Chapter 67: Panic

"Hmm...... I like Natsume a lot. ”

Gu Mingdi pointed his chin with his fingers, tilted his little head and thought about it, and nodded seriously.

"No, I like Natsume very much. ”

The little girl thought again for a moment before correcting.

"Yes, yes?"

Gu Ming Dijue's expression was a little unnatural, but thanks to his perennial three nothings, this subtle unnaturalness was quickly controlled and covered up by the monster girl.

It's a pity that I can't escape the fiery eyes of Gu Mingdi's love.

The little girl leaned over to her sister, her eyes narrowed, and her expression narrowed.

"Sister ~ sister ~ you, why ~ why ~ why ~ suddenly asked this question of love?"

"I, let me confirm if you are still hostile to Natsume, do you remember that you wanted to kill Natsume when you disagreed? Now you are both members of the Earth Spirit Temple, you need to get along well, I'm worried about your ......"

Gu Ming was flustered, and casually said many excuses that he didn't believe. Gu Ming Di Love is indeed hostile to Natsume, but those hostilities have long been resolved, and the closest thing to Natsume on weekdays is Gu Ming Di Love, and her mental state has become more and more stable during this time, and the probability of going crazy is extremely small. Gu Ming Dijue also knew that he was wrong, his voice became weaker and weaker, and finally closed his mouth in embarrassment.

"Hmph, I know what you're worried about, sister, but don't worry, I do like Natsume very, very much......"

Gu Mingdi turned his back to look at his sister, and just when Gu Mingdi felt scared, a warm smile suddenly bloomed on the little girl's face, like morning light.

"But I like my sister the most. ”

"Love ......"

Gu Mingdijue's eyes were stunned, today's Gu Ming love is almost no different from the Gu Ming love in her memory, even better than the sister in her memory, she has experienced hardship, but she has not been defeated, but stood up and became a better self.

Gu Ming was moved.

"Besides, I'm still young, and it's very far away from falling in love, so Natsume has to wait for a while, and during this time, I'll trouble my sister to take care of Natsume......?

Gu Mingdijue's emotion suddenly vanished, and she stared at Gu Mingdilian, who was deep in thought, and slowly narrowed her eyes.

"Oh, sister, don't look at me like that, love is a joke. If you block others from falling in love, you're going to be kicked to death by a horse?But in the future, you're going to marry Natsume, sister, what do you think?"

Gu Ming smiled and waved his hand to disperse Gu Ming Dijue's deliberately gloomy gaze, and when he heard her last words, Gu Ming Dijue nodded in agreement and thoughtfully.

"You're right, that's a good thing...... We'll talk about it when you're older. ”

The concept of marriage of monsters is naturally different from that of humans, and although Gu Ming Dijue is much more civilized than ordinary monsters, his way of thinking still has the style of monsters. At least for the monsters, it is a matter of course that the strong have more resources, they don't need righteousness or etiquette to modify anything, the strong is the strong, that is, they will have more.

And Natsume, as the strongest person in the old hell, although he didn't show any extravagant materialism, but marrying the Komeichi sisters at the same time was really nothing to him, and even the monsters would think it was a good thing, at least the sisters didn't have to separate.

Natsume didn't know that his future had been easily decided by the Komeichi sisters in a few words, and he was lying on his bed, tossing and turning, unable to sleep, wrapped his head in the quilt, and shivering. Natsume didn't actually settle down at all, and a large part of his composure in front of Komei Jijue was performed, because he didn't want others to worry about him. Natsume listened to his heartbeat, his heart seemed to be back to normal, diligently maintaining his blood flow and energy transmission, one of the most important organs in his body. But Natsume knew that this was just an illusion, another him, that monster had always been dormant in his heart, never leaving, just being restrained by people, helpless to sleep. When he woke up, it was the day of his own destruction, and Natsume was helpless about it, and nothing could be done.

He was actually scared, really scared, and he was about to cry.

Natsume didn't know why he was in this situation, because he was a fake?

But he already has a life of his own.

Why did he have to understand this after he had the motivation to survive and the belief to live, and after "survival" was no longer just a task?

He also has his own emotional bonds, his own connections, his own family, he is no longer just "living", but "living", if he dies, Jue will be sad, love will be sad, Ah Li will be sad, they will be sad, just like that silver-haired girl!

Why should I disappear, haven't you all disappeared? Then go on and disappear, don't come back!

Natsume's eyes were closed, the tears that had not yet been shed had dried up before he knew it, and the fear in his heart was rapidly turning into anger. In the darkness in front of him, an ugly and hateful face seemed to emerge, a prajna he had made with his own hands, a manifestation of the hatred in his heart, a face that opened its mouth and bared its fangs, and let out a terrible wail.

Natsume slammed the quilt away and sat up, his scarlet eyes full of anger and determination.

"The soul is stored in the heart, and the intellect is in the brain. ”

Every word he spat out was as cold as steel, and the young man ripped open the placket of his shirt, revealing his white-skinned, strong chest.

"That's the knowledge you left me, isn't it? That means you're actually in my heart right now, right?"

The scholar climbed onto his shoulder at some point, and the spirit crystal servant seemed vaguely aware of what Natsume was about to do, and it exhorted in the old man's voice:

[Master, don't be impulsive. At the slightest mistake, you could fall on the spot. 】

"I don't have the impulse, I just want to break free from the shackles of the past and cut off the connection with the past. Besides, even if something does go wrong and I accidentally die......"

Natsume lowered his head and stared at the scholar, to be precise, at the Astral Plane stored in the scholar's body, which was his backup, his second life.

"Isn't there still you?"

"Help me light the fire, I'm up to it. ”