"Think of a way?" Hua Yun raised her head and sneered, although her face was full of tears, she still sneered disdainfully, "Okay, don't you want to help me?

"Do you really want him to die?" Qin Yi asked solemnly.

Hua Yun gritted her teeth and said, "I wish he died a thousand times or ten thousand times...... What can a person like him do in the world but destroy more people? If you help me kill him, I won't go against you again, how about it?"

"Maybe you want him dead now, but after many years you won't think so, and you'll blame yourself. Qin Yi frowned and said, Hua Yun snorted coldly and said, "Regret? I only regret that I didn't kill him earlier, not only let him ruin me, but also let him ruin other people's lives! If I had plucked up the courage to do it earlier, she wouldn't have ended up like this......

"It's still too late......" Qin Yi persuaded, Hua Yun raised her head and asked with a laugh while crying: "Is it too late!?What is the time?Can you make it up to the two of us to live again?Can you make this thing go away?You can't!So if you can't kill him, just shut up honestly and get out of the way!Hypocrite!"

Saying that, Hua Yun pushed Qin Yi away and sneered: "I have nothing to talk about with people like you......"

"Oh, aren't you very self-blaming?" Qin Yi asked rhetorically, "Do you think you hurt the girl who likes you, do you remember the name of that child?"

"Hu Die......" Hua Yun muttered to herself, suddenly hesitating.

"No matter what you say, it's true that I can't turn back time, and I can't make what happened to you go away, but I can cheer you up and live a good life again. Qin Yi replied, "Maybe you resist doing this, but what about the child named Hu Die? You don't want to see her get better, don't you want to see her live the rest of her life well?"

Hua Yun was silent for a moment, and Qin Yi continued: "Maybe you think that your life, your life is over, but in fact this is not the case. Your life has just begun, and there is still a long way to go. Start living well now, and there will be a lot of happy things to happen in the future. Even if it's not for yourself, at least work together to get that girl out first, right?"

After speaking, a cold glint flashed in Qin Yi's eyes: "As for your father...... He'll be punished as he deserves, trust me. ”

"Hmph......" Hua Yun sneered disdainfully, wiped her tears and replied, "Okay, you have to help Hu Die do psychological counseling." You don't care about my business. I'm past my age anyway, and he's not interested in me anymore. ”

Immediately, Hua Yun turned around, took out some cosmetics from her schoolbag and tidied them up, and when she turned around, her face had returned to normal: "Let's go, let's go see her." ”

Qin Yi stood up and walked downstairs after her, and in the process of going downstairs, Hua Yun suddenly asked lightly: "Why do you know what that nightmare of mine represents? Everyone thought it was just a dream." ”

"Children are very helpless. Qin Yi smiled slightly bitterly, "A child will not repeat the same nightmare for no reason, the psychiatrist didn't notice the message for help inside, but I'm different." ”

Qin Yi shook his head: "Your dreams always emphasize the emotions of fear and panic, full of gloomy and unhappy atmosphere, which is the embodiment of a child's request for help in the bottom of his heart." If the psychiatrist had been able to detect the message in your dream, maybe things would have been different, right......? Not everyone has a sufficient level, and the human heart is very complex. ”

Qin Yi sighed with some regret, Hua Yun was silent for a while, turned his head to look at him, and asked expressionlessly: "Then, why don't you go to be a psychiatrist?

"Because a psychiatrist can only cure patients, the impact he can do is very limited, and there is no way to fundamentally solve the problem. Qin Yi replied, "But teachers are different, I can guide my students on the right path, and my students can influence the people around them." I stirred up a wave of scales on the surface of the lake, but slowly it turned into a huge wave. ”

"......" Hua Yun was silent for a moment, lowering her eyelids slightly, as if in deep thought.

After the two went downstairs, Qin Yi took Hua Yun into his car, and then rushed to Hu Die's house.

"You said you wanted me to kill your father. Qin Yi said as he drove the car, "Do I have that ability? Yes, I do." I can achieve the perfect crime when the police can't find any evidence, and I won't hide it from you, I did kill people like your father. But I'm not going to do it this time, not for him, but for you. ”

Qin Yi said and slowed down the car slightly: "You hate him very much now and want him to die, but I won't kill him because of your request." Otherwise, this 'sin' will fall on you, and you will have to bear this for the rest of your life. You'll regret it later, killing people isn't that easy. The ghosts of the dead will haunt you, and you will always feel guilty for the rest of your life. ”

"Now I've always felt guilty, what's the difference if there's one more thing......" Hua Yun said in a low voice, the whole person was wilted, and there was no trace of energy, "This world is really bad...... What is the point of such a world existing. ”

Qin Yi glanced at her, and then smiled slightly: "Then set the future goal as this, let's figure out what is the meaning of such a world." ”

"Teacher, you said that you have killed someone, then you won't feel guilty? Did their ghosts haunt you?" Hua Yun continued to ask, the corners of Qin Yi's mouth rose slightly, and he replied: "Someone always has to carry this, and it is better for someone like me to carry it than for a child like you to carry it." I'm stronger, stronger, stronger, and I can withstand it. ”

"What a hypocrisy......" Hua Yun looked out the window and sighed slightly, the person looked tired.

So, Qin Yi stopped the car in front of a restaurant: "Let's go have a meal and rest before we go over, I also have something to explain to you before I go, wait until you go to Hu Die's house, don't talk nonsense." ”

The two of them ordered a few dishes, Hua Yun seemed to have no appetite, and ate pasta absentmindedly. Qin Yi admonished: "Listen, she is very emotionally unstable now, she is very afraid of strangers, and it took me a long time to get her to be willing to listen to me." But she's still resistant to physical contact with strangers, and she'll be scared to see you. ”

"Do I still want to go?" Hua Yun asked, stirring the pasta.

"Go, you're a key to her, and she's a key to you. Both of you are the key points for each other to overcome their past. Qin Yi explained, "After seeing her later, don't blindly approach her, be patient......"

After Qin Yi and Hua Yun explained, the two also finished eating, and the time was almost up, Qin Yi paid the bill and took Hua Yun to Hu Die's house downstairs.

"Why do you live in such a broken alley...... Hua Yun frowned and asked, "Didn't you give them money every month?"

"The child was depressed, had to take medication every month, and because she was suicidal, her mother had to quit her job to take care of her at home, making it difficult to support the family on her father's income. You also know that her family conditions are average, and her parents only work in factories. Qin Yi explained, and then patted her on the shoulder, "Come on, remember the rules I explained to you." ”

Hua Yun nodded, but hesitated a little before knocking on the door, as if she didn't dare to step into here. Qin Yi knew that she must have gotten Hu Die's address a long time ago, but she didn't come to visit because Hua Yun felt guilty in her heart, she felt that Hu Die had this kind of encounter because of her, so she didn't dare to visit Hu Die, which was also her inner demon.

"We're here to fix that. Qin Yi pressed Hua Yun's shoulder, and then took her forward and knocked on the door.

"It's coming. An answer sounded, and then a slightly depressed middle-aged woman appeared behind the door.

After seeing Qin Yi, a smile appeared on the middle-aged woman's face: "Ah, Professor Qin. ”

When Qin Yi came to the door, he introduced himself as a "doctor", and he told the other party's parents that he was a doctor of psychology who graduated from Stanford University, and he heard about her daughter and was willing to come to her to try psychological counseling.

This psychological counseling is only for academic research, so it is free, and Hu Die's parents also agreed, after all, seeing a psychiatrist is not a low expense, because many psychologists not only charge high fees but also have to treat for a long time, which may not be effective in the end. Only the rich will struggle with whether they have mental illness or not, and the poor will heal themselves.

When the middle-aged woman saw that it was Qin Yi, she immediately held his hand and said happily, "Thanks to you, after several treatments, my family's Fluttershy's condition has improved a lot, and she has not had nightmares at night recently, and she is occasionally willing to come out of the room to eat with us...... What to say thank you......"

As she spoke, the middle-aged woman covered her mouth and sobbed, unable to utter a complete sentence.

"Don't do that, I'm just trying to treat, I don't have a psychiatrist's license. Qin Yi smiled bitterly and said, "What's more, isn't she still well?" Come, let me introduce you, this is a friend of your daughter's former friends, I thought she would help with the treatment and brought her, I don't know if you mind me taking her in to talk to your daughter?"

"Okay, okay!" Hu Die's mother immediately nodded and let them in, then looked at Hua Yun and smiled curiously: "I remember you, there was a photo of you on this child's mobile phone photo before...... It's been a long time. ”

Hua Yun was a little nervous, bowed to her, and then hurriedly let Qin Yi go in together. After changing his shoes, Qin Yi came to the door of Hu Die's room, knocked lightly on the door and said with a smile: "Is the princess in the room?

After being silent for a while, the door was opened a little crack, and a girl timidly looked at Qin Yi behind the door.

"I've come to see you," Qin Yi asked softly, raising the dessert in his hand, "Is this time okay?"

The door was opened, and Qin Yi motioned for Hua Yun to stand behind him and not show his face first, and then entered the room.

Standing in front of her was a girl who was a little sloppy in her pajamas, her hair was messy and scattered, and the strands were tangled together as if she hadn't washed it for a long time. However, her skin is white and pure, her facial features are also good, although her eyes are a little smaller, her small mouth is naturally upturned and looks very attractive, and she will be a very sweet and lovely girl if she dresses up.

Her room was a mess, except for the pot of phalaenopsis on the table, which seemed to be full of life.

"Oh, you've taken good care of it. Qin Yi looked at the pot of phalaenopsis and asked with a smile.

Hu Die nodded lightly and sat down on the bed holding his legs.

Qin Yi smiled softly and said, "How are you doing? Do you still have nightmares at night?"

Hu Die shook his head slightly, looking at Qin Yi's eyes, although a little sluggish, they were very soft. Qin Yi smiled: "Really, that's great." So let's talk as we normally do today, right? You don't have to talk, just nod and shake your head. ”

Hu Die nodded slightly, and then Qin Yi sat down on the floor in front of her, looked up at her and asked, "Has that cat come over recently?"

Hu Die tilted his head slightly, looked out the window, and nodded slightly.

"Well, it doesn't look like it's been coming much lately. Qin Yi sighed and said, "The road is being built near your house, and it's a bit noisy, maybe it's because of this that it didn't come." Don't worry, I'll go out and put some cat food around you later, and it should come a few more times. ”

Hu Die nodded, a faint smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, but he still didn't speak.

Qin Yi communicated with her like this, he asked questions alone, Hu Die sometimes nodded and shook his head, and was silent many times, but Qin Yi seemed to be able to read minds, and could understand what she was thinking, and the two of them still talked in a good way.

After talking for a while, Qin Yi smiled and said, "I brought you a friend today, do you want to meet her?"

Hu Die stepped back a little on the bed, looking a little scared, Qin Yi smiled and said, "It's a girl, it's okay, she won't hurt you." You believe me, don't you? She's a gentle person like me. ”

Hearing this, Hu Die didn't answer, but he seemed a little relaxed, so Qin Yi nodded to Hua Yun outside the door.