperament and close to him in recent years, he doesn't know what she wants, he doesn't know what happened to her, and over time, he can't see through her more and more……
Now hearing her words, he realized that in the past few years, he has rarely taken into account her thoughts, as she said, he no longer cares as much about her back then, the oath and belief of the year
Xiyan thought for a while, lowered his eyes and looked at Zhao Qi, his face was gloomy, and continued: " Before we got married, I told you, if one day you lose me, if you let me down, I will not hesitate to leave you, what you have done over the years, let me be very disappointed in you, the reason why I have not left, is because I know that although you are born in the royal family, but the heart is lonely and no one can understand, I am reluctant to leave you alone in the struggle of imperial power, so even if you stay in your heart ache day and night, I want to accompany you, but Ah Qi, your ambition is too big, what you want to do is what I can't allow, in this case, even if you hate me, hate me for killing your father, hate me for ruining everything for you, then it doesn't matter, for you, for Wei State, I have a clear conscience!”
She knew she was always against him, but so what?
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