Chapter 85: Dreams
In a daze, I felt like I had a dream that I was lying on my back in the dark, unable to see or scream.
There was something cold and sharp, piercing all over my body, it hurt, it hurt so much, I wanted to struggle, but I was weak, I could only be at the mercy of others.
Soon, a lot of things that belonged to me in my body were taken away little by little, and the things flowing in my body slowly flowed out through many openings, making my consciousness more and more blurred, and my brain became heavier and heavier.
In a trance. A hoarse voice said to me, "You still have many enemies alive, and you are willing to die like this?"
I raised my head and said in confusion, "I'm not reconciled, but what can I do?"
The hoarse voice was silent for a moment, and then asked, "Xu Jian, Scar Dragon, Chen Chao, and many other people who have caused you harm in the past, do you hate them, do you want them to die?"
I nodded heavily: "Hope! I hate them to death! I want to break them to pieces!"
Suddenly, the environment around me changed, no longer in pitch black, but in a dilapidated warehouse, surrounded by people, all of them fierce-eyed bastards, and right in front, Xu Jian was lying on a bamboo chair, staring at me insidiously, smiling evilly, waving his hand and saying, "Come on, kill this waste for me!"
At the sound of the order, the bastards who surrounded me immediately raised their sticks in their hands and struck me on the head.
Shocked and angry, I yelled, "Ah!"
The next moment, the surroundings changed again. No longer in the old warehouse, but on the empty road, I was running hard, behind me was the Scar Dragon with a group of bastards chasing me, they kept swinging sticks and fruit knives at me, I tried my best to resist, but my fists were hard to beat four hands, every time I blocked the stick on the left, a knife appeared on the right, and after dodging the knife on the right, a stick would fall on the top of my head, I couldn't prevent it at all, and in a short time I was already bleeding from my head, and my whole body was covered with knife wounds.
In the end, the scar dragon roared, and finally caught up with me, viciously stabbed a dagger in his hand into my stomach, then pulled out, and then the bucket came in, repeated many times, until my whole stomach was full of holes, and the internal organs were almost rotten, and then I fell to the ground with a bang, and the scar dragon was holding a bloody dagger, standing beside me, with a hideous smile on his face, looking at me condescendingly, his mouth was squirming, looking at the mouth shape, it was clearly saying: "Bastard, dare to rob a woman with Lao Tzu, I can't kill you!"
I struggled frantically, screaming, hating and unwillingness, but I couldn't stop Scardragon from crouching down again and stabbing me with a dagger.
At this time, the environment changed again.
A small village appeared in front of me, and it was obvious that it was very poor, and there were brick houses everywhere. At this time, on the side of the road at the head of the village, there is a small open space, five or six children are playing ball, the oldest of which is called Chen Chao, eight or nine years old, five big and three thick, a head taller than children of the same age, kicking the ball very hard, so that other children dare not pick it up, can only avoid it from afar. Suddenly, Chen Chao turned his head and saw a four or five-year-old boy sitting on the low wall next to him, white and clean, but his right hand was covered with white hair, like the feet of a beast. He was watching them play with envy on his face.
Chen Chao had a burst of disgust on his face, and with a wave of his foot, the ball flew out in an instant, hitting the child's face, causing him to fall off the low wall on the spot, and fell on his back, and the other children saw this, and immediately let out a burst of laughter, Chen Chao walked up with his waist crossed, kicked the child in the stomach, and said viciously: "Qiao An, I have warned you many times." Since you don't listen to me, I'll give you a good look!"
The other children hesitated, followed suit, and pulled open their pants and peed on the child.
All of a sudden, the stench was overwhelming.
The child who was urinated on by a group of peers got up in a daze, and I don't know if it was because the newly sewn clothes on his body were dirty, or he was very aggrieved, and he cried out.
The cry alarmed a beautiful woman in her thirties, dressed plainly, but very clean, and hurried over. Pulling his child up from the ground, he was distressed and angry, and said to Chen Chao: "Why are you so vicious, I want to tell your parents!"
Chen Chao still crossed his waist, not afraid at all, learning from the appearance of an adult, looking at the beautiful woman unscrupulously, and said sharply: "You go to find it, my dad wishes you could go to him, he always said that you have a big butt when he eats, if you push him in bed for a night, he can be your grandson." ”
The beautiful woman couldn't be angry, so she said, "It's really a grandfather who has no mother's teaching", but Chen Chao was furious when he heard this, picked up a piece of mud from his feet, and hit the woman hard. scolded: "Stinky, if you dare to mention my mother, I will kill you!"
As he spoke, he kept picking up the dry mud, hitting it again and again, and scolded viciously: "Dead, dead, stinky!"
Obviously he was only an eight or nine-year-old child, but looking at the fierce look on his face, he couldn't even compare to some adults.
I stood in the distance, looking at this familiar scene, although I wanted to rush over, but I couldn't take a step, listening to the harsh "stinky" one after another, and finally I could only plop down and knock my forehead on the ground, tears flowed down my face, gritted my teeth and said: "Chen Chao, you are not allowed to scold my mother, you are not allowed to call her a again, otherwise I will kill you!"
In an instant, the distant scene disappeared again, and the surroundings turned back into darkness, and the hoarse voice sounded in my ears again, and he said, "When you were in the village, Chen Chao bullied you every day, do you hate him?"
I clenched my fists, with tears still on my face, and said viciously, "Hate!"
"What do you want to do to him?"
"I want to peel him and tear him up, and dismantle eight pieces!"
"If you want to, do it!"
The hoarse voice roared in my ear, like a bell, deafening, as if it were a shock, "As long as you take this step." Then everything in this world can't stop you, whether it's Xu Jian, Scar Dragon, or Chen Chao, you can break them into pieces at any time!"
The next moment, a doorway appeared in front of me, and everything around me turned black and white, as if the whole world was locked down, and there was only one way out of this doorway. I can get out of here and see the light of day again.
At this moment, my heart was already full of anger and resentment, and I clenched my fists so tightly that even my eyes became blood-red.
The hoarse voice said loudly: "From childhood to adulthood, everyone has bullied you and rejected you for eighteen years. Since the world has been failing you, then what do you have to be nostalgic for, hurry up and go up, as long as you enter that door, you will not only be able to completely liberate, but also trample all the enemies under your feet!"
I nodded heavily, and without hesitation, strode towards the door.
However, just as my feet were about to walk into the doorway, suddenly, a pleasant voice rang in my ears, "Ding Ding Ding, Ding Ding Ding." ”
It was as if someone was using a musical instrument and beating the melody of a song, which was so good that I was stunned. Even the lifted foot was still hanging in the air, and I forgot to put it down.
I listened quietly, and the more I listened, the more familiar it became, and suddenly, my whole body shook and I realized that it was the sound I had heard on the side of the road while I was doing physical training outside the school.
I used to think that someone was playing a prank behind the wall, and I never went over to see what was going on, but then I found that the sound of the other party banging on the wall was very pleasant, so I simply dispelled the past thoughts, and I was at ease to be a listener, and I listened to it for more than a month.
It's just that after the winter vacation, I first worked as a KTV waiter in the city center, and then became Wang Tiantian's bodyguard, which was too far away from No. 1 Middle School, so I didn't go to that park again, I didn't expect to hear this voice at this time.
For some reason, this voice seemed to have a huge magical power, and soon the anger and resentment in my heart receded like a tide, and not only did my blood-red vision return to its original state, but even the doorway in front of me slowly disappeared.
I could no longer hear that hoarse voice, but instead it was a female voice as soft as water, as if it were a natural sound, and whispered to me, "Joan, please don't lose hope in this world. ”
Almost instantly, I opened my eyes suddenly.
I saw myself standing by a small river, and the snow-white moon in the sky was reflected on the calm surface of the river.
Under a tree on the right-hand side, a woman in a long white dress stood quietly.
I looked at her, breathing for a moment.
The woman had silky, jet-black hair. Like a waterfall, it is not deliberately restrained, let it fall behind at will, some are blowing lightly with the wind, some are on the shoulders, fluttering, like aquatic plants. Her beauty is beyond words. What embarrassing flowers close the moon, sink fish and geese, what looks like a fairy, and the city and the country, these extreme descriptions are all lost at this moment, and I can't find any one that is enough to match her appearance and demeanor.
She was on the slender side, but she was very tall when she looked up, a head taller than me. Her eyes were blue, watery, and as deep as the sea, whether it was her eyebrows, nose, or lips...... Every inch is beautiful and flawless, and the combination is even more beautiful.
If Li Shuang is already the most beautiful girl I have ever seen, then the woman in the white dress in front of me can overshadow Li Shuang.
I stared at her blankly, in a trance, as if in a dream.
I saw the woman in the white dress slowly walk up to me, stretched out a pair of arms like snow lotus, gently hugged me, and said in that soft and pleasant voice like a heavenly sound: "You are here, I have been waiting for you for a long time." ”
I looked up, looked at her azure eyes, and said, "Who are you?"
She asked me, "Who do you want me to be?"
My mind was groggy. whispered: "You are so beautiful, you must be a fairy sister." ”
She smiled slightly, did not deny it, and said to me, "You're dying, you know?"
I nodded.
She said, "Do you still want to live?"
I nodded again.
"Stretch out your hand. ”
Without any hesitation, I slowly lifted my palm.
She looked me in the eye and reached out to grab my palm, interlocking her fingers with mine. Suddenly, the smile is bright, like a hundred flowers blooming, making the sky and the earth change color.
"With the fairy sister here, how can I let you die. ”
The next moment, the woman let go of me, took a few steps back, smiled softly, and her body slowly faded and disappeared in the blink of an eye.
At the same time, my consciousness returned to darkness, but unlike before, my already numb body was actually filled with all kinds of heart-rending pain.
Faintly, someone next to him was shocked and said: "It's incredible, his body functions are recovering, and even the bone marrow is beginning to regenerate!"