Yan Qingge cried enough, and Chen Mo glanced at each other, both of them were embarrassed with red eyes and tears, and they laughed out loud.

"Fortunately, Bai Lu has already left, otherwise he would definitely come out to see the two of us laughing. Pushing Yan Qingge to the bathroom to take a bath, she washed her face and came out first.

She saw Gu Zixun's missed call on her phone, she thought about it and dialed it back, Gu Zixun answered in seconds, "Chen Mo, I'm ......"

"Gu Zixun, happy birthday. Because she had been crying for too long, her voice was still a little hoarse, she coughed, and let herself try to talk to him in a cheerful voice, "Thank you very much for picking me up today, but there is also a sense of proportion between friends, and I have forgotten what happened in the haunted house." Happy birthday to you again, good friend. ”

She likes Gu Zixun, but she also likes herself.

Qingge said that she didn't like Gu Zixun, thinking that she might have explicitly rejected Gu Zixun. Gu Zixun's heart was hurt, and it was understandable to use her to heal in that ambiguous environment.

But she can't forgive, she is the baby of her parents, and she doesn't allow herself to be belittled like this, even if that person is Gu Zixun, whom she likes very, very much.

Gu Zixun was silent for a moment, and his voice couldn't hide the depression, "Your voice is like this, let's talk less." I'm sorry for today's incident. ”

"If you want to open up, you can't just stare at love between people, it's not easy for you, don't take it as an example, happy birthday. After speaking, Chen Mo hung up the phone.

When Qingge hugged her and cried, like a broken crystal doll, her heart ached.

I was stimulated too much today, the haunted house Gu Zixun Yan Qingge, the mood was sad and joyful, ups and downs, Chen Mo suddenly thought of her parents' requirements for her, not much, just three: health, peace, and happiness.

Happiness is a seemingly difficult but very simple thing, my mother said that people are unhappy because they ask too much and can't ask for it, so they are unhappy.

She doesn't want Gu Zixun anymore, she just likes Gu Zixun's happiness.

After Yan Qingge took a bath, Chen Mo had already laid a big blanket on the ground, and the heating was very sufficient, not cold at all. She pointed to the opposite position and said, "Yan Qingge, you have to give a reasonable explanation for your behavior today - but if you don't want to say it, it's okay, I'll chat with you, and you can eat and drink." She gestured to the frame to the side, and she had her snacks ready.

Yan Qingge sat opposite Chen Mo, put his hands on his cheeks and said sullenly: "I want to tell you, but I can't tell you." ”

"That's it. Chen Mo had a proposal, "I'll ask you questions, you can answer, if you don't want to answer, just pass." ”

Yan Qingge nodded in agreement, Chen Mo was sitting in a precarious position, taking a deep breath, his face became serious, the atmosphere was suddenly tense, Yan Qingge looked like a great enemy and was ready to accept Chen Mo's first question.

"Excuse me, after today, will you want to give up your life?"

There was an eerie silence in the room.

After a few seconds, Yan Qingge suspected that he had misheard, "Mo Mo, are you trying to make me laugh?"

Chen Moxiu's eyebrows tightened, "Please answer seriously!"

Yan Qingge shook his head and said solemnly: "No, I will never." I will cherish my life. ”

Chen Mo breathed a long sigh of relief, his eyes were crooked like the moon, and he smiled: "That's good." ”

I'm afraid I'll do something stupid.

Yan Qingge took Chen Mo's hand, shook it gently, and then let go and sat down, everything was silent.

Chen Mo continued to ask the second question, "Excuse me, will you leave here after today?" This question is different from the seriousness of the first question, revealing a little caution.

Yan Qingge's thin lips pursed and he smiled, his tone was very pleasant, "No." ”

"It's beautiful. Chen Mo's whole person relaxed, "I'm afraid that you will suddenly run to a place like in the TV series and don't tell anyone, then I won't be able to see you in the future." ”

Yan Qingge said: "I will not leave this city, there are people who are very important to me. ”

"For example?" Chen Mo hinted with a wink.

Yan Qingge understood what Chen Mo meant, and smiled comfortably, "No need to be like, there are you." ”

Between coming and asking, the atmosphere became lively and joyful, Chen Mo handed Yan Qingge a bag of potato chips, and then he tore open a bag and grabbed it and ate it, and the potato chips made a snapping sound in his mouth.

Crying too much will also consume physical strength, Chen Mo felt that he had eaten a big bowl of rice at noon in vain, Yan Qingge also tore open a bag of biscuits and ate them in small bites.

Chen Mo unscrewed a bottle of drink and poured two sips on his back, "Then I'm going to ask a third question." ”

"Excuse me, after today, do you dare to face the person who made you sad?" Chen Mo looked at Yan Qingge, "The person in front of you, no longer hiding or escaping, no longer letting yourself be influenced by that person, is it okay?"

Yan Qingge's action of chewing biscuits slowed down, Chen Mo screwed the cap of the drink bottle in advance, handed it to her, and waited for her to answer, "I ......" and then there was no follow-up.

Chen Mo smiled, she wanted to tell Yan Qingge these words for a long time, but she never dared to say them, she was afraid that Yan Qingge's tears, one by one, would fall on her heart and burn her heart out of a hole.

"Qingge, I don't know if you noticed it yourself, since Dr. Ruocun came, your emotions have often been affected by him. At the beginning, we went to the hospital for an internship, you were a fairy, a loner, and you didn't care about anything. After we got to know each other, I learned that fairies are also ordinary people. You started eating and playing with us, and I could feel your joy. ”

"But since Dr. Wakano came, it was different. I didn't know what your abnormality was at the time, but now I know that you care about him, but you're afraid of being known that you care about him. I'm also afraid of being known by myself, so you've been avoiding him, probably because of something you can't say. ”

Yan Qingge took a sip of the drink, stretched his eyebrows again, looked at Chen Mo with relief in his eyes, and sighed with a smile: "You said that you were impulsive and reckless, but you can see it so clearly." It had nothing to do with him, everything was my fault, I thought he wouldn't come back and would live happily ever after......"

"He's happy, what about you?" Chen Mo pointed out the hidden meaning of Yan Qingge's words, "For so many years, you haven't forgotten him, and you even plan to live like this for the rest of your life." But as soon as he appears, you can't control yourself at all, you push yourself into a corner, and make yourself so miserable. ”

Chen Mo got up and sat next to Yan Qingge, Yan Qingge leaned his head on Chen Mo's shoulder, Chen Mo's voice was like a clear spring, full of vitality and strength, "Qingge, don't be afraid, we don't hide, we will face it." Leave it to death and live later, that road doesn't work, so take another way. ”

"Momo. Yan Qingge leaned on this sun-like girl, "You are truly brave, it's good to be like this." ”

The afterglow of the setting sun shines through the windows into the house, casting a golden circle of light on the girls leaning on each other, and the cold wind outside makes the house warm as spring.

Dear girl, you don't have to be afraid, there will be someone who will always be with you, tear up those fears, fears, you can, come on!

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Gu Zixun was already very sure that Chen Mo was avoiding him. After a phone call yesterday, he was disheartened, but it was okay for him to want to go back to square one, everyone was still friends.

But when we met this morning, Chen Mo took a couple of gossips, and then found an excuse to sneak away.

Said to be a friend, but did anyone do this? Sure enough, what he was afraid of happened, although he didn't confess, but Chen Mo had already begun to avoid him.

Thinking about it, he could only go to Yan Qingge and ask her to help make an appointment with Chen Mo at night, Yan Qing smiled apologetically, "You can't find anyone today, she has something to do, it's really not to hide from you, you can find her tomorrow." ”

Gu Zixun's expression was bitter, "I asked in the afternoon, and she said that she had something to do tonight, and she had already made an appointment with Dr. Shen tomorrow, and she didn't have time to play together." ”

"Actually, I don't understand why Mo Mo is avoiding you, it shouldn't be. Yan Qingge shrugged, "Work harder." ”

Gu Zixun looked Yan Qingge up and down, "How do I think, you are a little different, I feel that the whole person is much more energetic." ”

"Really?" Yan Qingge touched his face and smiled, "That's Mo Mo gave me some of her things." She patted Gu Zixun on the shoulder, "Come on." ”

After returning for a long time, Gu Zixun comforted himself, fortunately, he could still meet and talk, it was better than being blocked.

When he got off work, Gu Zixun's tutor called him and gave him a box to send back to the skills room at night. The skills room of the hospital is a specially set up place for doctors to practice, which has all the equipment and materials, and there is only one key for each department, which is in the hands of the director, and you need to apply for it when you use it.

Gu Zixun often carried a pig's head to practice flap suturing when he was in surgery, which is more familiar than other interns who may not have been there once.

After a few bites of food in the evening, he took the elevator to the top floor with the box, but saw a faint light shining through the glass on the door of the skill room, and after he took two steps, the light disappeared.

Someone in there?