Chapter 105: Destroy and Be Destroyed
Looking at Yao Ruoxue, who turned around and walked neatly, an indescribable sense of loss and hesitation filled my heart.
In the future, I'm afraid, there is no possibility of the two reuniting, right?
Shen Fei's heart suddenly felt an indescribable heaviness.
I shook my head in pain, only to feel that my heart was very irritable.
There was something called fear, which spread in Shen Fei's heart.
Sitting on the sofa, forcing himself to calm down, the irritability in his heart became more and more intense.
A cigarette burned out, and Shen Fei broadcast a phone call with some difficulty, "Are you here?"
"Here, what's wrong with you?" Zhang Qiuyu's voice said with some trembling.
"I don't feel good!" Shen Fei's deep voice was filled with a heavy hoarseness.
"Well, remember to stay calm and think more optimistic and beautiful things, I'm waiting for you here!" Zhang Qiuyu advised.
Shen Fei opened the door and walked out quickly, ignoring even Su Lianqing's mother and daughter.
Su Lianqing looked at the back of the man leaving in surprise, and only remembered that at the moment of passing by, the man's eyes seemed to be different.
Less lazy, a little more unusually aggressive, it seems, there is also a bit of tyranny.
The woman was sensitive and realized that something seemed to be happening to this man, but when she turned around, the figure of that man had disappeared from her sight.
Zhang Qiuyu's psychological counseling center, Shen Fei's figure, arrived as scheduled.
"Turn on the device from last time, I'll go in and talk to you, if I can't wake up, kill me! Don't worry, no one will blame you!" Shen Fei looked at Zhang Qiuyu and said in a hoarse voice.
The words fell, and under Zhang Qiuyu's shocked gaze, he stepped directly into the container.
Again, a violent voice came.
After experiencing it once, Zhang Qiuyu is now no stranger.
Just wait for the man to vent and then have a good chat with him.
In just a few days, the man had more than three episodes, which was definitely an extremely bad sign.
Generally, people who suffer from this condition, as long as they do not suffer strong stimulation, are generally once every three months, or even half a year, or even longer.
Like Shen Fei, it is unique.
Time slipped away quietly.
An hour, two hours later, Shen Fei lay in the container, panting violently, his body was covered in blood, because of the sparing effort just now, those treated wounds were broken again.
"I'll let you out first and bandage the wound!" Zhang Qiuyu looked at Shen Fei, with a heavy look of distress in his eyes.
Who would have thought that this man with an extremely strong appearance actually has a glass heart?
"Don't!" Shen Fei said in a deep voice.
"What the hell happened? You killed people again?" Zhang Qiuyu asked as he looked at Shen Fei.
People with this condition, violence and gore, are the biggest triggers for the onset.
After venting, Shen Fei seemed to calm down a little, although his heart was still bored, but he had no spare energy to do other things.
Lighting a cigarette, Shen Fei looked at Zhang Qiuyu and nodded slightly.
"Don't you know your own situation?" Zhang Qiuyu said with an angry face.
She was annoyed that the man was irresponsible to herself.
"Hehe, I know, however, there are some things that still have to be done, dare to set foot in my land of China, they should be damned!" Shen Fei smiled fiercely, his eyes were full of murderous intent in his eyes.
"What about after killing someone?" Zhang Qiuyu couldn't help but ask patiently when he heard this man's words, his heart shook.
"After the killing!" Shen Fei closed his eyes slightly.
Finally, he was as frank as Zhang Qiuyu, and now he can still distinguish between right and wrong, and he knows that everything this woman does is for his good! Moreover, it is no different to him if he conceals it.
When Zhang Qiuyu listened to Shen Fei talk about the cause and effect, he couldn't help but sigh softly.
"Actually, all your troubles still come from feelings, blood, which is the trigger that makes you irritable in your heart, and the struggle of feelings is the reason why the other side of your heart finally erupts!" Zhang Qiuyu looked at Shen Fei and said lightly.
"Do you have a way?" Shen Fei looked at Zhang Qiuyu and asked lightly.
"Who can say anything about feelings? It's just a matter of going with the flow!" Zhang Qiuyu said lightly.
In his eyes, a touch of sadness inevitably appeared.
It's just that the current Shen Fei can't be captured.
"I suddenly felt that being alive was actually a very tiring thing!" Shen Fei sighed softly.
"Actually, you shouldn't have this kind of thought, you should think about how you have a lovely daughter, and a woman who has been waiting for you for five years, and a woman who likes you very much! So, you should live well, no matter what the final result is, at least, you are alive, for them, it is comfort, if something happens to you, what should they do?" Zhang Qiuyu looked at Shen Fei and said.
For this kind of thing, she is also a little short of words, so she can only change the concept and divert Shen Fei's attention.
For Yao Ruoxue, it is feelings.
And it is a responsibility for Su Lianqing.
Often, the choice between feelings and responsibility is the most difficult to make!
Shen Fei looked at Zhang Qiuyu's close face and smiled desolately.
"I'm afraid, one day, I will hurt them!" Shen Fei muttered softly.
"You are a man, and you are a man who has experienced bloody storms, don't you even have this self-control? I always believe that you can overcome your own illness!" Zhang Qiuyu looked at Shen Fei and said.
She knew that Shen Fei was a little dazed now, in the range of one thought of heaven and one thought of hell, so what she needed more was encouragement.
When Zhang Qiuyu was about to speak, he found that the man had fallen asleep.
He was so tired that his body didn't allow him to be awake.
Zhang Qiuyu was slightly relieved when he saw this scene.
This means that this time, Shen Fei survived again.
But, what about next time?
Once this man's mind falls into a demonic obstacle, then his illness will recur.
The man was at a loss for the future, feeling hesitant, and for good reason.
If she were Zhang Qiuyu, she would inevitably have such thoughts.
It's just that she doesn't have any way to deal with this man's current symptoms.
Any conventional means, used on this man, are ineffective.
In fact, every time, it was with the help of this man's own restraint that she survived, and she played a very small role, perhaps, only that once.
Thinking of that incident, Zhang Qiuyu couldn't help but blush slightly.
Looking at the man lying asleep inside, a soft arc appeared at the corner of Zhang Qiuyu's mouth, and then, a faint sense of loss appeared in his eyes.
"Zhang Qiuyu, what are you thinking? You have to remember that you are a doctor, and you can never substitute personal feelings in front of patients!" Zhang Qiuyu muttered in a low voice.
At Zhang Qiuyu's place, he slept all night, and the next morning, Shen Fei woke up in fatigue.
On the container, there is a ripp.
"Wake up, let's have some breakfast!" Zhang Qiuyu said lightly.
Shen Fei jumped out of the container.
Gobbled up the breakfast on the table and swept it clean
"This time, I'm causing you trouble again!" Shen Fei said with a dry smile.
Every time he experienced such a thing, for Shen Fei, it was no less than a new life.
"If you can't guarantee your mood, then, in the future, you will continue to cause trouble for me!" Zhang Qiuyu looked at Shen Fei and said quite coldly.
Shen Fei shrugged and smiled faintly.
"Remember, you are not a savior, there is no reason why everything needs you to do, from today onwards, I will officially become a psychiatrist, as a patient, you must follow the doctor's instructions, the first point is that you are not allowed to kill people!" Zhang Qiuyu said lightly.
She knew that Shen Fei killed all the people who should be killed, and in that case, she could still shout, dare to set foot on my land of China and make waves, damn it! The man who said this sentence shows his loyalty to this land in his bones.
However, if this continues, sooner or later, he will completely bury himself in the abyss.
When his life is irreversible, his life, at the moment when he can't see the prospect, what will be waiting for him?
Destruction after destruction, or, simply self-destruction.
"Okay, listen to you!" Shen Fei grinned.
At this moment, Zhang Qiuyu has a straight face, and he is a little majestic.
In Shen Fei's heart, he was subconsciously a little afraid of this woman.
"If something doesn't go your way, you can talk to me, although I may not have any good ideas, but, after all, as an outsider, I can see it more clearly than you, the authorities!" Zhang Qiuyu said lightly.
"Then I, is there still a **?" Shen Fei shrugged and muttered in a low voice.
"Do you want to cure or do you want to **?" Zhang Qiuyu said angrily.
"I want to do it all!" Shen Fei said.
"Get out!" Zhang Qiuyu scolded with a smile.
Hearing this, Shen Fei got up neatly, "Although you are very beautiful, and I like to see you very much, I still hope not to see you again!" After arriving at the door, Shen Fei turned around, looked at Zhang Qiuyu and grinned.
Zhang Qiuyu, who was blue-hearted, could naturally hear what this man meant.
He glanced at Shen Fei angrily.
"You are ungrateful, you are well, shouldn't you thank me well? Don't say treat me as a benefactor, but you also have to treat me as a good friend, right? If it's not good, then I don't need to say more!" Zhang Qiuyu pointed at Shen Fei and said.
"Okay! I'll admit it, I was wrong!"
"If you really cure me, it won't be a problem to promise me!" Shen Fei said with a calm face.
"Go, do you think that no one is rare about you!" Zhang Qiuyu scolded with a smile.
"Also, take care of your mouth, it's okay, don't keep flirting with other girls, I'm not a hard-hearted person, when the time comes, people will take it seriously, and you shouldn't know what to do!" Zhang Qiuyu said angrily.
"You're not talking about yourself, are you?" Shen Fei looked at Zhang Qiuyu and blinked.
"Get out!" Zhang Qiuyu blushed slightly and said angrily.
Looking at Zhang Qiuyu's blushing face and shyness, a look of surprise appeared in Shen Fei's eyes.
"Your name is not good, why did you come up with such a sad name as Qiuyu, in my opinion, it should be called Chunhong!" Shen Fei said matter-of-factly.
In a relaxed mood, this calf casually named people, and committed it again.
Zhang Qiuyu glanced at Shen Fei, simply, this name can still be heard, it is much stronger than black violence.
"Get out, get out!" Zhang Qiuyu said angrily.
I've never seen this bastard like this, and if he doesn't agree with him, he will change someone's name!
(Tianjin)