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There was a hint of sparkle in Su Qingxue's beautiful eyes, and she asked a little uncertainly, "Really?"

Ye Fan sighed, knowing that the woman still had doubts, he couldn't help but have a trace of memory in his eyes, and said, "Wife, let me tell you something, it's about my past...... After you listen to it, you may understand......"

"Hmm...... What's the matter?"

Ye Fan took a sip of wine and said leisurely: "When I was eighteen years old, just two months before the Holy War was launched, in fact, I never thought of fighting such a battle that seemed to have almost no chance of winning.

You must know that at that time, the old rulers not only had my master Black Emperor and Master Niang White Queen, but also several A-level organizations as vassals, close to the legend level powerhouses, at least ten or more......"

Su Qingxue was puzzled when she heard this, "Then why did you suddenly want to fight?"

"Because ......" Ye Fan's eyes flashed with a look of pain, "A person who is very important to me has been poisoned by the Divine Court......

I had a very dark time when I couldn't see hope, and it was that person who helped me out of the shadows and made me feel that there are still many things worth doing in this world, not only killing, not only war, my hands can kill, but they can also save people......"

Su Qingxue remembered that at the Scith Conference that day, when the newspaper introduced Ye Fan's legendary career, it was said that Ye Fan had changed his career of killing and constantly saved people on the battlefield.

"Is it because of that person that you started to save people?" asked Su Qingxue.

Ye Fan nodded, "Yes, without her, I might not know where I am now, I may have died a long time ago, maybe ...... Anyway, I learned that she had been poisoned, and it was very painful, as if the whole world had been dark again.

I don't know what to do, I don't know where to go, it's the Holy Court, I'm going to take revenge, against a behemoth like this?

Once I take that step, it means that I will also leave the Old Dominator, that is, revenge means directly opposing the two quasi-S-class organizations...... And the power they can control can almost turn the whole world into a hell Shura field......"

"But you're still going to get revenge, aren't you?" said Su Qingxue.

Ye Fan smiled, "Yes, I know that it is self-defeating to break into the Divine Court, so I lured out the archangel who poisoned him at that time and killed him outside......

From that day on, my companions decided to join me in leaving the Old Dominator and fighting a war for two years......"

"What made you make up your mind?" Su Qingxue said curiously.

"It's nothing, just met someone".

"Who?"

Ye Fan smiled self-deprecatingly, "You may not believe it when you say it, it was a woman I didn't know who it was, and I met it in a tavern in Siberia." ”

Su Qingxue frowned, and said a little uncomfortably: "What did you say...... Isn't it just a ......?"

Ye Fan also said calmly, "Wife, if I tell you that I didn't find a woman when I was abroad, it would be a lie to you, we people need to relax and vent...... So ......"

Su Qingxue bit her thin lip, although she could have thought that Ye Fan had been playing abroad a lot, but Ye Fan really told her directly, which still made Su Qingxue feel uncomfortable.

Sighing, Su Qingxue put aside the messy thoughts in her head and said, "Go on, that woman, how did you make such a decision?"

Ye Fan grinned and said with a smile: "I have been depressed for a long time, I have been in Siberia for half a month, drinking every day, I can't make up my mind, I don't know what to do in the next life......

After I had drunk a lot that day, I told the woman what was going on with my troubles...... She asked me if I was trying to escape something, or to fear something, and I was living there with wine......

I said yes, and I asked her, if it were her, what would she do when she encountered something that she couldn't choose at all?"

When Ye Fan said this, he shook his head with a wry smile, "She laughed at me, saying that I actually asked a woman like her, such a serious life question......"

Su Qingxue couldn't help but glance at him, "You won't tell me, you just heard her say that you want revenge, so you go to take revenge, right......?"

Ye Fan smiled, took a sip of the rest of the beer, and said: "Of course I won't tell her anything specific, and she didn't tell me how to choose, she only told me a paragraph, and I still remember it very clearly......

She said that if you want to escape from those things that make you feel right, but also make you feel sad and afraid, there will always be something passing in your heart, and in the end, you will be an empty shell......

If you feel like your emotions are too chaotic to know what to do, find a place with clear boundaries to free yourself and clear your mind......

That's why, women in the world want to find men, men want to find women, nothing is simpler and cruder than what men and women do, many times it has nothing to do with what moral chastity, just let you return to the most primitive appearance......

You need to make yourself aware that you still have enough passion and desire to live!"

Ye Fan flattened the beer can in his hand, looked at Su Qingxue and said, "From that moment on, I understood a truth, there are actually not so many roads to go in life.

There is only one path in front of you, and all you can do is keep moving forward, or die in the present.

The woman in the tavern didn't know anything about life, and she didn't know who I was......

But no matter how she became a young lady in the tavern, she lived more freely than I did, she accepted her fate calmly, followed her path, and maintained her passion for life......"

Ye Fan stretched out his hand and put it on Su Qingxue's shoulder, "Wife, do you think that woman is very cheap?

Su Qingxue was stunned, and was silent for a while before muttering: "Because human instinct is to live, for the desire in your heart...... My mom, she wants to live too......"

Ye Fan smiled: "Now you believe it, I really don't mean to look down on it, so you don't have to mention this to me at all, you are you, your mother is your mother, she gave birth to you, no matter what she did, she is my mother-in-law......"

Su Qingxue frowned and said: "Don't get me wrong, although my mother went to a nightclub to do it, she was originally a woman from a good family, but she was deceived by that Zhang Tao, and in order to support me, she had to give in."

That Zhang Tao was only my stepfather, and after my mother died, he was the one who sent me to the welfare home......"

(三七 Chinese.)