One hundred and nine chapters
The door of the café box was slowly closed by the waiter, blocking out the noise outside, and the box fell into silence.
Chen Mo originally thought that she would be embarrassed and uncomfortable to see Yu Zhiyuan again, but no, she was very calm, and even felt kind, everyone was a person who could not be loved, and they sympathized with each other.
Tang Tang said that we are not only friends, but also classmates, friends can not do it, but classmates can't. Chen Mo didn't want to sit face-to-face with Yu Zhiyuan like this, and looked at each other speechlessly, "I thank you for liking me, even if it's sudden, but I still thank you." The last time you told me, I made it clear to you that I don't have any feelings for you, and I don't want to give you a chance, because I have someone I like. ”
Yu Zhiyuan smiled, his eyes flashed with a hint of injury, and he said gently: "Is it the Doctor Ruo? You are very close to him." ”
Chen Mo denied, "It's not Dr. Ruocun, Dr. Ruocun is a senior that I admire and respect, and he is also my brother who is very affectionate in life, but I don't like it, what I like is another person." ”
Yu Zhiyuan asked, "Can you tell me?"
"I'd love to tell you, but I can't. Chen Mo hesitated for a moment, thought about it or decided not to say, "The person I like, he also has someone he likes, but it's not me." I don't want him to know my feelings, it will be a burden for him. ”
Yu Zhiyuan shook his head, not believing Chen Mo's words, "Are you trying to reject me? What a happy thing it should be to be liked by you, it's not that I like you to say that, it's hard for me to imagine that you will ...... When you face someone you like, you will choose a crush. ”
"I used to think that if I had someone I liked, I wouldn't be obscure, I would tell him that every day I saw him, I would greet him with a smile and say that we would meet again today. ”
Chen Mo stirred the straw of milk tea, seriously thinking about the change in her mentality, "But I met him, I fell in love with him, he is like the sun, or the sun rising on the sea, proud and bright, and the girl he likes is also that kind of person, they are born a pair." I should have liked him a long time ago, but I didn't know it at the time, and when I knew, I didn't dare to say it, I was afraid that I would lose the stable situation I have now. ”
"I can be there for him as a friend and see him every day. But Yu Zhiyuan, I don't want you to be like this, there is no point in waiting like this. Chen Mo said, "So, I don't want to give you a little hope, because I now know clearly that I won't like anyone else until I forget him." ”
Yu Zhiyuan said sincerely: "I can wait......"
"I don't want to!" Chen Mo snapped, she was afraid that Yu Zhiyuan would say this.
Yu Zhiyuan said: "You can wait hopelessly for him, so why do you want to deprive me of the right to wait for you, you like him wishfully, and I like you wishfully, can't you?"
"Alas......" Chen Mo sighed softly, she has sighed a lot recently, "I came to meet with you, not to talk about legal power, but to tell you that I am a very selfish person, no matter who it is, as long as I know that I have feelings for me, then I will be completely broken." ”
"Why, maybe your future is me, can't you give each other a chance?"
Chen Mo said: "No, I don't debate with you, I just want to say, I like him very much, I like him very much, I don't want to like others, I like him, it's too happy for me, I'm addicted, I can't quit him." You're good, you're excellent in that way. ”
Chen Mo wanted Zhao Shiyi to come for the first time, Zhao Shiyi could quote scriptures, but she could only talk back and forth, and she couldn't even think of a metaphor when she was in a hurry.
"I'll give you an analogy. Chen Mo thought of a very inappropriate analogy, "A tooth decay, because it is too deep into the nerve begins to hurt, the treatment is root canal treatment, there is no other option for this, let alone extraction, and there are teeth that retain value, which cannot be extracted." After the root canal treatment, you will need to put a denture crown on it, otherwise there is a risk of splitting the tooth. But this risk can or may not happen. But if you put a crown on it, it basically won't split. ”
Chen Mo organized the language, "If I ask you to wait, it will be without a crown, it may or may not split, but this is not safe, and you can obviously put a crown to avoid this risk." And the crown is the choice I like he made, which cannot be proved right or wrong, because many people really choose not to have a set of teeth, but there are also many people who have cracked their teeth and can't have them. ”
"There is no right or wrong choice, there is only a choice. I chose to wear a crown to isolate the risk of splitting. Chen Mo was almost stunned by the profound meaning of the Chinese word, but fortunately she didn't, "I chose to like him, so I cut off the possibility of being with you." This is the best treatment plan for my condition. ”
On the table of the café is a scented candle lamp in the shape of a star, which beats slightly when something happens, and the dark shadow of the stars on the table also moves.
After a long time, Chen Mo observed in a silent silence that the circle was half pulled and burned, and only then did Yu Zhiyuan slowly speak.
"When I was in high school, we chatted together, and you said that you wouldn't fall in love in college, and you only talked about it when you had to work, and I always remembered, and you did it, you didn't fall in love when you were in school, and you met someone you liked when you just worked. I'm still late. ”
Chen Mo pushed a sip of the untouched milk tea to the side, "I like it, and it won't change in any way because of the time of meeting." Thank you for liking, thank you for listening to me, thank you for respecting my choice. ”
"Merry Christmas, goodbye. ”
She got up to leave, and when she opened the door, she thought that Zhao Shiyi was really strong, and she had been brought out to speak in a way that was arranged.
This is the first person who likes her, and her choice is the person she likes.
Later, Yu Zhiyuan really didn't contact her again, at least, before her internship ended, she and Gu Zixun didn't appear again.
When she returned to the hospital, Chen Mo walked to the path leading to the small garden and stopped, she couldn't help but walk in, there were many lights here, and there was no more darkness from last time.
What was Gu Zixun asking her for that time, he said that he came that day, but she also came, but the two of them still didn't meet.
Chen Mo stood in the garden, looking up at the half moon in the sky, smiling and sighing, it would be good if the relationship could really be like dental treatment, where the bad repair, where the lack of filling, I really can't keep it, pull out the old one, and then install the new one.
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Booking air tickets and hotels, making routes, arranging specific times, checking the weather, and making a list of clothes and gifts that need to be prepared, Chen Mo admired Luo Wei's ability to act.
"It's so happy to be able to marry Luo Wei. Chen Mo put the list into his folder and waited until he returned to the dormitory in the evening to start preparing his luggage.
Feng Tingting walked to her desk, "Hey, this is the director's thing, you put it away." He threw a white boxy box on the table, turned and left.
Chen Mo called Feng Tingting, "I'll rest tomorrow, who gave this to the director, let's send it over tomorrow." ”
"I don't know, so let me send it to the director. Feng Tingting was caught as a courier for nothing, she was very unhappy, she knew what Chen Mo was going to do when she took two days off, and she was even more angry.
Feng Tingting and her are well known, Chen Mo did not catch up and ask more, as the director's student, she has the obligation to help the teacher sort out the items. This afternoon, the director went to the city bureau for a meeting, I don't know when she will be back, Chen Mo put things on the table in the director's office, this is just a small episode, it will not affect her good mood.
Tidy up the bags, set the alarm clock, she and Zhao Shiyi went together in the dormitory, for Yan Qingge and Ren Hexin who didn't go, Chen Mo said that if they went to play on the street, they would definitely bring them gifts.
Ren Hexin took out two umbrellas, "This is still put together with the luggage, otherwise you will set off in a hurry tomorrow, and you may forget that it is rainy over there and you are cold." ”
Chen Mo accepted it with a smile, and Zhao Shiyi said with a smile: "Luo Wei said, wherever we go, we will be picked up and sent by car, and we will take care of it." ”
Ren Hexin looked at Zhao Shiyi helplessly, and admonished: "Don't rely too much on Luo Wei's kindness to you, it's not easy to change it if it becomes a habit." ”
"As long as I have him, I will be of use for one day. Zhao Shiyi put his clothes in the suitcase heartlessly, "Tomorrow is worried, tomorrow is worried, there is wine tonight and drunk tonight." ”
Ren Hexin gave her a roll of his eyes and stopped talking. Yan Qingge leaned on the side of the cabinet, "Shi Yi, when you go out to play this time, you really have to think about Luo Wei with your heart." ”
Zhao Shiyi stopped his movements, "Why do you think about Luo Wei? ”
Yan Qingge stroked his forehead and sighed: "When you come back, we will talk about it in the dormitory at night." ”
Maybe this trip will have a different experience.
Chen Mo was full of expectations, but she didn't expect this experience to be so different, when she was waiting for boarding at the airport, the chief of the medical department, Song Chief, found her with four people.
"Chen Mo, the hospital has lost something, and you need to go back for investigation. ”