Special Diary

September 1st, fine.

Hu Jiaqi is in a particularly bad mood today.

The head teacher arranged for her a poor and dirty boy to be a tablemate, but the problem is that this boy is still a waste, a waste who was humiliated and didn't dare to resist in front of so many people in the canteen. Hu Jiaqi was so angry, so for the whole four classes in the afternoon, she was bullying this new tablemate in a different way, pricking his arm with a pen, stepping on his feet, and patting his head, in short, she was as happy as she wanted, but she had gone so far, this waste was still silent, and she didn't even have the courage to look at her, which made her annoyed at the same time, but also looked down on him.

September 3rd, fine.

It's been three days, and in the past three days, she has bullied this new tablemate dozens of times, and he didn't dare to resist, even if he didn't dare to resist, he was forced by the boys in the class to wash clothes, eat, and extort pocket money, so that some prickly students in the class gave him a lot of nicknames, Qiao Niangcannon, wretched, all kinds of ugly things, and even took her to be ridiculed together, which made her very annoyed, so she bullied him even more, and at the same time thought in her heart, why is there such a wretched man in this world? Eight sticks can't hit a fart, and they don't even dare to raise their heads to talk to people, what's the point of living such a person?

September 5th, cloudy.

In the morning, when she was in class, Hu Jiaqi saw that the waste surnamed Qiao was wearing a huge thick coat, and she was cautious and hiding, as if she was hiding something on her body, she was curious at the same time, but she felt embarrassed to sit with him, so she took off his coat hard. Although the coat was taken off, she also knew for the first time that the hands of this surnamed Qiao were actually covered with yellow hair on the fingers, just like two dog legs. In those few minutes, she watched the surnamed Qiao sit in his position in a daze, being pointed at and laughed at by the whole class, and the overwhelming strange gaze almost overwhelmed him, and her heart suddenly felt a little sad.

September 6, light rain.

In class, the surname Qiao actually took the initiative to ask her, saying that Zhao Peng in the third year of high school was her boyfriend? Hu Jiaqi was furious, thinking that Zhao Peng's color embryo, the reason why he agreed to be his girlfriend was nothing more than to use him as a backer, and he didn't hate him too much, but he didn't expect that when this bastard usually asked her out to dinner, she always liked to do things with her feet, which made her feel disgusting, and she had already made up her mind to find a chance to break up with him. It's just that the surname Qiao is still unyielding, and asks Zhao Peng if he is good to her? This made Hu Jiaqi unbearable and scolded him very much.

In the evening, after the evening self-study, Hu Jiaqi was about to take a bath, but he didn't expect to receive a video on his mobile phone, in which the surnamed Qiao was knocked to the ground by Zhou Dong, his mouth was full of blood, and he looked very miserable, for some reason he suddenly panicked, and hurriedly left the dormitory and ran all the way to the playground. At that time, if she had been slow for half a minute, the surnamed Qiao would definitely have a broken hand, but fortunately, she used the video to threaten Zhou Dong and saved the surnamed Qiao, but she almost drank the soda that Zhou Dong had manipulated, which made her very angry, not only slapped Qiao An, but also scolded him with hatred.

September 7, fine.

In the morning, Hu Jiaqi went to Zhao Peng and wanted him to help teach Zhou Dong a lesson, but Zhao Peng said that Zhou Dong was covered by someone and he couldn't move. Hu Jiaqi saw that Zhao Peng was lying at that time, but she didn't tell it, but immediately found Xu Jian of the school basketball team, took the initiative to say that she wanted to be his girlfriend, and then asked Xu Jian to send someone to call Zhou Dong out, teach her a lesson, and then let Zhou Dong apologize to her in front of the whole class.

After that, Hu Jiaqi made up her mind to break up with Zhao Peng, so she agreed to have dinner with him at night, but when she went out of school over the wall, she thought about it, or only the wreck surnamed Qiao was the most suitable to go out with her, so she shouted.

At the dinner table, Hu Jiaqi proposed to break up with Zhao Peng, as expected, Zhao Peng was furious and wanted to do something to her, Hu Jiaqi had to run away with the surname Qiao, but was caught up halfway, the surname Qiao was behind her, and was beaten with a stick, and then the little brother still wanted to beat him, at that time Hu Jiaqi knew that if the stick went down, Qiao An would be crippled if he didn't die, for some reason, she had an intuition in her heart, feeling that if Qiao An died like this, she would definitely regret it for the rest of her life, so she blocked this stick for him。

At that moment, Hu Jiaqi was lying on the ground, looking up, Qiao An's eyes suddenly flashed a trace of red, and then his whole face was distorted, like a beast, and he rushed towards the little brother as if he was dying, and he didn't know where he got the strength, so he knocked the other party down in a few strokes.

September 8, and after -

Since that night, Hu Jiaqi's heart has inexplicably appeared a vague figure of a person, whether eating or sleeping, that person's figure will come out, slowly become clear, and then turn into the boy with fine bangs, a white face, and a pair of melancholy eyes.

In class, she occasionally turned her head away and looked at Qiao An's appearance carefully, and many times, she felt that in fact, Qiao An was a little weaker than her personality, and other ...... It seems like it's all pretty good.

Of course, none of these things, Joe An'an knows.

He didn't know that he was blocked in the corridor by Zhao Peng, Hu Jiaqi actually promised Xu Jian that he would go out with him for a trip on National Day, so Xu Jian brought someone over.

He didn't know why Hu Jiaqi's eyes were red when he said the phrase "be my girlfriend" when he was in the classroom.

He didn't know that when he asked Hu Jiaqi to break up with Xu Jian, Hu Jiaqi replied to him: "Let me break up with Xu Jian and be with you again?" "You're not afraid of being beaten, but I'm afraid you're being beaten. You don't care about the pain, but I feel the pain. ”

I don't know what to do, and I am in love.

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In the winter when Joan was five years old, his mother became seriously ill.

The already difficult home is even worse.

There was a famine, and everything we could eat was expensive. The five-year-old child, who was no taller than an adult's thigh, had to get up before dawn every day and go door-to-door to help others wash their clothes in exchange for one or two overnight steamed buns, or rancid sweet potatoes.

It's just that luck is often bad, the clothes to be washed each time have a big basket, he carried it to the river to wash alone, to wash for several hours, once even washed from morning to noon, so tired that he couldn't stand up, his hands were white, in exchange for half a piece of hard and smelly taro.

The river water in winter is biting and cold, and the child's right hand is fine, because there is a layer of hair wrapping, but the skin of the left hand will soon crack, and when it touches the water, it hurts like a knife, and it keeps bleeding, and when you wash clothes, you can see the blood spreading along the river, which is shocking.

When he got home, his mother couldn't get out of bed, so he bought medicine and boiled medicine, cooked rice and stir-fried vegetables, and did everything. Because he is too short, he has to step on the bench to cook food.

Later, the family really had no money, so he had to follow the example of those adults, go to the coal railroad track more than ten kilometers away from the village, and pick up briquettes that fell from the train to sell. But because he was too young, the basket containing coal was taller than his whole person, and when he walked, he could only drag it on his back, so that his shoulders and arms were bloodstained, soaked in sweat, like fire, and the pain made the child cry, but when he thought that his sick mother was still lying on the bed waiting for him to go back, he gritted his teeth and cried and continued to walk.

It was raining heavily that day, and the wooden bridge over the river outside the village was washed away by the flood, and the child was separated from this side of the river, drenched in the rain, trembling all over, looking in the direction of his home, and looking at the muddy water in the river, tears mixed with rain, and his heart was never so desperate.

Eventually, all the things that could be sold at home were sold out, and in order to save money, the children had to go all over the mountains to find, turn over, and dig some herbs that were easy to see. Once, I don't know if I ate the wrong herb, when I returned to the village with a basket on my back, my stomach seemed to be cracked, my mouth was foaming at the mouth, and I was rolling on the ground in pain.

In the end, somehow, the child got better on his own and survived the illness.

But no matter what he did, whether it was going up the mountain to collect medicine, selling the things at home to make money, cooking and cooking, or carrying water and boiling medicine, going to the temple to secretly pray for blessings, staying in front of the bed in the middle of the night, covering the corners of the quilt tightly for his mother, and asking her if she was better today......

But it didn't work, it didn't work.

His mother didn't survive that winter.

Since then, JoAnn has been an orphan.