"Mo Mo, Mo Mo?"

Chen's mother knocked the bowl in front of Chen Mo with chopsticks, "What's the daze, hurry up and eat, the food won't taste good if it's cold." In this moment, you have been distracted several times. ”

Chen Mo came back to his senses, picked up the dish with chopsticks, and before he put it in his mouth, he put the dish into his bowl, put the chopsticks aside, pushed away the rice bowl, lay on the table and chirped, "I can't eat, Mom." ”

"What's wrong?" Chen's mother tried it in front of Chen Mo's forehead with her hand, "There is no fever, is there something uncomfortable?"

Chen Mo pursed her lips and coquettishly, "I feel uncomfortable." ”

Chen's mother was so shocked that she threw away her chopsticks and pulled Chen Mo up, "This is a big deal, when did you start to hurt? Does your left arm hurt? Only your heart hurts, does it hurt in your back? I always tell you to stay up late, but I don't listen, this heartache is a precursor to a heart attack, you young people, I don't know the seriousness." ”

Chen Mo was pulled up by Chen's mother, she walked to the living room, put a nest on the sofa, hugged the pillow to her chest, looked at Chen's mother's appearance as if she was facing a great enemy, and couldn't help but laugh: "Mom, I said it is uncomfortable, not physiological, but psychological." It's just that it's stuffy, and I can't be happy about anything. ”

Chen's mother breathed a sigh of relief, she sat down next to Chen Mo, Chen Mo leaned on her shoulder, depressed, "Mom, I don't know what's wrong with me, it's just uncomfortable, but I can't say why it's uncomfortable, did I sleep too long?"

She came back from last night and was stuffy, if it weren't for the fact that her bladder couldn't stand it and was about to explode, she was confident that she could sleep until she got up too much tonight, she felt very tired, and the more she slept, the more tired she became.

Chen's mother said: "You still say, you came back last night and scared me and your father to death, and thought something happened to you." I didn't ask you if you woke up like no one, have you been in trouble lately?"

"No, I've not been doing well lately, I haven't told you yet, I saw Qingge dancing last night!" Chen Mo suddenly came to his senses, "That's the fairy going down to earth, it's the fairy going down to earth!"

Mother Chen nodded when she heard this, and asked strangely, "Didn't you just say that Qingge had a fever?" ”

"I woke up and saw the news that Qingge had a fever, it was estimated that I had a cold from dancing last night, it was very cold at night, she was wearing a very thin skirt, I patronized it and looked good, I forgot about it, and I ...... when I went to deliver clothes."

Last night's scenes resurfaced in Chen Mo's mind, under the dim and warm light of the street lamp, a beautiful girl in Hanfu snuggled up to that person......

Chen Mo was gone, and Chen's mother turned her head to look at her daughter and asked, "What happened later?"

"Later......" Chen Mo tilted her head, pillowed on the pillow, her eyebrows were sticky and frowning slightly, and her eyes were confused and doubtful, "Later, we went to look for her, and we saw her arguing with someone, and she cried, and then later, he came." He put clothes on Qingge and took Qingge away...... Later......"

Chen's mother quietly listened to her daughter's seemingly upside-down and chaotic words, and only heard Chen Mo's voice with a gloomy tone that couldn't be hidden, "Later, I learned that he and Qingge were in love...... I don't know at all, and I shouldn't know, I'm still angry with him, and I've been at odds with him for a long, long time. ”

Chen Mo now thinks back backwards, and feels that the recent events can be said to be unbelievable and inexplicable.

Obviously, on the day of the end of the National Day holiday, when that person came back, they were fine, talking and laughing, and that person also asked her to meet in the evening.

Fast forward to the beginning of November, and they really haven't had any communication for almost a month. It's only been a short twenty days, but why does she think it's so long.

Why still can't get used to life without him.

Chen's mother rubbed her daughter's smooth face with both hands, the touch was tender and smooth, better than white jade, and her daughter, who had been holding it in the palm of her hand for more than 20 years, has now grown up.

"Mo Mo, is the one you are talking about, is he the boy who came to the gate of the community before and brought you breakfast?"

Chen Mo was shocked when she heard this, and her eyes widened, "Mom, how do you know?"

Chen's mother gently twisted Chen Mo's nose, "Who in our community doesn't know you, that young man came to guard you at the door every day in those days, although I didn't see it, but the doorman told me, my mother thought you were in love at that time, and she was waiting for you to confess." But think about it may not be, if you are in love, how can you not tell me and your dad. ”

"That's it!" This guess really surprised Chen Mo, she fell in love with that person, "How is it possible, how can I be with that person, people will definitely look down on me, his ex-girlfriends are all school flowers, how can I be, impossible." ”

Chen's mother asked: "Since you think it's impossible, why do you feel uncomfortable knowing that he is in love with Qingge." ”

Chen Mo, who had a rebuttal just now, was immediately silenced.

"You will be uncomfortable, there are only two possibilities, either you like him, or the person you like is Qingge. ”

Chen Mo suddenly turned over and sat up straight, she blurted out loudly: "I'd rather like Qingge!"

She shouted back to her senses, "No, I already like Qingge." Yes, my Qingge fell in love and was snatched away by someone I hated, so I felt uncomfortable. ”

Chen's mother pursed her lips and smiled, pulled her daughter back on her shoulder, she reached out and gently patted Chen Mo's little face, "Momo, no matter whether the person you like is a man or a woman, you have to be clear about one thing, that is your own heart." You have been careless and arrogant since you were a child, and you have never been in love, not even a crush, and you have never heard you mention who you have ever been interested in. So you may not be able to tell what is liked. ”

Chen Mo felt that her mother's analysis was unreasonable, and retorted: "How can I like that person? There is no reason, what do I like about him? Yes, he has helped me a lot, but there are many people who help me, if the doctor also helps me, Wang Huanxin also helps me, Luo Wei also helps me, everyone is just friends." Even if he helped me a little more often, but judging from the current results, it was an ulterior motive, and the drunkard didn't mean to drink - he was going for Qingge!"

She and Qingge have a department and a dormitory, and when they went to the hospital for internship, she and Qingge almost stopped at the same time, sitting together, so it was no wonder that he would get together with them every day.

"Besides, the two have known each other since childhood, childhood sweethearts, and the two families are old friends, that is, they are a good match. Zhao Shiyi's ready-made words were moved by Chen Mo to live and learn, "The two are handsome and beautiful, a match made in heaven, and it is intolerable if they are not together." ”

Mother Chen couldn't help but laugh again, listening to this sour tone, she was still stiff-mouthed here, "Mo Mo, Mom asked you a question, then why don't you dare to say that person's name?"

"What don't I dare, he ......"

Gu Zixun's three words seemed to be under a spell, Chen Mo's mouth was half open, but he couldn't pronounce these three sounds. Not only could he not send it, but at this time, from Gu Zixun's name, Gu Zixun's face was thought of, followed by his voice, his smile, the way he walked, he helped her carry things, accompanied her to clean, sat together to eat, rode a motorcycle to help find things, and ...... Block the knife for her.

In the summer, the scorching sun was in the sky, the cicadas were chirping, everything was noisy and noisy, the white smoke was filled, and it was difficult to distinguish between friend and foe in the chaos, but the blood was dripping down through her clothes, and the blade flashed with cold light, piercing her heart and eyes, like a brand.

She owes him a favor all her life.

Chen Mo's eyes were sour, and the warm water rushed into her eyes, she suddenly hugged her mother's arm, feeling the temperature on her mother's body, which was a primitive sense of security, so that she no longer had any scruples.

"I don't understand, I really don't understand, why did he treat me like this, I knew he wouldn't like me, I also knew that it was impossible for me to be with him, I didn't think about it so much, I just wanted to be with him, meet and talk, but how...... Why didn't he even give me the chance to be a friend......"

Chen Mo whimpered, tears falling big and big, "I like Qingge very much, I like it very much, but I also ...... I like him too, and I like him too!"

"I don't dare to make him different from others, I try to make him the same as everyone else, so that I won't find out myself, in fact, he is in my heart, a long time ago, different from others......"

Chen's mother let her daughter cry bitterly in her arms, and the tears also fell, and her hand gently fell on her daughter's soft hair, gently caressing, so that her daughter could vent her long-suppressed emotions happily.

After this kind of unknown emotion takes root in people's hearts, some people find it early, and some people react slowly, but it does not affect the unforgettable feelings in the bottom of their hearts.

First love is often like this, whether it is successful or not, it is always different.

When Chen Mo cried for a while, and finally came to her senses, Chen's mother handed her the tissue paper, the mother and daughter both wiped their tears, Chen's mother smiled with red eyes: "Look at you crying, go wash your face with hot water, don't you still want to read Qingge?" Since you don't want people to know your careful thoughts, then hide it." Even if you are not afraid, you will not be afraid of revealing your stuffing, and it will be the same if you come back and hug your mother and cry, but don't hide it in your heart, your heart is heavy, and after a long time, you will get sick. ”

"I know it all, Mom, you're the best. Chen Mo was hoarse and crying, threw the tissue paper into the trash, rushed to the bathroom, filled the washbasin with hot water, put the whole face in it and soaked, and felt that her sore eyes were much more comfortable.

She looked up and saw that the person in the mirror was covered with water, his eyes were red and swollen, and his nose was red, but there was a smile on his face, and his eyes were shining.

Although she was still uncomfortable, some of the vague and inexplicable pressure was gone, making her whole person much more transparent from top to bottom.

It turned out that she was awkward for so many days because she fell in love with that person.