122: Mother and son will not regret meeting (one more)

After Xiao Yisui walked up to the pavilion, he stood there and looked at her quietly, his pale and weak face was full of gentleness, and he was also a gentle person.

Looking at Lou Yueqing's eyes, with a faint look, there were many other things, but Lou Yueqing caught a trace of ...... Gratified.

He's rejoicing......

stepped forward, stood still in front of him, the corners of his mouth hooked slightly, and called softly: "Fourth brother!"

Hearing this sound the same name as when he was a child, Xiao Yi came back to his senses in a daze, and then smiled lightly and replied: "Worry-free sister!"

There was a faint weakness in his voice, which showed that he was indeed in poor health.

When she was a child, Xiao Yixun lived in the palace, even though she didn't like Tang Hui, but she was still very close to Xiao Yixun, although the relationship was not as good as Xiao Yike, but it was not bad.

Lou Yueqing couldn't help but chuckle, looking at Qi Zheng on the side, Lou Yueqing said lightly: "Let's step back first!"

Qi Zheng saluted and retired.

Xiao Yisui also glanced sideways at the little guy beside him, who understood and bowed down.

Lou Yueqing looked at Xiao Yisui and said, "Sit down!"

Xiao Yiyi hummed softly, walked to the table, and sat down slowly.

Lou Yueqing sat down opposite him and asked with a light smile: "What kind of tea do you want to drink, I'll let people prepare!"

Xiao Yisui said slowly: "Don't bother, I can't drink tea!"

He drank medicine every day, and almost grew up soaking in medicine jars, and many things could not be touched, and tea was one of them.

Lou Yueqing listened to this, nodded, and was no longer busy.

Xiao Yixuan looked at Lou Yueqing gently, with a slight smile in his eyes, and said softly: "I heard that you came back before, but you are not in good health, and the queen mother has people by her side, so I have never come to see you, and now I am very happy to see you!"

Lou Yueqing listened, couldn't help frowning, and the fox asked: "What does the fourth brother mean, how do I sound like ...... You've always known that?"

Xiao Yi's eyes were slightly dark, and he nodded lightly.

He knows.

Lou Yueqing was a little surprised.

Xiao Yisui said softly: "Fortunately, you didn't die back then, and you came back well, so can I ...... Let go of a matter of heart...... "No need to condemn day and night."

Lou Yueqing was silent.

Xiao Yisui raised his eyes, his eyes were sincere and sincere, and he said softly: "I apologize to you on behalf of my mother, she hurt you and did so many wrongs, and now she has her own retribution, I hope you don't hate her anymore!"

Lou Yueqing frowned, and said lightly: "There is no need to say more about apologies, I don't like to hear it very much!"

Especially if you apologize, there are some things that can't be replaced after all.

Moreover, who is sorry for whom among them, and who can tell the difference.

Xiao Yixuan nodded, and then fell silent.

Lou Yueqing couldn't help but be curious: "How did you know?"

Xiao Yisui thought for a while and said, "By coincidence, I heard the words of the queen mother and Wei Yuan!"

It's just a simple explanation, and it doesn't explain much.

In fact, because he knew about it, he couldn't help but question her, so he was sent to Lishan Palace, and he was not allowed to return to the palace all year round, and there were people from Tang Hui's faction who watched him all the time, even if he only came out once in a while, he would be followed by a bunch of people, and he had to go back to the palace with her consent, and the people who had been watching him in the past few days were withdrawn, and he was able to come out.

Lou Yueqing was still a little curious when she heard this, but when she saw that he didn't want to say more, she didn't ask much, but asked in a different voice: "You came today for Tang Hui, right?"

Xiao Yisui made no secret of it, and admitted directly: "Well, I want to invite you, let me go and see her!"

Lou Yueqing was a little puzzled: "Let you go and see her? What does this mean?"

Xiao Yisui explained: "Although the queen mother has been abolished now, she is still locked up in Weiyang Palace, waiting for the day after tomorrow to be executed, I want to see her, but Weiyang Palace is now tightly guarded by the Yulin Army, saying that my father ordered that no one should enter or leave, I went to ask to see my father, but my father didn't see me, I can only come and beg you!"

As a son, he wanted to see his mother, who was about to be executed, but he had no choice but to come to her for help.

In the entire country of Li, only she can break Xiao Zhenglin's iron order.

Lou Yueqing shook her head, but still wrinkled her eyebrows and said: "Now that the matter is over, what can you do if you go to see her?" The fourth brother should understand that Empress Tang will definitely die this time!"

Whether Xiao Zhenglin didn't let anyone see Tang Hui, or whether Tang Hui asked not to see anyone, remains to be discussed.

Originally, Tang Hui was deposed and awaited execution, and she was to be moved to the heavenly prison and imprisoned, but for some reason, Xiao Zhenglin didn't let Tang Hui be sent to the heavenly prison, but just locked her up in Weiyang Palace.

Xiao Yisui smiled bitterly, and said helplessly and sadly: "She is my queen mother after all, even if the sins are so heavy that there is no redemption for death, I can't change this, I can't save her, I haven't thought about saving her, I just want to send her!"

Lou Yueqing was silent.

Xiao Yisui raised his eyes, his gaze was very calm, and asked softly, "Is the imperial sister willing to help me with this?"

Lou Yueqing couldn't refuse after all, in fact, she didn't think she would refuse, she glanced at the sky, and said lightly: "If it's not too early today, I will send someone to send you tomorrow, and I will let you see her!"

Xiao Yisui smiled lightly: "Thank you for the success of the imperial sister!"

Lou Yueqing pondered for a moment, and then said: "This is some distance from the Lishan Palace, your body is not suitable to run back and forth, I will send someone to send you back to the city, go to my princess's mansion for a night first, and go directly to see her tomorrow, okay?"

Xiao Yisui listened to the words and hurriedly said: "No, I can ......"

Lou Yueqing interrupted him urgently: "Listen to me, otherwise I won't care about this matter!"

Xiao Yisui had no choice but to be silent, and she arranged it.

In fact, he didn't know Lou Yueqing's intention of arranging this, now that Tang Hui is going to die and the Tang family is annihilated, he will not be happy, but if her attitude towards him is better, then he will be better off in the future, who would dare to embarrass the people she can tolerate and treat well.

What she promised Tang Hui was not just a verbal promise.

After instructing Qi Zheng to personally take someone to send Xiao Yisui back to the princess's mansion, Lou Yueqing looked thoughtfully at the carriage in the distance, frowned, and turned around and walked back to the courtyard.

However, as soon as I turned around, I saw a figure standing at the end of the corridor not far away, although the veil covered her face, she could see at a glance that it was Jing Fei, and by her side, it was Hua Wuxin who was supporting her.

Lou Yueqing just frowned slightly, and then as if she saw a stranger, she retracted her gaze lightly and walked to the other side.

Jing Fei's eyes were slightly dark, but it was expected.

She actually didn't come to see Lou Yueqing, since Lou Yueqing went to see her and said so many words, she has never come here, let alone Lou Yueqing, she came here today, she heard that Xiao Yisui was coming, so she came to take a look, after all, it was because of her impulsiveness and obsession that Xiao Yisui was born sick and weak, and she may not have cared about it back then, but now she is very guilty and blames herself, so she came to take a look.

Seeing that her eyes were gloomy, Hua Wuxin sighed helplessly, and said softly: "Go back......"

Jing Fei nodded slightly, and Hua Wuxin helped her turn back to Qinglixuan.

The next day, because of Lou Yueqing's meaning, when Xiao Yisui entered the palace again to see Tang Hui, no one dared to stop him.

Outside the Weiyang Palace, the layers of guards are like copper walls and iron walls, but in the Weiyang Palace, it is cold and deserted like no one's land, there are only Tang Hui and Tang Xi who served her, and even the two palace people who were still serving a few days ago were sent away by her, in fact, Tang Xi She didn't want to stay, but Tang Xi was her confidant and maid who grew up together, and she would rather die than leave herself here, she had no choice but to follow Tang Xi.

When Xiao Yisui walked into Weiyang Palace, he saw that it was deserted inside, frowned, and walked towards the inner hall.

Sure enough, I saw Tang Hui and Aunt Tangxi in the inner hall, Tang Hui was lying on the chaise longue and resting, as if she was asleep, while Aunt Tangxi was waiting aside, the hall was very quiet, except for the sound of breathing and the slight movement of the hourglass, there was no other sound.

So as soon as Xiao Yisui walked into the inner hall, Aunt Tangxi heard the voice, looked over, and saw Xiao Yisui stunned, and immediately walked over.

"See His Royal Highness!"

Xiao Yixuan hurriedly said: "Auntie, please get up!"

Tang Xi got up and hurriedly asked, "Why is His Highness here......?"

Xiao Yisui said lightly: "It was the imperial sister who helped me in!"

Tang Xi was stunned for a moment, and then understood.

Looking back at Tang Hui who was sleeping on the couch with her eyes closed and her eyes a little hesitant, Aunt Tangxi said in a low voice: "Niang Niang is resting, I'm afraid it won't take half an hour to wake up, Your Highness ......"

Xiao Yisui said softly: "Auntie, let's go get busy first, I'll wait here for the queen mother to wake up!"

Tang Xi had no choice but to retreat.

Xiao Yisui let the little guy who was holding him retreat, and walked slowly to Tang Hui alone, and then sat down on the small stool in front of Tang Hui, quietly looking at Tang Hui's haggard and pure face, with no emotion on his face.

After about half a pillar of incense, Tang Hui woke up, and when she opened her eyes, she suddenly saw Xiao Yisui sitting in front of her, and couldn't help but be stunned and looked at it in a daze.

"...... Er" murmured like an illusion.

The corners of Xiao Yixi's mouth twitched slightly, and he said lightly: "The queen mother is awake?"

Tang Hui suddenly realized that he was not hallucinating, so he suddenly came back to his senses, sat up hurriedly, and looked at the surrounding dormitory that was indeed Weiyang Palace, and then looked at Xiao Yisui with some shock, and frowned: "Xian'er, why are you here?"

Xiao Yixun's face was still pale, and he said truthfully: "Erchen heard that the queen mother was going to be executed tomorrow, so he came to see the queen mother for the last time!"

When Tang Hui heard this, she suddenly smiled, but her eyes were full of self-deprecation.

She lowered her eyes and smiled, and said in a low voice: "Actually, you shouldn't have come, and the queen mother is ...... I don't want you to come!"

Xiao Yisui listened to the words, and was silent, and after a while, he said in a low voice: "Erchen can't save the queen mother, coming to see the queen mother for the last time is the only thing Erchen can do!"

No one saved her, even Xiao Zhenglin, in the face of such a crime, it was impossible to protect her.

Tang Hui smiled lightly, but didn't know what to say.

Although they are mother and son, but because of too many heart knots, coupled with her coldness and alienation, in fact, there is not much deep mother-son love, these years, almost rarely speak, she doesn't want to get close, he doesn't want to understand, now, still don't know how to get along.

The two phases were silent for a long time, Tang Hui looked at Xiao Yisui lightly, with a touch of love in his eyes, and said softly: "When the queen mother is gone, you stay in the Lishan Palace, don't come back here if you have nothing to do, listen to the words of the imperial doctor to take care of your body, and you must live well, you know?"

"Good!"

Tears slipped down, but Tang Hui didn't seem to notice it, continued to look at Xiao Yisui softly, and earnestly instructed: "The queen mother has arranged for someone to protect you by your side, the queen mother knows that you have always disliked the royal family, if you are tired of being here in the future, let them take you away, go to a place with good mountains and rivers, live a stable and peaceful life, if you can, find a good girl to accompany you!"

"Good!"

Tang Hui was already in tears, but she seemed to be unaware, and continued to instruct: "Your eldest brother is not smart enough, but a little dull, always people can't rest assured, now I'm afraid that he is full of grief and unwillingness, I'm afraid he will do something stupid, if you have the opportunity to persuade him, tell him that nothing is more important than living, he used to mess around, the queen mother can still protect him, if he does stupid things in the future, no one will protect him again!"

She has already paved a stable road for the two of them, but with Xiao Yihuai's temperament, if she does something impulsively, Lou Yueqing will not be able to protect him even if she wants to protect him.

What she is most worried about is Xiao Yihuai, he is too stupid, he is always provoked by others and does not know the severity, now that the storage position has been abolished, there is no longer any reliance, there is no possibility of turning over, he will not be reconciled, if someone provokes a few words, I am afraid that he will kill himself.

Xiao Yixi's eyes were a little moist, his eyes were a little red, he nodded, and said in a low voice: "Erchen will go to comfort the eldest brother, don't worry about the queen mother!"

Tang Hui smiled and nodded, her eyes full of relief: "Then the queen mother will be relieved!"

Xiao Yisui was silent for a long time before looking at Tang Hui and asking, "Queen Mother, do you regret it?"

Tang Hui was stunned, and met Xiao Yi's obscure gaze, she smiled lightly: "What do you regret?"

Xiao Yisui didn't speak, what he regretted, he couldn't tell, because there were too many things to regret.

Tang Hui also understood what Xiao Yisui was asking, and was silent for a while before smiling slightly, his smile was filled with a faint sadness, and he said lightly: "There is nothing to regret, no matter what I have done, it is my own choice, even if it is wrong, I have never regretted it!"

The word regret is a veto of her life, and she will not regret it, whether it is pain or happiness, it is her own choice, she does not regret it.

It's just that if she had started all over again, maybe she wouldn't have done it, if she could go back to the past, she wouldn't choose to marry Xiao Zhenglin, even if she was lonely and old, she didn't want to be sad all her life, she was obsessed all her life, but she never loved it, she never wanted to live so tired like this in this life.

Xiao Yi was silent.

Tang Hui looked at Xiao Yisui, stretched out her hand, stroked Xiao Yisui's hair, her eyes were gentle, and her movements were gentle, this was the warmth that Xiao Yisui had never seen on her face, and she couldn't help but look at it in a daze, only to hear her say softly: "Xian'er, go back, don't stay here for too long, it's not good for you, after leaving here, go back to Lishan Palace directly, when you haven't been here, when nothing has happened, don't be sad, just do the same as before, you know?"

Xiao Yi's eyes moved slightly, and he asked in a hoarse voice: "What does the queen mother mean is that the death of the queen mother has not happened to the sons?"

Tang Hui bowed: "Yes, only in this way, in the future in the absence of the queen mother, you can live a better life, you can be well, is the only requirement of the queen mother for you!"

Xiao Yisui was silent for a moment before he said with a wry smile: "In the heart of the queen mother, she obviously cares about me and my eldest brother, but she has to treat us like this for so many years, and now, you also ask me to be like you, to turn myself into a cold-hearted person who doesn't care about anything?"

If he can really care about nothing, why should he come today, for so many years, he hates her, resents her, despises the hurtful things she has done, and can't understand her cruelty and ruthlessness towards him and Xiao Yihuai, but after all, he can't do it and don't care at all, she has always been his queen mother.

can't save her, and I don't want to save her, because this is her destined destination, and the only way to do her duty as a son of man is to give her a ride.

However, after she died, he had no mother.

How could it not be ......

Tang Hui listened to Xiao Yisui's words that were almost questioning and accusing, and couldn't help but be stunned: "Are you blaming me?"

Xiao Yixuan pursed his lips, turned his face away, and did not speak.

Is it weird?

Yes.

But it doesn't matter anymore, and now, all the cold treatment and indifference in the past is meaningless.

Seeing that he was silent, Tang Hui sighed slightly, and said in a low voice: "It's the queen mother who can't stand you, and your brother, it's human nature for you to blame me, it's good for you to blame me, just hate me, I can only admit it, and I never thought that I could make you forgive me!"

She is not a good mother, no matter how much helplessness and hardship she has, it is not an excuse for her to treat them cruelly, so she never asks for forgiveness, only hopes that they can live as she wishes, on the road she paved for them, and live safely.

Xiao Yiyi frowned, very puzzled: "Since you all know that you can't stand me and my eldest brother, why do you still do this?"

Tang Hui gritted her teeth, pursed her lips and said lightly: "Because I have been wrong from the beginning, there is no room to turn back, I can only make mistakes, and the continuation of this mistake does not allow me to have a trace of weakness, Xi'er, do you understand?"

The things she did, as long as she started, she couldn't turn back, and those things, if she wasn't careful, she would never recover, Xiao Zhenglin would not let her go, and she couldn't have any weaknesses, put aside the present, over the years, Xiao Zhenglin couldn't wait to cut her with a thousand knives, as long as she showed warmth and affection to these two sons, even if the two of them didn't die, they would definitely not be happy.

Xiao Yisui listened, maybe he understood what Tang Hui meant, or maybe he didn't understand, he looked at Tang Hui quietly for a while, then stood up and turned around to leave.

It's time for him to go, too.

The doubts that have been hidden in his heart for many years have now been answered, anyway, he can't change anything, continue to stay, listen to her more, understand more, and only be more reluctant.

Tang Hui stopped him: "Xu'er!"

Xiao Yiyi paused and did not look back.

Tang Hui smiled softly and said softly: "After you go out, help me bring a word to your sister......"