In the third chapter, the drunkard does not mean to drink

In a small bar near Huasheng Property.

"Brother, you drink less, you didn't say a word for ten minutes when you came in, you drank three bottles of beer, I know that Lin Xiaoru is uncomfortable when she gets married, but after all, that was six years ago. Looking at Pan Tianming's dull and red eyes, constantly pouring beer into his stomach, Pan Tianyu knew his mood, because Pan Tianming has not changed at all in the past six years, and he is always like this when he is sad.

Pan Tianming looked at his younger brother Pan Tianyu with a foggy gaze, and shook his head helplessly. Drunken said,

"Xiaoyu, then you tell my brother, why did she get married, am I not good to her? For her, I can go up the knife mountain and go down to the sea of fire, for her, I have been in prison for six years, and I have never even felt regretful. She also said that she would love me for the rest of her life, why do you get married now?" Pan Tianming said, the tears in his eyes could no longer be held back, and drop by drop fell on the table.

Pan Tianyu saw his brother like this, and he felt uncomfortable.

"Brother, don't be like this, I still have to go back to work, I don't dare to leave like this. ”

Pan Tianming stared at Pan Tianyu with red eyes, and shook his head again, "Go to work, what kind of work, be a broken security guard? Is this Lin Xiaoru, in order to thank me, I took care of the job you gave you? She is married...... Xiaoyu, I heard my brother say, don't go today, go and quit your job tomorrow. Let's have a little backbone, it's not uncommon!"

Pan Tianyu frowned, and said embarrassedly, "Brother, I'm afraid you're drunk! I can earn four thousand yuan a month by working here! Do you know what this means? This means that I can gain a firm foothold in City A." It's been six years since you and Lin Xiaoru happened, what did you get for her to go to the knife mountain and go down the oil pot?

Pan Tianming shook his head, his eyes were red, he took a sip of wine, patted his younger brother's shoulder and said, "Tianyu, I'm not drunk, I'm very sober now, there is something I thought about before I came, I'll tell you later, but you must know that I didn't know that Lin Xiaoru introduced you here before I came." ”

Pan Tianyu was speechless for a while.

Pan Tianming took a sip of wine gently, looked at Pan Tianyu's puzzled eyes and continued, "In the past six years in prison, I have been receiving ideological education in prison, and they have asked me to be a good person every day. But I couldn't figure it out, was I a bad person? If it weren't for the ruffians who came to find fault, would I have been able to kill someone? Heh, I was almost betrayed and executed, and I wondered how I survived. ”

After taking another sip of wine, without waiting for Pan Tianyu to answer, he said, "Tianyu, Lin Xiaoru is married, I am indeed sad, because she is the woman I love the most, and I will never forget the matter between me and her in my life, but what does this mean? Now I am afraid that I am the only one in the world who is hurting because of this matter, the pain is painful, but it is meaningless!"

Pan Tianyu became more and more curious when he listened, and he could see that Pan Tianming must have something to discuss with him, not as simple as Lin Xiaoru marrying and he was sad today.

"Brother, if you have anything to say, just say it. Pan Tianyu also picked up a bottle of beer and took a sip.

"Huh. Pan Tianming laughed neatly, looking at his younger brother, his eyes showed a look of satisfaction. put the wine bottle in his hand on the table, and said the sentence he had been holding back, "Brother is waiting for your words, I want to innovate!"

Pan Tianming's words surprised Pan Tianyu and shuddered inadvertently.

"What! Innovation, brother, do you want to be a social reactionary? And now it's not a chaotic time, now there are laws, people are living in stability and harmony, you have nothing to do with anything new!"

Pan Tianming shook his head, stared at the few bottles of beer on the table, two clean wine glasses, his eyes fell into a daze, immersed in his own thoughts, and after a few seconds, he drank the remaining wine in the bottle, and sighed,

"Hey. Tianyu, do you think this son of a bitch's society is really peaceful? Isn't the world chaotic now? Hehe, the law? Six years ago, those ruffians almost used the law to betray me to death! The lawyer they hired was very powerful, he knew the law, and he could say that what was white was black! Is it wrong for me to kill a social scum?" Pan Tianyu said angrily, as if what happened six years ago happened just yesterday.

After a pause, he said, "By the way, Xiaoyu, can you tell me how I survived? ”

Pan Tianyu wondered, Pan Tianming should have known about this matter for a long time, why did he still ask himself? But he still said,

"It's Dad, he went to City B and found an old comrade-in-arms who he was a soldier with back then, he is now in a high position, but the important thing is that you don't sin to death, he just came forward to protect the rights and interests we should have. ”

"Hehe, it's ridiculous, a normal verdict can only be implemented by a high-ranking person, I really don't know what those judges in City A eat. Pan Tianming laughed.

"Eat money, as far as I know, behind those ruffians and hooligans is a KTV club, the leader is called "He Dahui", is a well-known gangster of this generation, usually a dog-like, see the weak bully to death, see the rich and powerful like a dog stammering, because "things will come", so the black and white of City A have some handover with him, you killed one of his younger brothers, it is estimated that he spent a lot of money to buy your death penalty. ”

Pan Tianming naturally knew these things, and he also knew that the person who saved him back then was his father's old comrade-in-arms, called "Jing Guoguang", and now he is the deputy mayor of City B, and he is indeed a high authority, presumably it is useless for him He Dahui to stammer.

"That day of rain, since you also know these things, do you still think that this society is smooth?" Pan Tianming asked.

"It's really dark, but brother, this is the reality, rich people can do everything, just take He Dahui as an example, a few dollars can buy your death sentence!

"This world is ridiculous, it is a foregone conclusion in the eyes of the world, no one is powerless to change, they all know that they can turn over if they have money, and they all work hard, hehe, ridiculous!"

Pan Tianyu became more and more confused about what his brother was thinking, "Brother, what are you thinking?"

"I want to reinvent Mingjiao, I want to build a gang, do my best to correct this distorted world, I want everyone to have their own beliefs, not blindly follow the crowd, I want everyone to have their own position, live for themselves in this life, I want everyone to have their own yearning, instead of being at the mercy of others on the way, willing to be a walking corpse, can't tell what is happy and what is sad, laugh when it's time to cry, and force yourself to be sad when it's time to laugh. ”

Pan Tianyu's eyes lit up, staring at his brother like a saint, recalling his childhood.

My brother has always been the person he chases, he studies well, he is praised by the teacher, he has a good character, everyone revolves around him, he is brave, he dares to refute injustice, the teacher says he is disobedient, but he knows very well what he is doing, when he was in high school, he founded Mingjiao, not to gather people to fight, but to protect some weak people from being bullied, in his own eyes, his brother will always be so great, he will always have his own ideas.

Until his brother killed someone and went to prison, everyone said that the child had been wild since he was a child, and he would become a murderer when he grew up, his parents' faces were gloomy, Pan Tianyu gradually came out of the influence of his brother, in college, he didn't make trouble again, and occasionally he was bullied a little and he could endure it, and in the face of unfair things, he chose to smile, because everyone said that this is a person's growth. Gradually, hypocrisy occupied his heart, and he was going to what his brother just said, forcing himself to smile when he should cry, everyone said that this was strong, and when he changed his laughter, he forced himself to be sad, which is called maturity and stability.

Now that I have listened to my brother's words, I feel that the person I chased back then is back, he still hasn't changed at all, his words go straight to his heart, and now he is unconditionally convinced.

After a long time, Pan Tianyu finally spoke.

"Brother, you're right, it's time for this bullshit world to reorganize, I support you!" Pan Tianyu picked up the wine bottle again, "Come, let's return the world to a real one!"

Pan Tianming was very happy, he had almost forgotten what Lin Xiaoru had married for a long time, "Haha, it is worthy of my Pan Tianming's younger brother, he has understanding!"