Chapter 103
"I'm sorry to let you, but you've got drinks and snacks. β
The two clerks stood behind Gu Zixun with a tray, Gu Zixun and Luo Wei sat down, asked the clerk to put the ordered things on the table, and waited for everyone to put the drinks to be drunk in front of them, Zhao Shiyi had forgotten the question she asked Gu Zixun, but continued to pull Chen Mo and let her continue, "Mo Mo, you haven't finished speaking, after Yu Zhiyuan confessed to you with your portrait, what was your reaction?
Chen Mo said: "It's embarrassing!"
She stirred the mango sago dew with a straw, but she didn't dare to look up, Gu Zixun happened to sit opposite her, she felt inexplicably empty, "I never thought that anyone would like me, and the boys I know all say that being with me is a pure friendship, and there will be no feeling of liking at all, I really can't understand, how can anyone like me?"
When everyone heard this, they all looked at Gu Zixun, and Gu Zixun said calmly: "Of course someone will like you, you are a ......"
At this time, the clerk suddenly appeared again, "The boss said to send you two fruit plates." After arranging the fruit plate, the clerk left.
Zhao Shiyi said to Gu Zixun: "You haven't finished talking yet, you can continue." β
Chen Mo on the side still didn't dare to look up, she thought that Zhao Shiyi said to herself, and said before Gu Zixun spoke: "You don't know how embarrassed I was at the time! I have always regarded him as a friend, and I never thought of changing this relationship, but now it's good, I don't even have to be a friend." β
Luo Wei said: "No, it's just a confession to you, and even friends can't do it?"
"I can't anyway. Chen Mo looked sad, "I am liked by someone I don't like, how heavy my heart is, I know the other party's intentions, I know that I can't give the other party any response, and I have to continue to get along in the name of being friends, I feel tired when I think about it." β
Yan Qingge said: "But liking is something that can't be controlled. As she spoke, she glanced at Gu Zixun pointedly.
Chen Mo said: "But the distance can be controlled! I don't like him, and I don't want to give him a chance, so I have to completely cut off his thoughts, even if I can't be friends, it's better than letting him still have hope." β
If you don't meet, you may gradually forget it over time, and then meet another suitable person, be excited, fall in love, and get happiness.
But as long as you are around the person you like, you can't help but like that person, day after day, the like becomes stronger and stronger, and it becomes more and more inseparable.
She didn't know what it was like to like someone, but she knew now.
Chen Mo knew that Gu Zixun was sitting opposite, but she just didn't dare to look at him, she was worried that her eyes would reveal the fact that she was already in love with him.
Seeing each other every day, by his side in the name of a friend, she originally thought that she would meet the distance of her friend, but she found that she couldn't do it at all, every day she wanted to get closer to Gu Zixun, the pain of hope, the sweetness of her heart, all the time her heart was intertwined.
She has already tasted the feeling of not being able to love, so she can't let another person who can't love continue to bear it.
"Mo Mo, you're a bit ruthless, I confess to you, even friends can't do it. Zhao Shi leaned on Chen Mo's shoulder, but looked at Gu Zixun opposite, "Many people can still be friends after breaking up, and you are just a confession, maybe you will like it if you try to get along." β
Gu Zixun "cough cough" suddenly coughed lightly twice.
Zhao Shiyi hurriedly said: "Mo Mo, I'm not asking you to fall in love with Yu Zhiyuan, I mean, you can't do too much, it's better to leave a glimmer of leeway." β
"There is room for everything, only feelings. Chen Mo pushed Zhao Shiyi's little head away, "I don't care what others think, but I can't." I have already blocked Yu Zhiyuan, and I have asked Tang Tang to return everything he gave me. β
"Huh?" Zhao Shiyi said in surprise, "You are too desperate, too ruthless, how sad it is to be far away." β
Chen Mo lowered his head and hid his emotions in the shadows, "Since it is impossible, then don't procrastinate, the long pain is better than the short pain, cut it in two, let him come out early." β
If she doesn't have someone she likes, then her heart is unknown, maybe she can really get along. But since she already has Gu Zixun in her heart, she shouldn't delay it any longer.
Usually Chen Mo is a very good talker, and everyone is used to Chen Mo's carefree style, but suddenly she is so decisive, or in the face of a person who has liked her for a long time, she is not very adaptable, and she feels that it is not Chen Mo's character.
So Wang Huanxin asked: "Cousin, did that kid do something to you that made you unhappy, you name it, we are all on your side!"
With Wang Huanxin's righteous expression, Chen Mo sneered and laughed, "What are you talking nonsense, there is nothing at all, Yu Zhiyuan is very good, he is very happy when I ask him to help, we have a very happy chat, I have always regarded him as a friend." β
Zhao Shiyi hesitated: "Then why are you so ruthless, you will be blocked when you say that you will be blocked, you also said that they are all friends, there is really no need to do this." β
"Why don't you understand, it's because I'm friends with him that I don't want him to do useless work, he likes me for him, and it doesn't matter to me how long he likes it, I won't like him because of his efforts, and be with him. After saying that, Chen Mo drank two sips of the drink, which made her suppress the shock, and she has not recovered from the shock yet.
"Momo is right. Yan Qingge, who had been quiet, spoke, "Instead of letting that boy still look forward to it and wasting time on Mo Mo, it's better to say it straightforwardly and clearly." β
Zhao Shiyi still felt a pity, "Yu Zhiyuan is good-looking, has a gentle personality, and has not changed his mind about you for five or six years, and he will never forget it, what a good person......"
Wang Huanxin said: "It's a pity that the timing is not right, that is, fate has not arrived, everything is in vain, who asked him not to say it in high school, it is okay to talk about Chen Mo's charm." β
He looked at Chen Mo, "Tomorrow Christmas Eve, what arrangements do you have?"
Chen Mo said: "I'm going to help in my dad's store in the morning, see when I come to me in the afternoon, let's go shopping, wait for Qingge and Xin to get off work, and go to dinner together." β
Luo Wei said: "Shi Yi, I will rest tomorrow, if you want to go to Chen Mo, I can pick you up." β
"That's good, I'll go to bed early today and wake up early tomorrow, so I won't let Mo Mo wait too long. Zhao Shiyi went to Luo Wei to discuss the route, "If I don't go home at night, I will live in the dormitory, then you will ...... tomorrow"
Wang Huanxin whispered to Gu Zixun: "I'll rest tomorrow, do you want to change with you, let you rest tomorrow, and give you a chance to saddle the front and back of the goddess." β
Gu Zixun nodded, "Remember your personal feelings." β
From beginning to end, Gu Zixun didn't take out the gift box in his hand until the end of the party, Luo Wei sent the three girls back, and Gu Zixun and Wang Huanxin watched the car go away.
Wang Huanxin asked, "What are you going to do now?"
Gu Zixun looked ahead and said lightly: "Wait." As long as you can be by her side, friends can do it, and colleagues can too, as long as you can be by her side. β
Wang Huanxin pretended to wipe away his tears, "It's so bitter, I can't stand it anymore, or you can just say it, it's a fifty-to-fifty chance, if it happens, it's you've earned it." If it doesn't work out, you can also pack up your mood as soon as possible, and then look for a second spring after you are completely dead. β
"If it had been before, I might have really gambled. Gu Zixun looked down at the white gift bag he was carrying in his hand, hanging in mid-air, lonely like catkins in the wind, "But after not being in touch with her for a month last time, I finally realized a truth." β
Wang Huanxin pricked up his ears and listened, "What is the truth?" β
Gu Zixun smiled lightly, and left straight after the car shadow was completely invisible.
Wang Huanxin chased after him and asked, "What is the truth, share it, can you be a good teacher?"
Gu Zixun just laughed, letting Wang Huanxin entangle the clichΓ© but not speak, this truth is only suitable for himself.
The days when they pretended not to see each other in the month, and were relatively deliberately speechless, made him so painful that he was unwilling to come again, even for a day.
He loves Chen Mo and loves him to ...... Her smile and joke to herself are like gifts.
To his face, dignity is humble or humble, he just wants to be able to accompany her.
Once the sea was difficult to water, except for Wushan, it is not a cloud.
He was content.