When I woke up, I found that it was dark outside the window, and I could vaguely hear the sound of rain outside, and my brain was groggy and aching, just like a headache after drinking too much.

I haven't drunk alcohol for a long time, because I'm afraid that it will take me to paralyze my nerves, that it will make me show a different side, that it will get me in trouble here, and now I have to be a man with my tail between my legs.

In the haze, I saw that the oil bottle was cleaning, and the light hand and foot seemed to be afraid that it would disturb me.

I took out a cigarette and lit it, and saw that she was wearing a pink apron, her long straight legs were so charming, and a pair of home slippers on her feet showed her pink round heels, and for some reason I looked at her throat with some dry hair.

She smiled when she saw me, her eyes were still so pure and bright, but I saw a different her, and I didn't even know anything about her.

"Charlene came here, didn't you miss me for a few days. I looked at her with a smile, but there was a strangeness, or danger, that I had never felt before.

She obediently took a glass of warm water, sat quietly on the edge of the bed and looked at me, after the warm water entered her throat, she felt inexplicably hot all over her body!

I don't know if the warm water gave me a trace of warmth in my chest, or if my heart became hot, and the suppressed emotions piled up in my chest, just one catharsis point to explode!

"What time is it?Is it raining outside?" I took a puff of cigarette and slowly regained consciousness, and I was quietly hooking her.

"At half past seven, it had been raining outside all day. She was a little distracted, and rainy days can always bring people a different kind of tranquility.

The moment she was distracted was my chance, and I suddenly pulled her arm to face her!

"Did anyone come to me when I was sleeping, or did they come to you?" I looked at her, trying to see through her inner world.

For some reason, she hesitated in the face of my eyes, and a hint of panic flashed in her eyes, and I thought I had got the answer I wanted.

She was caught off guard and was unprepared, she needed time to think about my questions, she needed time to think about how to answer, and her hesitation was the result of my temptation.

"Nobody has been here......" she lowered her head, not daring to look at me.

"Are you mistaken? How do I remember that someone seemed to have been here?" I looked at her with a smile, and the nameless evil fire in my heart burned more and more violently, almost gushing out!

Her fingers kept stirring the corners of her clothes, and I knew that she would only play with the corners of her clothes when she was afraid, and the panic in her heart was undoubtedly revealed at this moment!

I once met her for the first time in the reservoir, had dinner for the first time, spent the night at the Little Park Hotel for the first time, and left her at the Huangpu Casino in Shanghai for the first time...... Every time she would fiddle with the corners of her clothes.

"No one has really been here...... I dropped the cigarette in my hand before she could finish speaking, reached out and pulled her to the bed, and without saying a word, covered the quilt and pounced on it.

"It's better if no one comes! I miss you so much when I haven't seen you for a few days! I miss you every day and every night!"

Her expression was a little unnatural, she knew I was talking nonsense with wide eyes, I did think about her, but not all the time!

"You haven't answered my question yet, haven't you missed me for a few days?" I licked my dry lips, the evil fire in my heart had begun to spread.

"Hmm. ”

"What the hell is it? I didn't think about it, I didn't think about it, is there anything to be embarrassed about?" I looked at her coldly, and I could even see my own hideousness in her eyes.

"I, I thought about ......"

"Oh! I knew you missed me...... Do you want me to want you? Tell me if you want you now!"

I will not force a person at any time, even if I hate to crush her under me and tear her apart now, but I still hypocritically ask for an answer, even if I know it is hypocritical!

After hesitating, she nodded, but I didn't want her to speak, no matter how embarrassed she was!

"I thought......" When she spoke, I pounced, and I had already got the answer I wanted, even if the means were so despicable and unbearable, but what could I do?

The light rain outside the window gently knocked on the window glass, and the heavy gasping seemed to be a raging storm, and at this moment I was in a trance in the storm, alone in the face of the lightning in the sky and the turbulence of the sea.

She was docile and did not resist, I was like a beast about to vent his anger, greedily sucking her taste, savagely taking everything from her!

At this moment, I let go of all thoughts and just want to vent all my negative emotions!

Like a beast, I was more savage than ever, and her face flashed with pain, but I didn't care!

The excitement is mixed with hatred and anger, as well as the despicable humanity in my bones!

I never trusted the oil bottle, but I never wanted to play with her, let alone treat her as a dispensable person, she occupies a place in my heart, a place among the few!

Maybe it's because the more she cares, the more suspicious she becomes, and now there is no evidence that she was bought, but I can see a different complexity in her eyes.

The oil bottle is no longer as shy as usual, she gritted her teeth and closed her eyes, maybe because the more she loves, the more she hates, at this moment I take my despicable humanity to the extreme!

It was the most despicable I have ever done, and the one I regret the most, and to this day I still can't let go of it, I can't forgive myself, and I can't forget her tears that night......

Ten minutes later, I went limp, everything was quiet again, and before I knew it, the tears from the oil bottle had wet the pillow, and there was a momentary stinging pain in my heart, but I got out of bed indifferently.

I lit a cigarette but I couldn't calm down, I didn't even dare to look back at her, the slight twitching and crying stizzed my nerves, and I got distraught and put on my clothes and left the room.

I fled like a deserter, and when I calmed down, I felt like a scumbag, a complete scumbag, full of benevolence and morality but doing all kinds of despicable things, so despicable that I bullied a girl who had no ability to resist......

There was indescribable complexity and guilt in my heart, and for a moment I wanted to go back to my room and say sorry to her......

But now I can't even stand outside in the rain, I can't get out of this hellish abyss, and all the excitement makes me more and more crazy.

I kept telling myself in my heart that if it weren't for me, she wouldn't know what kind of life she would have lived, if it wasn't for me, how could she have dignity and freedom.

But if it weren't for me, how could she have come to Wuhan, and if it wasn't for me, how could she be controlled by others?

The inner struggle made my face hot, and I couldn't convince my heart, let alone do it all with peace of mind......

I turned my head and met someone, someone who looked familiar but didn't know her, but I knew she was a fox.

Her eyes were always on me, but she didn't stop and walked over to her, and the moment she passed me, she threw a ball of paper out of her hand.

I walked over and squatted down and pretended to tie my shoes, and quietly nested the paper ball in my hand and left, the corridor was full of surveillance, and I have to say that Kitsune has more experience in counter-reconnaissance than me.

I didn't go back to the room with the paper ball, I turned around and went into the bathroom on the floor, and slowly opened the paper ball in the bathroom.

A paper ball is an ordinary deposit slip with an unfamiliar name and deposit amount on it, as well as a phone number and room number.

I understand that Kitsune means to meet, and relatively speaking, it is safest to meet in the rest room in the entire casino.

I memorized the phone number and room number in my heart, and threw the paper ball into the toilet and pumped it away, and once again admired the power of the fox in my heart, even if the paper ball was discovered, it would not expose anything, because it was just an ordinary room deposit slip.

This information is useless to others, but it can be found for me, and it seems that Kitsune has sensed my situation here.

I deliberately rubbed for a while, and when I left the bathroom, I went to the first floor to take a turn, and when I saw Su Yurong, I was completely relieved.

He is also at the door to do the welcome, I have done the welcome to know the taste, ushered in to be accompanied by a smiling face, said that it sounds good is a welcome, and if it is ugly, it is a watchdog......

The unbearable feeling in my heart stimulated me, and I wanted to rush up and hug him, but I knew I couldn't.

On the one hand, I hurt the oil bottle, on the other hand, my friend's affection for me, and the inner entanglement made me very painful, and it also made me feel more and more despicable!

For the first time, I felt so unbearable, I felt ashamed, but I didn't even have the courage to say sorry......