066: Togu's last words

accepted, but the person slowly fell silent, like a walking corpse, very obedient, but distressing.

Lou Yueqing listened to the words and was silent for a moment before asking, "What about the letter that Nangong Yuan left for me before he died?"

Ning Xuan's eyes moved slightly, and he took out the bloody letter and handed it to her.

The envelope was already stained with blood and was full of wrinkles, and it was clear from the envelope how bloody the letter had gone before it arrived in front of her.

Lou Yueqing's eyes were ruddy, and the moistness in her eyes did not slip off, and she took the envelope with trembling hands, and she did not open it immediately after taking it, but held it in her palm for a long time, and mustered up the courage to open the suicide note left by Nangong Yuan to her.

The letter had never been opened, because the wax was still clinging, she tore open the envelope with trembling hands, took out the paper inside, and slowly opened it, and the familiar handwriting that she had not seen for a long time came into view.

Sister Fangjian:

Seeing the word such as well, since the previous six years, in which often hear you, want to see, but do not have time to doppelganger, hate, know that you are all safe, peace of mind!

You and I have known each other for many years, I have nothing to ask for, there is something to trust today, I wish Qing can promise, now Dongyuan is boiling, Nangong Yi ambition wants to seize Chu Jiangshan, I can't stop the deep shame, this sin and no resurrection, my daughter Yafang years and not die with me, I will send my daughter, I am willing to take care of it in your old life, so that it will be safe and worry-free, thank you first!

Since then, Yin and Yang are separated, and there is no day to see each other, I hope that Qing will not be sad with my body, people have the same, there is no feast in the world, may Qing love more, and cherish it from now on!

—Nangong Yuan's last words.

In just one letter, Nangong Yuan wrote two pieces of paper, and the ink penetrated the paper, so you can imagine how heavy Nangong Yuan's heart was when he wrote this letter.

He is actually not without a way to live, since he knew in advance that he wrote this letter and sent Nangong Ya away, it can be seen that he is not without a chance to escape, but he is full of iron bones, how can he be willing to live, he would rather die than flee his home and country to survive, but he is reluctant to let his daughter die with him.

He may know that even if he doesn't leave this trust, they will protect and take care of Nangong Ya, but as a father, he wants to pave a perfect road for his daughter in the end, this is the only thing he can do.

After reading the letter, Lou Yueqing stood there for a long time and didn't understand, silent, Ning Xuan saw her like this, took the letter in her hand and looked at it, when she saw the vigorous but somewhat scribbled words on it, her face was also full of unconcealable grief.

Lou Yueqing stood there silent for a long time, at first she just pursed her lips with red teeth, but in the end, she couldn't help but slip off the tears, slowly squatted down, holding her head and covering her face, tears dripping from her fingers and falling to the ground, only to see her body trembling slightly.

She's crying.

The crying was very depressing, and he didn't even make a sound, but after all, he couldn't help but burst into tears, and his fingers wet his sleeves and dripped on the ground.

Ning Xuan didn't say anything to comfort her, but he didn't look at her, but the tears on his face were enough to see that his sadness was no less than Lou Yueqing.

He and Nangong Yuan met at a young age, although he was a few years younger than Nangong Yuan, but he had a similar temperament and stomach, and now he has a friendship of nearly 20 years, every year he will go to Dongyou and Nangong Yuan several times to drink and talk, and often exchange letters, that is a fateful friendship, Nangong Yuan's death, the grief in his heart is deeper than Lou Yueqing. After Nangong Ya was sent into the room, Mo Li personally bathed and changed clothes for her to rest, she was also very obedient to let her do what to do, because she was physically and mentally exhausted, she fell asleep not long after lying down, but it didn't take long for her to wake up, she was awakened by a nightmare.

She dreamed again, dreamed of her father, dreamed of her father on her birthday and accompanied her on a boat on the lake, made her longevity noodles, dreamed of many instructions when her father sent her to Hongling before the accident, he said to let her and Hongling come to Aunt Yue first, he came to meet her soon, she believed, but he broke his promise, he died......

She didn't see it with her own eyes, but she inexplicably dreamed of the scene when her father was pierced by ten thousand arrows and fell to the ground and died......

After a cry of horror, she slammed to her feet, panting and trembling in terror.

But as soon as she sat up, she was shocked, and she looked stunned: "...... Aunt Yue......"

Lou Yueqing sat there and looked at her with some distress and concern, reached out to wipe the cold sweat on her forehead, and her voice was soft and soft: "Ya'er is having a nightmare?"

Nangong Ya was a little stunned for a while: "I'...... Why is my aunt here?"

Lou Yueqing smiled lightly: "I'm not worried about you, so let's take a look!"

Hearing this, Nangong Ya nodded and didn't speak, hanging her head slightly, and returning to the cold silence she had when she first arrived.

Lou Yueqing stretched out her hand, wrapped her tender and white hands, leaned her head forward slightly, and asked softly, "Does Ya'er miss her father?"

Nangong Ya's expression moved slightly, and she looked up at Lou Yueqing.

After a while, she nodded, her eyes seemed to be red, and she nodded in a slightly hoarse voice: "Yes!"

Thinking about it every day, she even thought that she was dreaming, everything she had experienced during this time was just a nightmare, and when she woke up from the dream, her father would be fine, so she couldn't accept it, but day after day passed, and she couldn't deceive herself anymore.

My father died......

She grew so big that she never thought that her father would die one day......

He died so tragically......

Lou Yueqing gently pulled the corners of her mouth and asked softly, "Your father asked Hongling to bring me a letter, does Ya'er want to know what he wrote?"

Nangong Ya was stunned, looked at Lou Yueqing and nodded.

Lou Yueqing took out the letter from her cuff, opened it and handed it to her.

Nangong Ya took it with trembling hands, looking at the familiar handwriting and content on the paper, tears poured out like a burst, wetting her cheeks, and soon dripped on the letterhead, fainting, spreading......

Seeing that Nangong Ya wanted to cry but tried her best to endure it, but couldn't help but burst into tears, Lou Yueqing was very distressed, but she didn't comfort her, but just said softly: "Ya'er, I know it's hard for you to accept your father's death now, but I want you to know that if you want him to go with peace of mind, you should try to let go of your reluctance and concern for him, he loves you so much, all he does is to hope that you live happily, if he sees you like this in the spirit of heaven, he must be very sad, can you bear to let him die without turning a blind eye?"

When Nangong Ya heard this, she immediately raised her head and said with tears in her eyes: "If he doesn't want me to be sad, why does he want to die? My mother died when I was very young, and I only have my father, but now he has left me...... Why did he do this, he could have escaped with me, but he didn't...... He chose to leave me alone......"

As she spoke, her voice became more and more choked, and at last she began to cry, covering her face with her hands, whimpering in a low voice, her shoulders trembling, and she could not speak.

Since she was a child, she and her father have depended on each other, but now, her father is dead, and her sky has fallen.

Lou Yueqing stretched out her hand to hold her into her arms, and gently stroked her on her back, but Nangong Ya did not stop, but cried more and more, tears like rain, crying and crying, as if she had opened her heart, buried her head in Lou Yueqing's arms and cried.

Although she is nineteen years old, most of the girls at this age have already become biological children, and they should understand everything, but because she has been protected by Nangong Yuan too well since she was a child, she is ignorant of the world, in fact, she is just a child's heart, she suddenly lost her father, and was chased and killed several times after life and death, such a subversive life-like change, no one can accept it.

In fact, her state of mind, although Lou Yueqing can't say that she empathizes, she understands it, because she has also experienced the pain of losing everything in her life, and she has also lost her father, although it is different from Nangong Ya, but she has a deep understanding of the fatal blow!

She lay in Lou Yueqing's arms, broke down and cried bitterly: "Why did my father leave me...... Leave me alone...... Why ......"

Lou Yueqing was very distressed, hugged her tightly, caressed her with her hand, and said softly: "Silly girl, how can you be alone? You still have us, I will take good care of you in the future, those things have passed......"

"Good, it's okay, it's all over......"

"You still have an aunt, and if your aunt is there in the future, no one will dare to hurt you......"

Lou Yueqing kept comforting her, and Nangong Ya slowly calmed down, and in the end, only sobbing remained.