Chapter 233, incomparably bright
Last night, Aoi Miyazaki sent him a text message.
"I'm pregnant, it's your baby. ”
made his mood complicated and overwhelmed for a while, as if he had drunk soy sauce, vinegar, oil and salt, and all his feelings gathered in his heart.
Child, that was a distant concept to him, but now it was so close.
In the past, he would control himself well, either outside of his period or on guard, but that night, I am afraid that neither he nor Aoi Miyazaki paid attention to this.
This led to a new life for them.
On that bulging belly, Takuhisa seemed to see a little life forming inside, and even smiled like a flower, calling his father innocently.
Retracting his gaze, Takuhisa stared at the desktop for a while, and then looked at Aoi Miyazaki again, and Aoi Miyazaki's gaze was also intertwined with him at the moment, and Takuhisa also saw confusion in her pupils.
"It's irresponsible, but is the child really mine?" Perhaps with the last glimmer of hope, Takuhisa continued to ask, maybe it was the child born by Aoi Miyazaki and Jun Okada after that.
The idea of such an escape may be repugnant, but it is ......
The words of becoming a father were really too sudden, and it was difficult for him to accept them for a while.
"After that, because of my work, I didn't see Okada-kun much, let alone do it. Aoi Miyazaki calmly denied Takuhisa's last hope, "And the time I got from the doctor coincided with the time of your night." ”
Is it?
Even if he doesn't believe it in his heart, he has to accept this reality, and what he should say is his own responsibility, and if he had controlled himself that day, he might not be like this today.
At that time, no one expected to have children.
"So are you and Junichi Okada still dating?"
"I've broken up with Okada-kun. Aoi Miyazaki said, with stagnation and guilt in his eyes, "I can't do such a thing if I want to be pregnant with someone else's child and associate with him." ”
"I think so. He exhaled helplessly, "Can you let me sit next to you, Miss Miyazaki?" Takuhisa politely requested.
"Yes. She bowed her head.
Since he didn't refuse, Takuhisa immediately got up and sat down opposite, next to Aoi Miyazaki, his eyes shaking, but he always shook Aoi Miyazaki's stomach.
"Touch it. ”
Perhaps seeing Takuhisa's hesitation, Aoi Miyazaki smiled and took the initiative to ask him to touch it.
"Well, thank you. ”
The wide right hand touched her belly through her clothes.
There was no trace of fetal movement, and there was no baby shouting, but there was indeed a small life inside. Almost unable to control his body and leaning down to listen, Takuhisa finally restrained himself, but his right hand stroked gently and gently, as if he was afraid that he would hurt the child in her womb because of his too rough behavior.
"Aoi...... What are you going to do about it?" Because of the child, Takuhisa had another inexplicable emotion for Aoi Miyazaki in his heart, and just suddenly, he called her name intimately.
did not refuse, and Aoi Miyazaki accepted Takuhisa's title safely.
"I don't know......." The melancholy and deep eyes also revealed the confusion in her heart, "When I knew, I would have wanted to have an abortion...... It's just that every time I touch my belly, I feel that I don't have the qualifications to deny his or her life, so I keep putting it off without telling anyone else...... But it's useless to hide it now, I'm going to tell you. ”
"If you don't say it, I don't know. So Aoi, are you going to give birth?"
With a wry smile, the bitterness of the lips is also difficult to eliminate.
"Now, it's a little too late to choose to have a tire. Shaking her head, she looked at the road outside the glass again, where a close family would pop up from time to time, "In the past, for the sake of career, I have been strictly controlled, but because of an accident, it became like this." Alas......"
It should be said that it is a mockery of herself, when she married Takaoka Cangfu before, she was not ready to have children for the sake of her career, but now that she is divorced, when she starts her career again, she encounters such a thing.
"What's your attitude?" After a long sigh, Aoi Miyazaki asked Takuhisa, her hand grabbed Takuhisa and stroked her right hand, clutching it tightly, "This child, do you want to admit it?"
Today's most critical plot has arrived, and it is also expected by Takuhisa.
If you want to have children, then it is always necessary to decide where the children belong and the future happiness of the children.
And hesitation is not okay, just a moment of hesitation may lead things in an uncontrollable direction.
"If I don't admit it, Aoi won't you give birth?" Takuhisa asked rhetorically, as if to make sure of the answer in his heart.
"I will give birth, but this child has nothing to do with you, I will tell him (her) that he (she) has no father. It seems that after saying the cruel words calmly, maybe this is the worst ending that Miyazaki Aoi is thinking about, and after saying it, it seems that she is afraid that Takujiu will be shocked, she also added, "Don't worry, I won't force you to do anything because of this child, even if you really don't admit it, I can accept it, because this child really only appeared in unexpected circumstances, and it is destined not to please most people." It's normal for you not to admit it, and having a child is a burden after all. ”
You say that, I can't choose to dodge......
The other hand also grabbed Aoi Miyazaki's hand and touched his fingers.
"I'll admit it, I'll be responsible, Aoi, I also have a conscience and can't let a child live without a father. Takuhisa tried to convey his sincerity.
How difficult the life of a child from a single-parent family is, Takuhisa knows that even if it is the child of a well-known artist, it will not be much better, maybe it will be even more difficult.
In addition to the seemingly innocent but sinister ridicule and bullying of children of the same age at school, and the interviews of unscrupulous reporters who appear all the time, for those unscrupulous reporters, what does the child's feelings have to do with me, even if you have a psychological shadow about it?
And the children who live in this kind of family will always have a gap in their hearts, and when they grow up, they will also yearn for the missing part of their childhood and go down the wrong path, which can be avoided not only by education.
So Takuhisa can't deny it ruthlessly.
"So what are you going to do?" Miyazaki Aoi said sharply at this time, "If you want to admit this child, then what are you going to pay?"
What to give?
asked again about the substance, but Takuhisa can also understand that there are too many people who pat their butts and leave, and if he can't make any guarantees, the effect is equal to nothing.
"When this child is born, let's get married. If you have a happy family, your children will not be burdened by this. Takuhisa said his solution, maybe only marriage is the best way to solve it, right?
"So what should your girlfriend do? Will you break up with her?" But Aoi Miyazaki didn't stop because of Takuhisa's words, and if she had to say it, she saw through Takuhisa's nature.
Affectionate and not resolute.
"......" is replaced by silence, and if you want to say it, Takuhisa really can't let go of the girlfriends (you) he has already dated.
"And so it was. Laughing mockingly, in Miyazaki's thoughts, Takuhisa is so young and has strong capital, he will definitely not break up with his girlfriends.
However, there is still one thing beyond her imagination, she didn't expect Takuhisa to choose to get married directly and resolutely.
I can't see that he is still a responsible man.
"You too, Aoi, if you raise this child yourself, it will be too inconvenient after all. Takuhisa figured it out and said lightly, "The path of a single mother is too difficult, and personally, I don't want you to take this path." ”
"But you know, I won't accept people who are with me, and they are messing around outside the family. ”
"But really raising this child with one person is a big blow to your career, and your innocent Gu family design will collapse in an instant, which is not good for you or the child. It seems to be a bitter dissuasion.
"Are you threatening me?" her tone became unkind, on the surface it was kind, but on the inside it was not a kind of compulsion.
"No, it's just for your sake. ”
"But this so-called consideration of yours is the most shameful, I can't allow the lover I have spent my life with to have other people around me. ”
"But there's no love between us, Aoi. Takuhisa said the most important sentence, and after he said this, Aoi Miyazaki seemed to lose his strength, "If it weren't for this child, we wouldn't see each other again." ”
"Yes, almost. ”
She feebly acknowledged this reality.
"I want to ask you, do you really, plan to give up everything you worked hard in the entertainment industry because of this child?" Takuhisa leaned his head to her ear and gently blew the wind in his ear, "You have been a child star since you were a child, and you grew up in the entertainment circle, and now you may destroy everything you are fighting for because of this child, is it really good?"
Like a demon's whisper.
"Do you want to make me feel wronged because of this sentence?" asked Aoi Miyazaki hatefully.
"No...... I thought of a better way. Takuhisa said, "It can make the child grow up strong and happy, and it won't affect the life between you and me, so I think you don't want to marry me." ”
"What?"
Surprised, Miyazaki Aoi's voice couldn't help but get louder, causing the people next to her to turn their heads, and when they found this, she immediately tightened her voice, "Are you telling the truth?"
"Hmm. Takuhisa nodded.
Sure enough, this sudden life, if she can grow up happily without affecting her life, Aoi Miyazaki is still very willing.
Although Takuhisa's promise to get married before was very responsible, Miyazaki Aoi still felt that she and she were not yet at the point of getting married.
"If you can, trust me now, take care of the baby, and when the child is born, I will arrange it. Takuhisa continued to touch Aoi Miyazaki's belly and said softly.
"Arrangement?"
"Well, actually...... I don't have the surname Zhiyuan, I was supposed to be surnamed Sugai, the Chinese Sugai...... This time, I'm afraid I'll need their help. ”
Takuhisa said slowly.
"With their help, this child's future ...... It will also be bright. ”
……
……
At Haneda Airport, a plane from Osaka sent the girl to Tokyo.
It's not the first time I've been to Tokyo, so she wasn't shocked by the busy crowd around her, she just carried her suitcase and followed the crowd, not highlighting her strangeness.
It wasn't until after completing the formalities that she slowly walked out of the airport, and there was a lot of traffic and people outside the airport, but she still knew exactly what she was supposed to do now.
Take the shuttle bus and get to your destination.
She didn't notify her friends when she came, so her friends didn't know that she had quietly arrived in Tokyo, otherwise she would have come to greet her, right?
greeted with great fanfare, to be honest, she didn't like it very much, so it was not interesting to come over quietly and see the surprised expression of her friend.
The last few months have been really difficult for her, the band has disbanded, her singing partner has gone their separate ways, and she has been disheartened by various blows, and she wants to study for a few months before thinking about struggling in the entertainment industry, until she remembers the business card that her friend's brother handed her.
"Nogizaka ......"
Aya Yamamoto thought that maybe it would be an opportunity, and if this Nogizaka was feasible, it might not be impossible to give it a try.
And just like that, after a simple contact, she came to Tokyo.
In fact, it is not long before the audition, and during this time, she will also temporarily live with her friend Rino Shihara in Tokyo, and wait until the selection is successful to decide what to do in the future.
Thinking about it, the shuttle bus had stopped.
"Ah, here it is. Aya Yamamoto glanced at the sign outside, ready to get out of the car, and then felt that something was wrong, "Wait, oops!"
It was too many stops than expected, no one got off the train for a long time, and the doors seemed to be closing.
"Don't close the door!!"
There was a deafening sound that resounded throughout the bus, but the door closed in her desperate eyes.
"Don't!!"
The next stop of this shuttle bus will be a long time, which means that she will have to wait for a long time.
It's miserable.
This trip to Tokyo was not good at first.
……
I arrived at Rina's residence an hour later than expected, and my clothes were wrinkled a lot, and I exhaled heavily.
"Finally, finally, it's here. ”
Comparing the photo and address sent, Aya Yamamoto sat down on the ground tiredly.
There weren't many people in the area, so no one minded her indecent movements, and only after enough rest did she get back up and cheer herself on.