Chapter 2134: Heart
This is Li Xiaoya's innermost thoughts, or Li Xiaoya at this moment is really a very rational person, and Li Xiaoya can really start thinking rationally at this moment. Yes, no matter what others say to you, no matter what others do to you, it is obvious that you should do the same to others, or no matter how wronged you are, how sad you are in your heart, obviously, you should not vent these sorrows to another person, you should not vent your bad emotions to another person, anyway, in short, you should not punish another person with other people's mistakes, you should not punish others with their mistakes.
Obviously, Zhang Hao is such a person. In fact, Zhang Hao at this time also realized that he had such a problem, in fact, Zhang Hao at this time also realized that he had made a mistake, in fact, Zhang Hao also realized that he was not a person who particularly cared about his girlfriend at all, yes, although he had regarded Li Xiaoya as a girlfriend in his heart, but it was obvious that he didn't really take Li Xiaoya to heart at all, or in fact, Zhang Hao was not a suitable person for falling in love at all, yes. At this time, Zhang Hao has actually found out, but it is obvious that Zhang Hao is a very selfish person, although he has discovered that he knows that he is not a person who is particularly in love, although he has found that he is not a person who cares about others, but it is obvious that he really likes others. Yes. So he replied like this.
"I'm sorry, I was wrong. I know I need to change some of my behavior, I know I need to change some of my thinking, but you should trust me, you should believe that I love you. So let's stop dwelling on this matter. I'm going to start leaving anyway, so we might as well stay together. ”
But obviously, Li Xiaoya didn't want to stay with her at all, because at this time, Li felt that Zhang Hao didn't find his real problem at all, or that Li Xiaoya at this time had begun to doubt her love, or that Li Xiaoya had begun to doubt whether the person she had chosen was the right person, and the girl at this time had begun to doubt whether the life she chose was the right life, yes, if you began to doubt these things, then it was obvious that you began to doubt yourself. If you start to doubt the person you have chosen, then you start to doubt your life.
"Zhang Hao, I think you still don't realize your problem. The two of us still don't want to stay together. I'd better leave. ”
Zhang Hao, at this time, was a little angry, because it was obvious that he had said all the good things, and she felt that she had given Li Xiaoya a special face, but it was obvious that Li Xiaoya had no way to forgive him, so he felt that he was very angry, so he felt that he had no way to understand women's thinking, so he felt that he should not live such a life at all. Or that he shouldn't have such a girlfriend at all, or that the girlfriend she wants should be a very obedient girlfriend, and the girlfriend she wants to find is also a girlfriend who can understand herself, yes. At this time, Zhang Hao was still thinking like this.
"Li Xiaoya, do you think the two of us can really have a future? If you have always been like this, if you have always had this attitude, then I think the two of us will definitely have no future. Although you have always said that I have a problem, I also want to talk about yours. If I really make a mistake, I only if I do make a mistake, then should you say it, should you remind me why you keep saying that I made mistakes, but you just don't say what kind of mistakes I made?"
When Xiaoya heard Zhang Hao say this, it was obvious that Li Xiaoya was angry, or Zhang Hao was also angry at this time. Yes, Zhang Hao's idea is right, or the idea is probably right. Everyone makes mistakes, everyone can make mistakes, but you shouldn't always choose not to forgive someone because of their mistakes, or you shouldn't keep reprimanding someone for the mistakes they have made. Anyway, that's what Zhang Hao thinks. But Li Xiaoya had other ideas. Li Xiaoya feels that of course a person can make mistakes, of course a person can not care about his previous mistakes, or Li Quan is also willing to forgive Zhang Hao for the mistakes he made before, but some mistakes are really not just said by others, and some mistakes must be figured out by himself, so Li Xiaoya especially understands this truth, so Li Xiaoya didn't say anything wrong with Zhang Haofan at all, so Li Xiaoya needs to let Zhang Hao understand what mistakes he made, so Li Xiaoya feels that Zhang Hao should take the initiative to discover his mistakes and then correct his mistakes。
But obviously, at this time, Li Xiaoya found that Zhang Hao was really a particularly conceited person, or at this time he found that Zhang Hao was really a particularly stubborn person, because Zhang Hao couldn't find his own reason at all, because Zhang Hao couldn't find his mistakes at all, and at this time Zhang Hao was still looking for his mistakes, and at this time Zhang Hao was still looking for his trouble.
"Zhang Hao, do you know? In fact, if a person makes a mistake, the most important thing he should do is to sit down calmly, sit down calmly and find his mistakes, the most important thing he should do is actually sit down calmly and think about what mistakes he has made, instead of looking for other people's mistakes, I know that I also have mistakes, but obviously I know those mistakes, and I am ready to correct those mistakes, those mistakes I have actually figured out on the way here, so I am not only here for you. I came here to bless you, I came here to bless you to have a good journey, I came here to bless you to live the rest of your life, but obviously you didn't give me a chance to speak. So do you understand your mistake?"
At this time, Zhang Hao was really a little surprised, because it was obvious that he thought that Ms. Mei, like Bai Xiaohua, was also preparing to come to him for trouble. He thought that Li Xiaoya was also reprimanding him like Bai Xiaohua. But it is obvious that Li Xiaoya does not think like this at all, Li Xiaoya does not do this at all. But he didn't even give others time to explain. In fact, Zhang Hao at this time found that his personality was really a little bad, and Zhang Hao at this time found that he could really reprimand others unscrupulously instead of choosing to listen to others' words quietly. At this time, of course, he understood that he was wrong, at this time, of course he understood that he should not do this, of course he knew that what he did was the wrong behavior, but at this time, he actually had no way to turn back, or he had done the wrong thing, he had done the wrong behavior, and he had no way to make himself right anymore.
Of course, he has no way to make himself right, because it is obvious that he has made mistakes, because it is obvious that he has made a lot of mistakes, or he may not be able to change his mistake in his life, or she may not be able to correct his mistakes in his life, but obviously, at this time, Li Qiao also understands that the person he chooses to love is such a person, the person he chooses to love is such a person who has no way to truly understand him, the person he chooses to love is such a person who has no way to really make him feel at peace, and the person he chooses to love is such a person who has no way to let him enjoy life。 In fact, at this time, Li Xiaoya probably understood what kind of person she chose a man? In fact, Li Xiaoya also understood that the person she chose was simply a person who hurt herself.
So this time the meeting of the two people was a little unhappy, so this time the meeting of the two people was not a pleasant meeting, so this time the meeting of the two people was not a particularly comfortable process.
When Li Xiaoya left, Li Xiaoya saw Bai Xiaohua again. The two of them didn't talk about this issue at all, because it was obvious that the two of them understood that there was no need for the two of them to talk about this issue at all, because Zhang Hao was a particularly stubborn person, since Zhang Hao had decided, since Zhang Hao had decided some things, since Zhang Hao had some ideas, then no matter what the two of them did, they couldn't change Zhang Hao's opinion, they couldn't change Zhang Hao's psychological thoughts, and they couldn't change Zhang Hao's character, so they could only accept it. At this time, Li Xiaoya suddenly asked Bai Xiaohua a question.
"Bai Xiaohua, do you think our future life must be pleasant, or if you are really with the person you love, the two of you will definitely be happy?"
When Bai Xiaohua heard this question, it was obvious that Bai Xiaohua had already understood what Li Xiaoya was asking, and Bai Xiaohua had also understood what kind of mood Li Xiaoya was in now, yes. Obviously, Li Xiaoya has probably discovered what kind of person Zhang Hao is, and Li Xiaoya has probably also discovered that the future of him and Zhang Hao may not be so comfortable. Li Xiaoya has probably also discovered that the future of him and Zhang Hao may be full of twists and turns. In other words, Li Xiaoya probably already knows that her and Zhang Hao's future life will definitely be full of quarrels.