111 The Return of the Old Man (3)

Looking at Mi Fusheng's embarrassment, Mi Qi explained helplessly, "You have also seen that my brother has always been worried about you running away from home. ”

Mi Fusheng looked ashamed and muttered, "I know, I know." He blamed me, too, because I was irresponsible back then, causing your mother and son to suffer. I will definitely change my life and be a good father in the future......"

Before he could finish his sentence, he was rudely interrupted by Yoneyama.

"No need. Yoneyama's attitude was both tough and cold.

Mi Fusheng's mouth was slightly open, and his face was full of astonishment. He looked at Miqi as if asking for help, hoping that his daughter could help him persuade this stubborn boy.

Miki received a distress signal from him, only to see that she first lowered her head and smiled, and then spoke in a very flat tone.

"There's really no need for that. She spoke with a smile on her face, and her voice was very calm, and she couldn't help but be angry. But because of this, Mi Fusheng felt hopeless.

"To be honest, we really haven't lived well without you for more than ten years. But it's not good, and I've come back to life, and I'm living quite well now. Now that my mother has remarried, and my brother and I have grown up, it doesn't really make much sense to say it again. ”

Mi Fusheng's face was like ashes, and he muttered, "You still blame me......"

Miki said, "It used to be weird because it wasn't good. It's not strange now, because I've survived. Just because it's not weird, it's no longer needed. ”

These words were decisive, and everyone present understood that the relationship between them, even if they had really had feelings, there was no room for looping.

Looking at Mi Fusheng's dejected appearance, Mi Qi couldn't bear it. In the end, this person is related to her, even if there is no one, only a stranger, she doesn't want to see others sad to this point.

"To be honest, you don't like family life either, do you?" she said to Mi Fusheng.

Mi Fusheng thought she was reproaching, but it turned out that her eyes were very gentle. The answer to this question is obvious, if he liked that kind of life, how could he run away without saying a word?

But in the face of his own pair of children, he can't shamelessly say that their father doesn't like this family. So he just lowered his eyes in shame and didn't say a word.

Miki had a smile on her face and a calm and serene expression.

"I'm not asking this question to embarrass you, much less to embarrass you. I just wanted to talk to you and find out what you really think. I can see that you've been doing well outside the home all these years, and I can probably understand that family life is a shackle for you. You don't have to be ashamed of that, because you didn't know that things were going to turn out like this until you started a family, right?

If you can't enjoy family life, then why force yourself to commit to it? In fact, we haven't seen each other for so many years, and the relationship between father and son seems too deliberate and far-fetched. We can get along like friends if you want. Wouldn't it be nice to come out for a meal once in a while and talk about your recent life?"

Everyone present was very surprised by her suggestion. When they saw her resolute attitude, they thought that she was determined to break with her father, but they didn't expect her to be so open-minded.

Mi Fusheng's thoughts are roughly the same as her, as she said, the two sides have not communicated with each other for more than ten years, and it is indeed very reluctant to mention the father-son relationship now. Another thing she saw very well was that he was inherently incapable of happiness in family life. Innocent children cannot be a consolation to his spirit and soul, but a burden to him. Of course, he loved their mother, so he married her and had children. It turned out to be a bad decision, and he used an even more wrong way to avoid the mistakes he had made.

Mistakes on mistakes, when a person reaches middle age, he finally wants to atone for his mistakes. And the most correct way he can think of is to be the father of the children again, without considering whether the other party needs it. Now that they made it clear that they no longer needed him to play their father, Mi Fusheng also secretly breathed a sigh of relief. Because he actually has no confidence in himself when it comes to regaining his fatherhood, he still feels confused and the great pressure that comes with it.

"I'm sorry. After all, Mi Fusheng was still sorry, and even though his children no longer needed their father, he was still ashamed that he could not fulfill his father's duties.

Miki smiled softly, "It's okay. ”

Mi Fusheng looked at her smiling face, and in a trance, he saw the shadow of someone else on her face. He was in a trance for a moment, and subconsciously asked, "Su Ling...... How is your mother?"

Miki said, "She's fine, and she's met someone who loves her again." They gave birth to a child, and the family of three is now happy. ”

Before Mi Fusheng came back this time, he had imagined the situation of his abandoned wife. In the nineties, it should have been difficult for a woman to pull two children. He would have been very sad if she had been doing well, and he should have been relieved to hear that she was doing well, but he was not happy anyway, and even felt lost.

“...... It was I who failed her. He whispered repentance.

Miki sensed that he still had a residual affection for his former wife, so she suggested, "If you have something to say to her, I can give you her phone number." ”

Mi Fusheng smiled bitterly, "Thank you for your kindness, but according to what I know about her, she must not want to have anything to do with me anymore." ”

Miki reassured, "Not necessarily. As she spoke, she took out her mobile phone and dialed her mother's phone in front of Mi Fusheng.

After the phone was connected, she turned on the speakerphone.

"Giki, is there something wrong?"

The woman's voice was strange and familiar, and Mi Fusheng's body suddenly went numb as if it had been electrified.

"Mom, I'm looking for Dad. Miki said.

"Yes. Li Suling's tone was very flat, "You told me before. ”

Mi Qi glanced at Mi Fusheng, and the other party's eyes showed a deep nostalgia. So she plucked up her courage and said to her mother on the other end of the phone. "Mom, Dad is by my side now, do you want to talk to him?"

As soon as these words came out, not only Mi Fusheng, but all the people present became nervous, and they hung a heart for Mi Fusheng.

This tense atmosphere seemed to be transmitted to the other end of the phone through radio waves, and Li Suling did not speak for a long time, so long that everyone thought she had hung up the phone.

At this moment, a sneer suddenly came from the other end of the phone.

"Oh my God, you can spare me. Li Suling seemed to have heard some joke, and couldn't help laughing. "Talk to him, what to talk to him, scold him or curse him?"

Mi Qi's face was a little embarrassed, she looked at Mi Fusheng, and found that the other party's expression was depressed, and it seemed that he would collapse in the next second. She hurriedly wanted to end the call so as not to cause him more harm.

Just as she was about to hang up the phone, Li Suling suddenly called Mi Fusheng's name.

"Floating. Her voice was so cold, but it felt surging, "I know you're listening." ”

Mi Fusheng didn't dare to speak, and he didn't have the face to speak. He had been a sinner in front of her since he abandoned her.

"Fusheng, I'm married now and have a baby. I have a good relationship with him, he loves me very much and I love him very much. Li Suling stated her life, not to show off, and there was no other purpose, just to state the facts.

"As for you, don't keep worrying about the past. Now that you've walked away in style, let's live in style. Speaking of which, I also reaped the consequences, knowing that you are free by nature, and I have to get married and have children, thinking that I can keep you in this way. Now I'm happy, so should you. Don't spend all day long, hateful and deep with a face, thinking that you are a sinner......"

When he said this, he suddenly heard a low male voice in the distance, "Su Ling, I'm back." ”

Li Suling hurriedly said, "Don't say it, my husband is back, I have to cook for him." ”

Before Miki could say goodbye, her mother hung up the phone in a hurry.

There was a terrible birdsong in the mountains, which almost broke people's hearts.

On the bus back to Shanghai, Miki kept thinking about it.

Life is really an absurd play, and every turning point is a contradiction.

When he was young, he longed for freedom and abandoned his wife and children, but when he was old he tried to atone for his sins, he found that no one appreciated him, she resented her husband who ran away from home, but when he returned, she already had another love, and they wanted a father foolishly, only to find that they were nothing more than a name.

She got off the train with a lot of heart, and her mind was full of life philosophy and social ethics. However, as soon as he opened the door and saw Gu Huo's happy smiling face, those deep thoughts were suddenly forgotten. She just wanted to hug him, kiss him, lie in his strong arms, and say something meaningless. She suddenly became a very primitive animal, and she only wanted to absorb the warmth of her companions by instinct.

Thinking so, she did just that, and threw herself into Gu Huo's arms, wrapped her arms around his waist, buried her head in his arms and rubbed gently.

Gu Huo stroked her back and said a little worriedly, "Unhappy over there?"

Miki shook her head, the hair on the top of her head exploding, rubbing Gu Huo's jaw itching.

"It's not that I'm unhappy, but I think it's so complicated, people are really complicated, and life is really complicated. ”

Gu Huo couldn't help but laugh, "What does this mean?"

Miki replied, "I still like you." As she spoke, her arms tightened a little, showing a strong sense of possessiveness, "It's better for you, it's not complicated at all." ”

Gu Huo cried and laughed and said, "Turning around and scolding me for being simple-minded." ”

Miki shook her head again, "That's not what I meant. ”

"What does that mean?"

"Hmm......" Miki thought about it, not knowing how to describe it. "Anyway, you're just good, better than anyone else, and of course you may not have noticed it yourself. ”

Gu Huo smiled, "Why are you so good at talking when you come back this time, it seems that you have to go to Huaguo Mountain often." ”

"I don't want to go to Huaguo Mountain in the future. ”

"Why?"

Miki sighed, "You don't even know that Master Clearance is missing. ”

This sudden news made Gu Huo stunned for a moment, "Master Clearance is missing, who kidnapped him?"

"Nope. It was he himself who suddenly found that his heart was not broken, and then left the Cicada Temple overnight, and until now, we have not heard anything from him. ”

Gu Huo sighed, his mind was very confused, and he couldn't speak.

Mi Qi didn't tell him about Xiahou Jing, no, Jingxin took over the matter of Jingkong. First, he didn't know much about Pure Heart, and secondly, when it came to Pure Heart, she inevitably felt a little melancholy.

When she got home, Miki took a hot shower to wash away all the tiredness of the journey, and then ate a loving dinner. After eating, the two snuggled up to each other and lay on the sofa to watch a movie, and the atmosphere became beautiful when they watched. Guho's kisses kept falling on her cheeks, forehead, and lips, and she responded to his enthusiasm, and soon the two rolled together.

The atmosphere was in full swing, and Gu Huo's mobile phone suddenly came out with a piercing ringtone. Miqi's interest disappeared at once, and he kicked Gu Huo with his foot, meaning to tell him to answer the phone.

Gu Huo was a little annoyed, and reluctantly picked up his phone to take a look, and sure enough, it was again.

Ms. Xia Shufen is a persistent person, since she has made up her mind to let her son bring his girlfriend home, she will not give up her verbal offensive against him until her son nods in agreement.

Pressing the call button, Gu Huo called out weakly to Mom.

Ms. Xia Shufen said angrily, "Hearing you call this mother, it seems that I am quite aggrieved." ”

"I'm not wronged, you're wronged. Gu Huo said lazily.

"Don't gag with me there. Xia Shufen reprimanded. "I said before that you should bring your girlfriend back for your birthday, how did you think about it?"

Gu Huo glanced at Miqi, then got up and walked to the balcony.