Chapter 121: Rain Dye Zijin (Zhang Liang Fan Waiyi)

The clouds rise and the rain dye the children

When Han Fei handed him the seemingly ordinary bamboo slip, his expression was calm but still desolate.

The Qin State intended to send troops to destroy Korea, but the reason why Ying Zhenggong was the first to attack South Korea is incredible, just to get Han Fei, the master of the Legalists.

On the trip to Qin, Han Fei had no choice. As a descendant of the royal family, on the one hand, he is loyal to the country, and on the other hand, he is coerced by Great Qin.

Han Fei told him to leave Korea with this volume of "Canglong" and return to his place of study, the Confucian Little Sage Village.

The temple is filthy and the people are disheartened, South Korea is already irretrievable, and even if Han Fei is better than Shang Ying, he has no strength to recover.

And Han Fei finally went away and never returned, and it was a long time before he realized that Han Fei did not die from Li Si's frame, but the black hand of the Yin and Yang family hidden behind the empire. And the root of the Qiē incident all stems from the secret 'Canglong Qisu' that has been passed down for thousands of years.

Before going to Qin, Han Fei explained a lot to him, like passing a dying spark to his hands, but why did he choose him?

Han Fei just said: "The Mandate of Heaven is predetermined, every qiē has cause and effect, you are the most suitable person to keep Canglong." ”

So, fate played out according to the established script, and when the eastern Canglong sky was strange, he met her.

It was a remote street in Songhai, and a huge force that appeared out of nowhere set off a dark chaos, tearing open the cracks of time and space.

She appeared beside him, covered in bruises and unconscious. Her strange dress and dress made him realize that she was the one he had been waiting for.

The fewer people notice her, the better.

He quickly picked her up, asked the woman in the tailor shop to help her change into the clothes of an ordinary woman, and hurried back to the little sage village.

As soon as he settled down, he looked at her pale face sleeping on the bed, and slowly became ruddy, sleeping quietly, without a trace of sad ripples, like a child who had fallen into a sweet dream.

Han Fei's last entrustment, this woman from the future, has too many secrets hidden in her body that cannot be known to the world, which will directly affect the general trend of the world.

How to let her stay in Confucianism without being suspected by anyone, he was still a little hesitant about the plan in his heart.

South Korea no longer exists, and his family has returned to the loess, Han Fei is gone, the smoke of the past is like a wooden kite, and the heart is always tied to the line, swaying in the wind, and this girl is connected with too many memories of the past. Once he was young and weak and could only witness the destruction of the country and his family, now, he has to protect her, and he can't make a mistake.

He made up a perfect lie, and Confucianism thought that this girl was his fiancée in his homeland.

Her name is Xu Ziyu. Friends of the wind and rain, clouds and wind are friends, and rain is the son.

He saw her sigh and wrote on the bamboo slip: Go to the poor place of the water, and sit and watch the clouds rise.

He comforted her: the rain is born from the clouds, and the rain will become a stream when it falls.

Her eyes moved slightly, and Leng Chen's blank eyes seemed to have a little light.

He gave her a new identity, a descendant of Han Xiangshen, Shen Yun.

There were a few times when he deliberately called her a lady, originally just to bring her into the play, so as not to show her feet and do anything wrong. And she blushed slightly, obviously cramped, just a little girl in the usual way, but like a feather gently brushing in his heart.

He likes to call her Yun'er, intimate like a relative, a warm word.

Whether he called Niangzi or Yun'er, she thought it was his bohemian trickery, and she thought he was just acting. And he understands that this intimacy does not have a hint of fakeness, but seems to come from the closeness of the heart. Is it time that hasn't worn away the pain in his heart, he suddenly feels very nostalgic for such a feeling, a feeling of home, even if it is a play.

She comes from the future and is naturally different from today's people.

And for him, the most impressive thing was her eyes. Looking at everything around him, even with trepidation, but quickly digesting seems to have honestly endured a change, and can regain his vitality after seeing the sun, looking at all the unknown with an appreciative gaze, just like the strange poem she read to him, and her special interpretation.

"Empty your cup and make life think differently. ”

"The inner attachment to the past is indeed impressive, but the pursuit of life cannot be abruptly stopped, why not empty your cup and let people do a different kind of imagination in life?"

He wondered if he could empty the cup, and what had driven him to work without hesitation was because of past hatred or true righteousness.

Because she knows his past, his present and his future, can she touch his heart?

There are too many such details, like drops of water, little by little seeping into his heart, pervasive, silently changing something.

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He didn't know why he was suddenly interested in competing with her in arithmetic, arithmetic was the most boring subject for him on weekdays, maybe he was just curious, she would definitely have weird and crooked reasoning, so that boring things became very chatty.

Not to his surprise, he didn't answer her question correctly, and his question completely stumped her. Watching her persistence in completely defeating his seriousness and persistence, something is fixed in her heart.

For some reason, this girl always has a little bit of stubbornness that deliberately resists him and does it against him, and her eyes when she is angry seem to be unshaven to him, but they are so unpretentious and clear, which makes people look at why there is a kind of kind of cordial and warm comfort.

He found her very amusing, and he always teased her, consciously or unconsciously, watching how unconvinced she was, saying a set of strange but plausible remarks, and finally arguing about how he was red-faced and indignant.

It may be a bit boring, but he enjoys it......

With Yan Lu, he is clear and open-minded, and with her, he is the most temperamental himself.

His heart was full of something, but he didn't know what it meant.

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I don't know when something between them slowly became more and more subtle.

Maybe it was already night, but she didn't know where she went, and he was worried for half an hour.

Maybe it was the first time they shook hands, and something seemed to ignite in each other's palms.

Maybe it was the time he helped her with the medicine, and they were so close to each other, and her messy breath blew into his heart, as if something was stirring up.

Or maybe...... It was that time in the library that she asked him why he was guarding her like a prisoner, and if he was using her?

A kind of gloom suddenly fell to the bottom of my heart. He was also asking himself, why did he want to protect her with all his heart and even too much force, was it really a responsibility? Is it the sympathy of his confidant, or is there really something else?

He said, "I'm sorry, I've been the one who has been making decisions for you. “

He said: "I have been worrying about it for a long time, and suddenly a person needs to be taken care of by me, and I am really a little unaccustomed to it for a while. “

He saw her soften, her eyes flashing with apology, understanding, and the need to warm each other.

"The same is the end of the world, why should we have known each other. “

The two hearts are getting closer and closer, and confidantes are their bottom line.

It's just that he finally found out that something was wrong with him.

When he saw Fusu looking at her with such a strange look, when he saw the crowd pushing her into Fusu's arms, there was something crazy about it, which made him lose a little calm in a thought.

Suddenly appeared, vigilantly affirming that she was his wife, and he claimed his ownership in such a high-profile manner as a child who protected his beloved things, and did not allow others to touch half an inch.

What's wrong with you?

And the love that has been brewing for a long time is getting stronger and stronger, and only the last layer of vulnerable defense remains, which will be pierced at the slightest touch, making people inescapable.

Seeing her frightened by the nightmare, he took her into his arms with pity. This young girl turned out to be so afraid, afraid of the world, afraid of blood and killing, she came to a world that scared her, but she couldn't find her way back. She seemed to be lost, because he had also been confused, unable to see the way and where to go......

His body tightly wrapped around her trembling her, using his body temperature to melt the coldness of her hair and skin inch by inch, the most intimate surround of the two, this feeling of dependence made him reluctant to let go.

He finally asked himself bluntly in his heart, could it be that he had already moved his heart? He didn't know how to answer himself, and his heart was like a drum, and he betrayed him completely.

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The days with her are always a little ridiculous, some are noisy, some are teasing each other, and inadvertently, there are too many touches in the bottom of my heart, which grow like vines and crawl all over my heart.

He kissed her on the forehead as she half-dreamed and half-awake while talking cute nonsense.

"How long can you protect me for a while, I am cowardly, cowardly, and incompetent, and sooner or later I will become your burden. ”

"Actually, what I can't bear the most is you, I'm afraid that I'll fall deeper and deeper, and I can't do without you in the end, what should I do?"

He held her hand and smiled warmly, whispering in her ear: With me, how can you be cowardly?

In fact, he knows better than anyone that she is not so cowardly, but she seems to be weak but her body and mind are soft, like a kitten, she can reduce the damage when she falls, and at the moment she stands up, she stubbornly laughs and laughs at herself, teasing and laughing at herself; this is her ability to face falls, not resisting, not obsessed, and always grateful.

In the past, he couldn't protect everything and lost everything, but now, he hopes that she can always be by his side and be protected by him forever, like the most important relative. What has been missing in my heart has been filled in at this time, and I haven't been so down-to-earth for a long time.

It's just that he understands that she is afraid of this world, and it is more suitable for her to return to the original world after all.

He sighed softly, some things are good to experience in his heart, and it is also a rare time to experience the same together.

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Their wedding was originally just an orderly cutscene, but there were too many unexpected mistakes.

Looking at her in a happy dress, he was a little stunned.

The flame of the red candle flickered, and it glowed with colorful light, reflecting her flushed cheeks. She is his lady, and it seems to be real and illusory.

He was inexplicably drunk that day, he shouldn't have taken the medicine on time to get drunk, could it be that she was angry with herself again? Is it because Fu Lin was jealous? He suddenly felt that it was also very good to be drunk, and it was rare to have a confused dream, and I didn't know how she would change her way to play tricks on him, but it was also quite interesting.

Unexpectedly, she also fell ill and slept dimly, and the plan to plot against him was not implemented at all, but the candle in the cave room almost came true.

He couldn't remember many details clearly when he was drunk, but the pain on his lips he thought he would never forget in his life.

He suddenly sobered up, looking at her who was pressed under him, the salty smell of blood on his lips made him a little dazed, until the picture of a passionate kiss suddenly scraped through his mind.

He kissed her, the drunken self, the undisguised self, the unscrupulous self.

He walked out of the house with messy steps, buried his head in the water and woke up for a moment. When he went back and saw her reddish eyes, he was stunned, how could he explain his behavior? What was the best protection for her? Can he really be selfish and keep her by his side?

The words of explanation took a long time before they spoke.

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He took her to the boulder in the back mountain to see the starry sky, which was a place where only he would go.

He wanted to light the beacon fire of the future, and he had hesitated and been unable to do so. Many times of meditating alone, and even Yan Lu didn't mention it too much in front of him, it was too heavy a burden, and there was the whole Confucianism behind them.

And she sued him for what a just war was. Carefully and delicately untie the knot in his heart, she is so calm, objective and firm when she says these words, she comes from the future, has a more long-term perspective, and many times some things will be understood more deeply than he imagined.

"A just war, punishing evil and promoting good, will not cause greater damage and harm to peace, order and justice. “

"Even though the process will involve many sacrifices, it has also brought about a leap forward in the times when it gives us the scars of grief. “

He's always enjoyed moments like this, talking side by side with her, talking freely, and a little bit of imagination.

It's the same today, but it's different.

"I'm just a passer-by in the wrong place," she said. ”

He said, "If you can go back, you have to forget about the blood and suffering here, do you know?"

He took her into his arms, obviously knowing that they loved each other, but there was always a faint sadness in his words.

Is it a passerby? None of them have an answer.

A warm tear fell on the back of his hand, how deep he fell, how long the memory would be, but it was not a kind of luck to meet someone who was really worthy of his thoughts.

Tonight, what is the night, see this encounter. Zi Xi Zi Xi, such an encounter with He!

They love each other like this, but they maintain that distance, which is a buffer of time and space between each other, with a little less force, leaving room for each other, maybe parting will not be so painful.

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The good news came so suddenly, he couldn't hide his joy to hold her hand and remind her to salute and thank her.

The auspicious words that Chu Nangong gave them, he was convinced.

"There is no peace, there is no return, there is no blame for hardship, do not be sympathetic, and be blessed with food." “

The bumpy road ahead is inevitable, and he and she will eventually be able to hold the hand of their son and grow old with him.

She tried to adapt here, tried to strengthen herself, and didn't want to be a burden to him, he saw it all. They have the ideal of common efforts, the same goal, and two hearts that can soothe each other, and he actually really feels that he and her are so suitable. Hand in hand with her in this life, advance and retreat together, it will be a very complete journey.

God arranged a romantic scene for them, and on that stormy night, he was trapped in the valley with her.

She said, "I think I'm going to rely on you for the rest of my life." Are you afraid?"

"I'm afraid. He replied with a smile, "I'm afraid you'll suffer with me." ”

He didn't expect her to confess like this.

She buried her crimson face in his chest and told him firmly that she didn't want to regret it, she wanted to help him take on more...... She was going to give him her whole life......

The last trace of hesitation was swept away by her words, and they kissed on a rainy night, inseparable, no longer separated from each other, and the road ahead walked side by side, holding the end of the world.

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No equals.

The quiet days of Little Sage Village will eventually go back, Confucianism is popular, and her identity is also known by the empire and the Yin and Yang family.

He deeply believed in what Chu Nangong said, understood the twists and turns and trials of Yiqiē, as long as he was unswerving, there would be good results, but he would still be afraid.

Just like that day, she was taken to a mirage by the princess and did not return. His mind was drained, and he didn't want to think about anything, just waited outside the door and stood for a long time. There was no bad news, and with Princess Fusu here, she would be fine, and he knew very well why he was still so distracted.

More and more can't afford to lose her, the slightest possibility can't be tolerated.

He watched her weep, worried that he was a person who was outside the established history, that his future wife, and his children would not have anything to do with her, and his heart was uncontrollable. Her attachment is the weight she wants to carry the most, and it is also the responsibility she dares not to take advantage of.

He kissed away the tears on her cheeks, his arms carefully encircled her firmly, and every movement contained an indissoluble tenderness, and he hugged each other and slept this night.

It turned out that they were all stupidly afraid.

He wanted to grant her a home, word by word, and told her with great clarity that no matter what happened, she must believe his oath.

This is a centering stone that reassures the panicked heart.

There is cause and effect, she is his, and no one can change her fate.

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