538 STOP 2 STOP-2: New Purgatory City: "Crunch Cogears"

-Hideka's subconscious-

04：22 AM

"Who has the right to judge right and wrong?" Xiuxiang's head was as hopeless as if she hadn't slept for three days.

The excitement had long since passed, but he was neither sleepy nor energetic.

"So my judgment about giants today may only be two or three percent accurate? Even so...... Even if it is a unique eye, it is a unique vision to see people. Is this really the case with you?" said Hideka, expressing serious doubts.

"What am I? humble and small, as long as I can achieve this small goal, I will be satisfied. If you can make a wish, if everything can be exchanged, then I don't care that there is only one excerpt in this play. ”

With an understanding of the uncertainty of the world and a confusion about the understanding of people, Hideka felt that she was stumbling like a baby who had just learned to walk, and she had no idea what she was doing......

I don't know if my next step will touch the ground, whether that foot will be deep or shallow, whether that small step will lead to the next small step, and whether the land I step on can withstand its weight.

Hideka knows those parables about herself.

It's like a blind person who, despite his own eyes, still has a vague understanding of the world, let alone judge what kind of world is the place he is in.

Instead of judging the world independently, it is better to be at peace with what happens, stick to your own standards of life and work, move forward step by step, and take every step clearly.

"On the surface, she maintains a style, but on the inside, she insists on her own unchanging opinions, and this is how the giant treats people and things, because she can't feel at ease with her surroundings and can't trust new things. ”

Why is that?

It's all sorts of explanations -

It is somewhat untenable to say that agnosticism is unconvincing, that the theory of origin seems to be pretending to be erudite and knowledgeable, that the characteristics of psychology make people unable to accept and cannot understand it, and that Buddhism simply destroys the three views and violates human nature, and from a scientific point of view, some scientific theories sometimes contradict cognition, which seems extremely unscientific...... Although the arguments are more selective and there are many choices, they can't be selected, just like a dazzling array of goods, they simply feel that "they are not very good", and in the end they are not as good as the only products left on the discount - "there is only this one left, and the scarcity is expensive"......

Perhaps, it can only be said that there is an intrinsic connection between things.

"It's not hard to understand, she has a history of failure, magnifying it to become the norm of her own subconscious world, and then using it indiscriminately in all her cognitive domains, which causes her to seem amiable, but she is almost stubborn, neither amiable nor approachable, but very personal logic, she is a good teaching material and an example. ”

......

Xiuxiang didn't want to think about it anymore, there was only the sound of the wind in her ears, and the wind was very small, but very clear.

She felt that there was a gear in her head, which was making a "crunch, crunch" sound, and she had always suspected that this gear was not metal, it was wooden, and it was going to break.

The sound of "crunching", a little loud.

It should have been quiet, but everything was extraordinarily turbulent.

The atmosphere of unrest is spreading.

In the spread, there is also sleepiness.

There is also unwillingness.

And messy thoughts in the wind.

Also, unfinished failures.

......

Xiuxiang's consciousness has gradually blurred in the ascent, but she understands her mind - she wants to succeed and does not want to fail. The idea of not wanting to fail, mixed with the sultry summer air, hit me, why is that feeling so strong.

"It's not too late to regret it now?"

"Isn't it too late to start thinking now?"

Sometimes, Xiuxiang can't give up on doing something just because she started too late.

In the end, she still wanted to grasp a glimmer of hope, this idea was very clear, but she felt that she had no quarrel with the world, always indifferent, and lived indifferently.

"That's not right!"

"What's wrong with you?" Xiuxiang thinks that her world is quite cool, and she is not squeezed by desire and has nowhere to stay.

A giant talent is what a person who chases fame and fortune should look like, that is the hidden strength, that is the enemy who will never be underestimated, that is the so-called dark Chen Cang, that is 100% vigilance, that is what she should be, Xiuxiang can't learn.

Without wings, you are not flying.

In the air, at best, it can only be said to be thrown out.

Xiuxiang was just thrown out.

When can it be stopped?

Where is the commanding heights that you can reach?

Where will your future go?

Where does this dark turbulent sea take you?

When will she not follow the crowd?

With these thoughts, she was rising.

At the same time, Feiyu was not idle.

He was too brave and exceeded Hideka's expectations.

Fei Yu fell on the ice, and instead of stumbling, he immediately took out his weapon and went to fight.