As soon as these words came out, everyone present had different expressions.

Xiaorou's eyes were full of regret and distress, and she said to Ren Jiahao earnestly: "Don't look at you so sweet now, but when her freshness passes, you will be the only one left, and you will be very sad at that time." ”

She didn't mean to target Xinfu by saying this, but Xinfu was ashamed of her heartfelt words. She lowered her head deeply, almost daring to look into Ren Jiahao's eyes. Silently letting go of the hand that had been holding the corner of his clothes, she left the scene without saying a word. Ren Jiahao wanted to chase her, but was hugged by Xiaorou's arm. When he turned around, the little sister's eyes were stubborn, and there seemed to be tears flashing in them, so he couldn't bear to abandon her.

"Brother Jiahao, although I am still only a trainee, the company said that I will be able to arrange my debut soon. Xiao Rou's eyes were filled with blind hope for the future, which made her look like a little girl of her age. Naïve, ignorant of the world, easily trusting other people's promises, and easily making promises to others.

"When I become a star and make a lot of money in the future, you won't have to fight and kill every day. You can be my bodyguard, and the two of us can live together. Saying that, she said to Ren Jiahao in an almost pleading tone: "Do you think this is good?"

Mi Qi sighed softly and said to Ren Jiahao, "Xinfu will be handed over to me, you can talk to her well." ”

said that she went to chase Xinfu, leaving Ren Jiahao and Xiaorou in the same place.

Xiao Rou has just celebrated her eighteenth birthday, six years younger than Ren Jiahao. She has been following him since she was a child, and she is a veritable follower. Ren Jiahao has always regarded her as his own sister, but he didn't know that the little girl was growing up, and for her, his role was no longer not only an older brother, but also a man.

Since two years ago, she has been telling him about her love. In the face of her confession, Ren Jiahao mostly laughed and didn't really take it to heart. It's also her own fault if she confessed for the first time, if he could clearly refuse, then it wouldn't delay Xiaorou's two years of youth. Take this opportunity today to make it clear with her.

Ren Jiahao was very calm, and he said this to Xiaorou.

"Thank you for liking me, but I don't like you. ”

Tears swirled in her eyes, and Xiao Rou almost cried on the spot.

She choked up and said, "Is it because of the civil servant?"

Ren Jiahao shook his head: "It's not because of her, it's because I haven't liked you all along." - I treat you as a sister. ”

Xiao Rou really cried. The expression on his face was not clear when he buried his head low, and tears crackled on the ground.

Ren Jiahao wanted to hug her thin shoulders, but he didn't in the end, just stood aside and watched her cry silently. He must be ruthless, and his concern will only become a shackle for Xiaorou.

Xiaorou was crying a lot here, and Xinfu over there was no better. Since she met Yam Ka Ho, she has been running away from some problems. When these problems were publicized in public, she could no longer escape them. Xiao Rou said what was on her mind, and she had to admit that she was an out-and-out selfish ghost. She wants to enjoy the love and care of men, but she doesn't want to be responsible for men, so she doesn't mention the relationship and future of the two. It is impossible for the world to approve of them being together, and does she have the courage to break with the world's ideas?

Xinfu was very uncomfortable, she hated herself like this. She felt like a vampire. greedy for sweet blood, so he asks for it vigorously, completely ignoring the life and death of others.

Miki had been silently by her side, and the dim light stretched the figures of the two for a long time.

Xinfu suddenly spoke, and her tone was very reserved.

"I decided. She said with difficulty: "Ren Jiahao and I should stop here, it's good for both of us." ”

When it comes to emotional matters, Mi Qi never gives advice to others, and when she heard this, she just said worriedly: "Have you really thought about it? The world is so big, some people miss it or miss it, and they can't find it back." ”

Xinfu suddenly stopped, and finally couldn't help but hide her face and cry. Her twitching shoulders and broken voice are all conveying her attachment and reluctance to Ren Jiahao.

"I know, I just know......" There was a hint of hatred in her voice, hating herself for being too cowardly and vulgar.

Gradually, she regained her composure and asked Miqi in a low voice: "If it were you, would you be with a man with no education and no job?"

Miqi's gaze moved into the distance: "He has neither education nor job, but what do I have?—— all I have is education and work." ”

She won't say anything about this, no matter how much she says, it's just standing and talking without backache. The two people have different positions, and their perspectives on problems and their choices of things are naturally very different.

Xinfu is a family of two civil servants, and she has been cared for by her parents since she was a child, her parents gave her everything, and she also enjoyed it meekly. Her parents tell her day after day that we give you the best and that we do everything for your good. In the face of such parents who do not want to reciprocate, what position and qualifications does she have to confront them?

Miki is different, she is a single parent and grew up wandering the streets. She doesn't feel like her mother is a giver, so there's no emotional or moral debt to her. More often than not, she gets along with her own mother like a friend. They gave each other some opinions and suggestions, and the two of them supported each other on the road of life.

Xinfu was thoughtful, and she was preoccupied, and the two parted, and Miki did not spend the night at Xinfu's residence as planned.

When she returned to the English Garden, the moon had climbed high above her head, and she was standing in front of her house, and Miki looked up and saw that the lights were still on on the opposite side.

I don't know what the man is doing now, is he drinking, is he writing songs, or is he not doing anything, lying on the couch in a daze?

Will he miss me as much as I think of him? Will he like me as much as I like him?

- Does he like me?

The silence of the night broke her mental defenses, and she wanted to shout at the balcony, "Hey, why are you kissing me?" Do you like me?—— you like me, right?"

But in the end she didn't say anything, just watched silently for a while, and then went home very sad.

When dreams and love can't be both, she should fulfill his dreams. Because it is not only his dream, but also the dream of another person, and the dream of millions of people.

That night, she tossed and turned, and couldn't sleep. Those who had passed away kept appearing in her mind, confiding in her previous stories, disturbing her heart. It's not that she doesn't love them, but she hopes that they can live quietly in good memories, instead of appearing as ghosts from time to time and harassing her. She can't tell the difference between reality and dreams, past and present.

Sometimes she doesn't understand why she has to carry so many heavy pasts, why she has to keep so many heartbreaking secrets. But when she thinks about it, if this person is not herself, but Mishan or some other person she loves, then instead of letting them be tortured by the past, she would rather go to hell and it is herself.

But there are so many people in this world, why do they suffer themselves, and not others?

She couldn't get rid of the depression in her heart no matter what, so she called the master of the clear space voice call in the middle of the night.

Ever since the clear space helped Gu Huo relieve the Red Dragon King's descending, Mi Qi has become a netizen with him. Although they are not intimate netizens, the relationship can also be maintained to the extent that they like each other's circle of friends.

The work and rest time of the clear space is not fixed, you can sleep when you want, it doesn't matter day or night, Mi Qi often chats with him when he has doubts.

Although when chatting, I felt that what this unreliable monk said was all nonsense, but the strange thing is that after a bucket of nonsense, she did have a feeling of being sudden. Although Miki always felt that as an outsider, there was still too much concern for the world. But that didn't stop her from respectfully calling him a master, because he did have the ability to guide people.

The headroom was still online this time, and soon the language was connected.

"Amitabha, donor, you don't sleep so late, do you want to cultivate immortals?"

Miqi said straight to the point: "Master, I am very depressed in my heart. ”

Clear space is another sentence of Amitabha.

"Master, I have loved someone for a long time, but I dare not love him. ”

"Why?"

“...... There are many reasons for this. ”

"Are you happy now?"

"It's a little unhappy. ”

"Is he happy?"

Miki remembered that when Koho was in Tokyo, he sat on the grass and hugged his guitar, smiling in high spirits.

"He's happy. ”

"If the other way around, you are happy and he is not happy, would you like it?"

Miki didn't even think about it, and blurted out: "I don't want to." ”

Jingkong sighed, and said Amitabha Buddha again.

"Donor, the Buddha said that I don't go to hell, who will go to hell, but you are not a Buddha, you are a human being. ”

After saying this, the clear space hung up the voice. Miki was confused and foggy. She lay on the bed, the white moonlight shining on her.

Before I knew it, I fell asleep.

When she woke up the next day, she thought that maybe she wasn't qualified enough to be an abbot, but she was really good as a hypnotist.

When she arrived at the company, she gave them all the cosmetics that Xuan Xuan and An Ning wanted, and then sent Gu Huo to the public relations department to give gifts to people, Gu Huo didn't want to go very much.

Miki prepares a basket of words to teach him a lesson, and Yuguang accidentally glances at the forest on the side, and the other party is looking at them with an expression that wants to smile or not. She suddenly remembered that this guy said behind his back that he loved to teach people, so that basket of words was dumped in the trash can by her.

"Okay. She slowly spat out two words: "Whatever you want." ”

After saying that, she went to do things, and Liuguhuo secretly wondered where she was. I thought to myself, why is she so good at talking today, is it because she sees that I am really stupid, so she officially gave up on me?