Chapter 35: The Sweetness of Sorrow

As the time of separation drew nearer by day, my heart seemed to ache every day, and I realized that he was so important to me, and I realized it too late.

Just after separating from Shuai Nan and them, Ah Zi sent me home first, and only came to pick me up after I took a shower and finished the housework.

When we arrived at his house, we each carefully calculated the students' semester grades, and I finished processing them faster than him because I didn't have to count the scores reported by the group, so I walked up to him, patted him on the shoulder and said, "I'm going to watch a TV show", he looked up at me and smiled at me, and got busy again.

I went to the living room, turned on the laptop computer on the table, and continued to chase the last drama where the male protagonist and the female protagonist were separated due to a misunderstanding, and the reason why I wanted to watch it was because Ah Zi and I were about to separate, can we meet again and fall in love again like the protagonist in this romantic drama? Will Ah Zi forgive me for leaving him? Thinking of this, my heart became very heavy.

"Why are you shedding tears again?" said Azi as he walked up to me and sat down.

"Are you done?"

He smiled and nodded and took me into his arms, wiping tears from my face with a tissue.

I looked at him and asked, "Ah Zi, if I leave you because of some factors like the heroine in the play, will you blame me?"

"I don't know, I never dare to think about such a question, I just know that I will do my best to keep you by my side, and we will definitely overcome all obstacles. His expression seemed to resist thinking about how to deal with such a situation.

Looking at him so persistently, I really can't imagine what kind of impact I will have on him if I leave.... I was sad and fell into deep thought.

"Yan Yan... He called me back from my contemplation, looked at me with real eyes, and said, "I love you." ”

Tears poured down my eyes, "Don't cry. He stroked my face with both hands, gently wiped away the tears with his thumb, kissed my cheek, moved to the lips, sucked my lips with a little force, and after a while, he knocked on the lips and slowly entangled with my tongue, I felt his tenderness with possession, his eagerness, I mustered up the courage to wrap around his waist, and responded to him passively, he was surprised, stopped, looked at me, with inquiring eyes, I looked at him and replied: "I do!" He was pleasantly surprised, picked me up and walked to the room, gently laid me on the bed, leaned over and kissed my earlobe, slowly down to my neck, removing the barrier between the two of us, although his movements were jerky, but very delicate and gentle, feeling my fear and nervousness, and gently whispering in my ear, "Don't be afraid!" I exhaled and handed myself to him.

This night, he led me to grope together from pain to pleasure, I knew that pain can coexist with happiness, I don't regret making the decision to become his woman, we felt each other's first communication together, until tired, I shyly nestled in his arms.

The morning sun came in through the curtains, I opened my eyes, he was still asleep beside me, thinking of everything last night, his face instantly turned red, crawled out of his arms, tiptoed to clean the bloodstained sheets he changed last night, and before he reached the door, he stopped me: "Yan, I'll get it." ”

"It's okay, I can handle it. As soon as I finished speaking, he walked up to me and said with a smile, "Give it to me!" After he washed the dirty sheets, we both made breakfast together, he was in charge of the omelette and bacon, and handed over the simple task of cutting fruit to me, and when we ate breakfast, we sat facing each other, and he looked at me with a smile, as if he was not tired of looking at me, I was embarrassed to look at it, and touched his face and asked him, "What's wrong with my face?"

"I think Yan Yan is very beautiful today. He replied softly.

"If you keep looking at it like this, I won't be able to eat breakfast. I said shyly.

He laughed, feeling in a very good mood, and stared at me for a while before saying, "I'll see you later, let you have a good breakfast first." ”

After finishing the meal and cleaning up, I returned to my accommodation and began to sort out the luggage that I would take out of the country tomorrow. Toiletries and so on one by one put in the suitcase, and thought of the need to use sunscreen and skin care products, walked to the dresser, was about to take the skin care products, but saw Ah Zi gave me a Valentine's Day necklace, I took it out of the box, put it in my hand, looked at it carefully, this gift represents Ah Zi's intentions for me, he is so careful to take care of me, and I am ready to hurt his heart, his brother is too cruel to us, sad emotions come to my heart again, I cried, said to myself:" There are not many days left until we part!

Wang Zi was happily preparing the items to be used for going abroad at the moment, he recalled the lingering love of last night, and felt that his heart was warm, Yan Yan would actually be willing to hand over the first night to him, does it mean that she finally took him to heart? Although he never asked her to give the same love in return, he was still very happy, because from now on, she was his woman, a partner he would cherish for a lifetime, no matter how much the eldest brother hindered, he had to protect this relationship.

"Why did you start thinking about her after a while?" Wang Zi said with a smile and patted his head, walked to the room, picked up the perfume given to him by Luo Yan, and sprayed it on his body, her figure seemed to appear in front of him again, and he thought happily: This summer, when he was going to Europe, he was going to tell his father that he had found someone he wanted to stay with for the rest of his life.

"Yan Yan, is everything sorted out?" Wang Zi still couldn't help but dial the phone.

"Not yet, we'll meet at noon, okay?"

"Well, when we meet, I'll drive over and take your luggage to my house, and you'll sleep with me at night, and you won't have to go back to your quarters. ”

"Well, I'll see you later. I hung up the phone, walked over to the mirror, looked at my eyes, which were puffy from crying, sighed, and tried to adjust my mood.

After Wang Zi and Luo Yan finished talking on the phone, they began to prepare lunch, he took out tomatoes, celery, and bell peppers, and cleaned them in the same way, thinking that after being lonely for so long, he finally found the other half who could rely on his soul, he suddenly felt that he was so happy, and he must work hard to maintain this happiness.

It was almost noon, I pushed my suitcase and took the elevator downstairs, Ah Zi had already parked the car, and came over to help me with my luggage with a smile, I always felt that he seemed to be in a very good mood today, and it should be the first time I have seen him like this since I met him.

"Is that the perfume I gave you?" I asked him in surprise as he approached me.

"From today onwards, I will only give me this perfume with Yan Yan. He looked at me affectionately.

I felt my face suddenly heat up, and I lowered my head shyly, and he stroked my head with a smile on his face, and drove me back to his house.

As soon as I entered his house, there was a burst of fragrance, "Ah Zi, have you made lunch?" I looked at him in surprise. He replied with a smile: "You are most afraid of being hungry, so just now while you are still busy, I will prepare lunch first, and you can eat it immediately when you come to my house!"

"Azi, you're so nice. ”

He smiled at me and said, "Sit down and eat!"

While eating his love pasta, I asked him, "Ah Zi, you are so good, how can you like me?"

"I don't know how I liked you, maybe I had a good impression of you on the day I audited, maybe it was when I was sick, you came to take care of me, I just knew that my eyes were full of you, and I couldn't control it sinking deeper and deeper. He smiled and said, "I just don't have any resistance to you." ”

"Thank you! I feel very happy. ”

He looked at me and smiled softly.