350: Prelude to the Tempest
She glanced at Xu Shaobei, and the other party immediately retreated into the corner, with a harmless smile on his face.
"Don't be afraid, I swear, I really won't do anything to hurt you. β
Ruan Niansheng took a deep breath and left the narrow room after a few seconds.
Xu Shaobei sat there, unable to move at all as if he had been nailed by a nail.
He didn't know what his mood was at this moment, but every time he faced that pair of eyes that rejected people thousands of miles away, his whole body hurt as if he had been pricked by a needle, and he couldn't breathe......
He had thought countless times if he could do it all over again.
But in the end, it's just imagination after all, the reality is that he hurt her, and she, once she approaches him, is strongly repulsed both psychologically and physically, rejecting his approach!
ββ
Outside the house, Ruan Niansheng slowly sat down beside Ruan Zhengtian.
"Dad. β
"Nian Sheng, are you hating Xu Shaobei?"
opened her mouth, Ruan Zhengtian had no intention of beating around the bush, so she paused for a while, not knowing what to do.
"Nian Sheng?" Ruan Zhengtian looked at her with deep eyes, "You should know about me, so don't hide it from me, I don't want you to lie to me." β
"Dad, I didn't. β
"What's going on?"
"It's between us, and I don't want to embarrass you, and I don't want you to get involved. He wouldn't be happy when he knew what was going on, she knew better than anyone else.
Ruan Zhengtian narrowed his eyes, "You don't want to tell me?"
"Hmm. β
She didn't deny it.
Ruan Zhengtian's lips moved, looking at her appearance, and he was suddenly a little confused.
He shouldn't have allowed himself to meddle in their affairs, but the only thing he hoped for was that she could be safe and sound, and she didn't have to worry about anything.
Ruan Niansheng lowered his head and was silent for a while before saying, "Dad, I don't know what Xu Shaobei told you, but I won't retreat on this matter." β
The source of the biggest nightmare in her life is him, and she really doesn't know how to let go of the mustard in her heart so easily.
"I won't let you regress, I don't want you to compromise, I just want you to live comfortably and happily. β
His big hand landed on the top of her head and gentlely, "Nian Sheng, you are my only concern, I can care about no one, but you ......"
"Dad?"
Ruan Niansheng raised his eyes, and a flash of self-blame flashed in his eyes.
Ruan Zhengtian saw it sincerely, smiled slightly and said, "Silly girl, what are you crying about, if you think you are doing the right thing, then don't hesitate to go on boldly." β
"You...... Don't you blame me?"
Ruan Niansheng turned his eyes to look at him, and a certain part of his heart was also warmed.
Ruan Zhengtian shook his head helplessly for a while, "I blame you for what to do, you are right, it is because I don't understand that I want to get involved in your affairs, but if you stand in your point of view, you must have something that you don't want me to know to be like this." β
Ruan Niansheng's nose was sour, and his small body curled up into his arms a little uncontrollably.
It looks like an animal being coquettish after finding its parents.
"Dad, thank you. β
Thank you he can forgive her.
"Nian Sheng, there are some things that I may not say, but if you can, I hope you can do it and think about it for Xu Shaobei, there is a contradiction between you, but this contradiction cannot be solved for a lifetime, the more angry you are now, when you want to redeem it, you will find out how naΓ―ve you are. β
It was not easy for them to get to heart, and he didn't want to just say that they would break up.
Ruan Niansheng's eyes flashed, and he didn't speak.
"I don't ask you what happened, and I won't get involved in the rest, but I just want you to understand that no one wants to watch you leave his world. β
"But we made a mistake from the start. β
"Are you having a good time?"
Ruan Zhengtian asked her, and the sharp light of her eyes did not allow any dodging.
Ruan Niansheng was asked, and he didn't know how to answer for a while.
Is she happy?
Happy, unhappy?
All kinds of uncontrollable things in the past kept coming to mind, so even if she wanted to desperately suppress it, it would be useless!
After being silent for a while, she nodded silently, "Happy ......"
However, along with the happiness, it was the nightmare that she had been having, and at that time she was just blindly immersed in the dream without realizing that she had already been invaded by the nightmare.
Ruan Zhengtian didn't care about anything else, he just hooked his lips and smiled at this time, "In that case, can't so many things happen to offset his fault?"
"Can't!"
She gritted her teeth, her eyes flashing with resistance.
"No matter what happens, I will not compromise! I can't forget, I can't forget!"
Her lips fluttered, and she lay in his arms like an abandoned pet.
"Dad, I can't do it, if you know what to do, please tell me, what should I do?"
It was the first time for Ruan Niansheng to show his vulnerability in front of him so defenselessly, and Ruan Zhengtian had never seen him so helpless, so he just looked at her in surprise for a while, and couldn't say a word of comfort at all.
"Nian Sheng?"
"Dad, I've been just kidding myself, I thought I could easily forget everything and start over, but the real reality is not like that. β
Xu Shaobei is smarter than anyone else, so he personally weaves a sweet dream that makes her almost unable to wake up from it.
Ruan Zhengtian opened his mouth, but he was dumb at the end.
"That's it......"
Seeing her defiant appearance, if he forced her again and persuaded her again, I am afraid that the person in front of him would hate him even with him.
"I'm sorry, Dad......"
It's not that she doesn't want to do what he wants, but she can't help but be scared when she thinks of what happened to her when she was helpless and the cynicism that followed.
It was the past she wanted to forget the most, and she didn't want to think about it again......
Ruan Zhengtian took her in his arms and patted her back in distress, "Don't be afraid, I'm here, I'm here." β
Ruan Niansheng cried bitterly for a while, as if he was about to vent all his grievances.
Xu Shaobei was in the house like this, and he couldn't hear anything between the conversations, but the cry that seemed to be venting clearly came into his ears.
It was as if he had been warned again and again of his vigilance.
He knew that if he continued to stay here, the more damage he would bring to Ruan Niansheng, and she would not be able to go back to Haicheng with her, which was just the place where the nightmare began for her, and perhaps, the only way to escape was better.
After a long time, she won't be able to remember anything.
With this in mind, I quickly made a decision.
Xu Shaobei got up violently and walked outside the house silently.
At this time, Ruan Niansheng was hugging Ruan Zhengtian and crying wantonly, his proximity made the cold hairs on her whole body stand up immediately, and he smiled wryly in a state of vigilance.
"Nian Sheng, you don't have to be afraid, I won't hurt you. β
The latter did not answer, and did not know whether he heard it or not.
He shook his head helplessly, "Nian Sheng, ...... tomorrow I'll get out of here on my own, and I won't delay you any longer. β
Ruan Niansheng narrowed his eyes with a suspicious expression.
The bitterness in Xu Shaobei's heart became more and more intense, but he still maintained a modest smile on his face, "I'll stay in the car for one night tonight, and I'll leave as soon as it's dawn." β
"If that's the case, the best!"
She quickly wiped away her tears and pretended not to care.
"Hmm. He nodded, "I won't lie to you, I will do what I say." β
And this goodbye, when they say goodbye, maybe it's when they sign the divorce, right?
Just thinking about it made my heart ache uncontrollably and violently.
He knew he might not care, but he just couldn't control his feelings.
Ruan Niansheng slowly got up and looked at him deeply, "If that's the case, then I won't be far away." β
Dropping the last sentence, she turned around and went back to the house without hesitation.
Ruan Zhengtian saw that the evolution of the situation was completely uncontrollable, and he wanted to hold Ruan Niansheng for a long time, but he didn't want to, but Xu Shaobei stretched out his hand to stop him.
"Xu Shaobei, what are you doing here?"
"Dad, forget it. β
"Forget it?" Ruan Zhengtian almost thought he had heard it wrong, "Then according to your meaning, do you want to divorce her?"
"It's the worst decision, but if it's what she wants, I'll do it for her. β
Xu Shaobei said, and finally sat on the chair weakly, embarrassed.
Ruan Zhengtian glanced at it, and finally broke free from his hand and sat back down.
"I don't know what you've done, but if Nian Sheng has always maintained this attitude, there must have been some unavoidable sin, so I won't feel sorry for it, it's just ......"
There is only one less person in this world who loves Ruan Niansheng.
Xu Shaobei was still smiling, but his smile was distressing.
"I can't make her happy, maybe, in the near future, she will meet the person she really loves, and she will meet the person who really loves her......"
If that time really comes, I'm afraid all he can do is bless, right?
Ruan Zhengtian looked at him, and he didn't know why he always felt that he and Ruan Niansheng had indelible scars in their hearts.
Outside, it was dark and oppressive, like a prelude to a storm.
It's more like everyone's mood at this time, no matter what you do, you can't let the haze in your heart completely dissipate......
At night, Ruan Niansheng glanced out through the aging glass window, but saw that the lights were on in the man's car, and she could only see his side face from a distance.
Xu Shaobei lowered his head and looked at the steering wheel, as if he was looking at something.
She squinted her eyes and took a closer look, only to see that he had a purse in his hand, and there was ...... She clearly remembered that it was a photo with their wedding photo!
Suddenly, her heart beat uncontrollably, and she reached out violently to cover her chest to prevent her mood from being exposed!