138. Split personality?

"This is the first time I've heard him speak since the beginning of school, and it's really the sun coming out in the west. If I'm not mistaken, Su Qi even wrote a note when he confessed to Xiaojie, and didn't say anything. ”

A girl looked back at Su Qi's back from time to time, turned her head and asked a girl with a baby face, fair skin, and a very delicate appearance beside her with a strange expression.

"yes, I didn't speak. I was so shocked that I didn't dare to answer it at the first time.

In the first few days of school, I felt that Su Qi was weird, his long hair covered his eyes, he kept his head down all day long, and he didn't talk to anyone, which was very gloomy. I didn't dare to contact him, I didn't expect him to suddenly confess to me. ”

Zhou Yujie was the one who had just grabbed the girl who accused Su Qi in person, and smiled softly when she heard this, and said a little helplessly.

"Yes, don't talk about you, Xiaojie, even I will be scared.

In fact, I have always wondered how Su Qi got into our school, he is a local student in Fengyang, and he can only be admitted by his scores.

Although the score line of our school is quite low, it is not his grades that can get in. He was at the bottom of several exams, and there were only a dozen points in the subjects, so I don't know how he took the exam. ”

A girl with relatively good grades, a little strange and disdainful.

"You said I remembered, I know this, the last time I sat next to him in the exam, I saw that he randomly found a few questions to write, and didn't write anywhere else, most of the time I was staring at the test paper with a pen in a daze, I don't know what I was thinking...... It seems that he doesn't care about grades at all.,It's like I've been immersed in my own world.。 ”

"Do you say he's ...... What's wrong with that?

Just like him, where did he get the confidence to chase Xiaojie?"

A girl pointed to her head with some malicious speculation.

Zhou Yujie is good-looking, has good grades, has a gentle personality, and has always been very popular, and her reputation spread in the school not long after she entered the school.

In addition to the same grade, there are many seniors in the upper grades who want to chase her. If it weren't for the fact that Zhou Yujie had engaged him to a fiancΓ© at home, that kind of chasing posture would not have stopped at all. Compared with Su Qi's situation in school, it can be described as a heaven and a place, and I don't know where Su Qi got the courage to chase Zhou Yujie.

"Haha, it's possible. Several girls covered their mouths with malice and chuckled.

"However, have you noticed that Su Qi's face is actually quite handsome, I didn't notice that he always lowered his head before, but just now when he looked up, I was still a little surprised. ”

A girl seemed to suddenly think of something, and abruptly mentioned it.

"Forget it, I don't feel it. With his gloomy and fearful appearance, anyone can step on a few feet, and no matter how handsome his face is, he doesn't feel it anymore.

I heard that some time ago, during military training, he was dragged to the grove and beaten by a few boys who couldn't get used to him, and I heard them say that Su Qi didn't dare to fight back once during the whole process. A girl next to her said disapprerovingly.

"Well, when I didn't say it. ”

……

In addition to the few girls who gathered in front of the classroom, several other students in the classroom who also didn't go out also noticed it, laughing and talking about something in the corner of Su Qi.

……

Su Qi didn't care about these points either, as if he was shielding everything around him, his face was hidden in the shadows, immersed in his own thoughts.

As usual, the only difference is that in the past, Su Qi's eyes were empty when he pondered, as if he was sluggish, but at this time, he was a little more energetic.

Slightly pressed his brow, his slender fingers picked up the pen on the table, and turned it slightly between his fingertips. Sorting out what happened during this time, as well as the anomaly that appeared in the main personality this time.

The main personality of this body is a single-parent family, and he has been following his mother since he was sensible, and he doesn't know who his father is. The mother has always suffered from severe schizophrenia and depression, and sometimes she does not recognize or recognize her son, and she will do some strange and terrible things.

Although I will regret it afterwards and try my best to make up for it, but this growth environment coupled with the influence of congenital genes, the personality of the main personality has been very introverted, since the mother's illness, the mood swings are too great, and the temptation triggers autism, and it becomes more and more serious with age.

It wasn't until he was eight or nine years old that he didn't know what strange chemistry was going to happen in his brain, and his personality split, and he appeared as a second personality at that time.

But at the moment he appeared, he was fully conscious, and seemed to have a memory, but he couldn't remember anything. There was only one consciousness in his mind, which was given to him by his personality.

Stay alive...... Protect your mother......

If you can cure your mother's illness and make her not so painful......

And if you have the strength to do so, please help me suppress the crazy thoughts in the depths of my brain, I know that my brain is slowly undergoing some very horrible changes, I don't want to hurt anyone, I think I'm sick. Please help me keep my illness under control......

These four obsessions hit his consciousness like an imprint, just like the meaning and mission of his existence.

But the strange thing is that although he is a second personality, his relationship with the main personality is not like that described in those psychology books, the personality is completely separated, the individual personality does not have complete emotional senses, and the single personality takes over the body requires specific time conditions, does not know or deny the existence of the other, and has no memory of the other person after taking over the body.

None of these split-personality situations have occurred in him, he has been taking over the body for a long time, clearly aware of the existence of the main personality, and can smoothly and coherently mobilize all the memories of the main personality when it briefly took over the body.

He is like an independent consciousness, with joys, sorrows, and sorrows, although it is relatively weak in this body, and it requires special people and things to touch, but he can clearly perceive that it does exist.

These qualities made him subconsciously know that if he didn't fulfill those four obsessions, he wouldn't be bound by anything, but he still fulfilled them, for no reason, it seemed to be a belief and habit engraved in his soul.

But I don't know why when he made a life plan and completed these obsessions one by one, the main personality came out of control several times, unconsciously disrupting these plans and preventing his obsessions from being completed.

As if controlled by some kind of consciousness, the main personality rarely comes out, but every time it comes out, it has to be set according to a certain setting, and the devil does some strange things.

Just like this time, when he made a decision to be admitted to the first middle school in the provincial capital of Province D, and then sprinted to the psychology major of University A on this basis, the main personality seemed to be crazy and wanted to stop him.

After being rejected by him, he took advantage of his weak consciousness to control his body and apply for this Fengyang Middle School.

It's as if you're forced to pull yourself back to a fixed place and experience something.

Now that he has regained control of his body, it seems that the reason why the master wants to report to this high school is this girl named Zhou Yujie.

Su Qi raised his eyes to look at the back of Zhou Yujie, who was talking and laughing with his classmates in the front row, and a dark light flashed in his eyes.

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