6. Paranoid but restrained love
After that, those aunts tried a few times to determine that Jiang Tao was really stupid, so they put their minds at ease. There are many heirs in the Prime Minister's mansion, and there are also smart children, not many Jiang Tao, and many less of him.
Since he was stupid, the house has paid a lot less attention to him, and the strange illness that accompanied him in the previous three days has also stopped. Except for a few brothers who occasionally remembered it, they would come to bully and find some superiority, so there was no other attention. After a long time, everyone gradually forgot about his existence.
But in this life-threatening catastrophe and a series of targets, the young Jiang Tao's psychology gradually changed, becoming dark and distorted. He didn't know why his father was always on top, why he didn't have other brothers and mothers, and why the people around him were full of malice towards him and even wanted him to die. What did he do wrong? He didn't know, and no one told him, that he could trust that he was the only one who could rely on him. In his eyes, the world gradually became ugly and sinister.
Until that day, my sister appeared.
It was as if a warm and warm light had shone into his cold and lonely world.
Because of years of pretending to be crazy and stupid, the subordinates of the Prime Minister's Mansion did not regard him as a master, and often scolded and insulted. Once, he stole a few snacks from the kitchen that were ready to be given to the eldest lady's room, and was found by several servants pressing on the ground and scolding.
may have been too much movement, Jiang Wanru, who came to fetch food for his mother, found this scene and recognized Jiang Tao as the stupid cousin in the house, and hurriedly shouted to save the people and severely punished those little guys. After comforting Jiang Tao softly, he left a box of pastries before leaving.
Maybe for Jiang Wanru, this incident was just a kind help from her, but for Jiang Tao, this incident was like a ray of light shining into the darkness in his heart. Because this was the first time he had received kindness from others, he became very different. The figure gradually became the only color in this black and white world.
After that, Jiang Tao was like a moth that saw the light in the dark, frantically following the only light in the darkness.
When he was young, he often used to hide in a corner to peep at his sister-in-law, observing her every move, smiling, and watching his sister's smile like the sun as if his world had become warmer. As the time of observation passed, the figure of my sister unconsciously took root in Jiang Tao's heart. As he grew older, he was no longer satisfied with this, he longed more and more, and began to pervertedly collect things related to Jiang Wanru.
When he read it to himself with his sister's handkerchief, looking at the stickiness in his hand, Jiang Tao's eyes were dark and dark, and he finally understood his thoughts about his sister.
He suffered and struggled, and in the end, in order not to hurt his sister, he chose to give up the dark thoughts in his heart. Like a rat in the gutter, carefully hiding his dirty thoughts.
In order to protect his sister, Jiang Tao gradually secretly developed his own shops and power in the outside world.
The annual rings of time run, this year, Jiang Wanru was sixteen years old, and the prime minister sent his daughter Jiang Wanru to the harem as a concubine in order to gain more voice in the court.
Jiang Tao, who had been out for many months before returning home, was powerless when he heard about it, and watched his sister enter the abyss of the harem that eats people and does not spit out bones.
For the first time, he felt bitter hatred, no matter how many people in the Prime Minister's Mansion treated him before, he was only disheartened, and he had no intention of retaliating and resisting. But this time he really felt the hatred from the bottom of his heart.
He hated the prime minister who sold his daughter for glory, hated the aunt who stirred up trouble in the backyard, he hated the entire prime minister's mansion, and he hated himself! Jiang Tao was completely blackened and became sick, gloomy, and crazy.
And all this reached the extreme when her sister was guarded by the emperor, the harem was in a difficult situation, and she was disliked by the prime minister when she asked the family for help.
made Ji fake his death and left the Prime Minister's Mansion, and revealed the evidence of the Prime Minister's party and private interests through the power in his hands, so that the Prime Minister's Mansion was raided, and the entire Prime Minister's Mansion was dragged to the happy funeral of his sister!
After that, he went incognito, changed his face, and became an official in the court through the middle government. It took more than ten years to carefully cast a net layout, and finally dragged the emperor off the throne in one fell swoop, and pushed my sister's son, the third prince, to ascend to the throne, making my sister the most noble woman in this Daqian Dynasty - the queen mother.
Since those people can't give his sister happiness, then he will give it himself, although he can't justifiably tell his sister that he is happy with her, but he can give his sister everything she wants he can give, including his life.
If you can't allow her ten miles of red makeup, then give her thousands of miles of rivers and mountains. He did his best to protect her for the rest of her life and ensure her prosperity all her life.
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"The childlike face is flawless, and whispers a few private words. The passing years have grown up with me. I want to treat her with long hair and waist, and welcome her beautiful like a flower. Pity...... After all, there is no fate, and I fell in love with someone I shouldn't love after all. The flowers in the dream are gone, this love is not young, this intention is unforgettable, although the strings are broken, the song is melodious. ”
A hoarse and painful voice came out of the microphone, and at this moment Lu Chan seemed to have turned into Jiang Tao, his expression was sad, distorted, painful, and struggling, and finally turned into pathological love and pathos. Lu Chan raised his hand and clasped his cheeks with both hands, scratching his cheeks a little deformed, as if he was restraining a certain emotion in his body.
After a long time, he calmed down, and continued to say in a hoarse voice: "The fog cleared, I woke up from the dream, and I finally saw the truth, which was the silence of a thousand sails. Originally...... I'm just putting on a show. ”
Lu Chan raised his head, his red and bloodshot eyes looked at Gao Yiyi, who was stunned in front of him, smiled bitterly, and said in despair and sadness: "But...... I'm serious!" The hoarse and painful voice echoed through the stage, shouting for a man's affection and paranoia.
Lu Chan raised his head, let the tears that were about to flow back to his eyes, and laughed dumbly: "Maybe I'm just like Chen Jiajie said, I'm too deep into the play, I can't get out, and I'm even a little insane." ”
adjusted his mood, gradually calmed down his violently fluctuating emotions, and took away a bit of decadence and madness on his body, Lu Chan changed back to that evil and crazy appearance. looked at Gao Yiyi, who was stunned in front of him, and laughed at himself: "I'm sorry, I scared you, I was a little crazy just now, don't pay attention to my nonsense." Let me answer your question head-on. ”
"I don't deny the remarks on the Internet that I hugged my thighs, because I did fall in love with Lin Jiayi, or Jiang Tao in my body fell in love with her, and I couldn't extricate myself from my love......"
The lights on the stage were still flickering, but the audience was silent, and the stage was silent.
Everyone was completely shocked by Lu Chan's fierce emotional fluctuations and words just now.
"You ......" After a long time, Gao Yiyi recovered from the shock, she has always liked Lu Chan, so she has watched all the TV series played by Lu Chan, including this "Harem". Jiang Tao played by Lu Chan in it is her favorite character, and at that moment she seemed to see Jiang Tao standing in front of her.