Chapter 106: Confession
Su Gu stood in the dark room, he had never been to the confessional room, he didn't need to confess or a tree hole, and he wasn't even used to confiding in anyone, he didn't want to be pushed in at this time. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ļ½ļ½ļ½Uļ½Eć ļ½ļ½ļ½ļ½
He remembered that the confessional chamber, also known as the confessional hall, was the sacrament of confession, one of the seven sacraments in the Catholic faith. Believers confess their sins to the legitimate clergy, repent and change their sins, and receive from God the forgiveness of their sins after baptism by the same clergy.
He had never sinned himself, and he could not say anything at this time. But thinking of what his predecessors said, this is a church that is not serious. Although it is still called the confessional room, there may be another word to describe it appropriately, the psychological counseling room.
At this time, Su Gu knocked on the wall of the confessional room and asked, "Is there anyone?"
"Hmm. ā
"Are you a ship's mother?"
A gentle and inclusive voice came: "I'm the ship's mother." ā
"I said, is there really an admiral here who has come to speak his heart?"
"Yes, because being a Admiral is also very stressful. ā
"You really won't say what I'm saying?"
"Don't worry, I'm a ship's mother, power and money don't matter to me, and I have never left even after coming here. For so long, we have heard all kinds of secrets, and no information has ever been passed from us. ā
There was a hint of relief in the gentle voice: "There is something you can say to us, and if you are embarrassed, you won't say it." If you have something difficult or tangled, you can also tell us, it would be best to be able to help you, and it is our pursuit to help others. ā
Su Gu didn't know if it was true or not, anyway, everyone was the same, so let's believe it. At this time, he leaned against the wall of the confessional, thought for a while, and said, "If I have to say anything, it is a little homesick, I miss my father, my mother, and my brother." ā
"If you're homesick, go back and have a look. ā
Su Gu let out a long sigh and said, "If you can, of course you want to, but you probably won't be able to go back." "I don't know what my home has become after being here for so long, and although I'm doing well here, I'm always homesick.
Then he continued: "After graduating from university, I came back to my hometown to work, my hometown is a small city in the seventh and eighth tiers, and the pace is slow and the salary is low. Later, I wanted to take the civil service exam and started to work hard, and my parents were also very supportive, but the purpose of the civil service exam was just to eat and wait for death and drought and flood to ensure income. ā
"With my ability, I have always thought that even if I am admitted to the civil service, it is estimated that I will be a section member for a lifetime, and at most I will be a section chief. If I don't take the test, I will probably go back to the countryside and continue to open a small shop in my family as a shopkeeper, and then take care of my parents, because my brother will definitely not go home to do things. ā
"My brother graduated first and then became an armed policeman, but in the end he came out and became a civil servant. Civil servants, that's a lot for a family like ours. Later, when I graduated and couldn't make a name for myself in an ordinary company, I began to prepare for the exam, which was actually influenced by my brother. Nothing came of it in the exam, haha, and then I became a commander. ā
"You may not believe it, but I have a lot of shipwives, but then I left my town guard's house. ā
"After a long time, I met one of my ship's mothers, a child. She was very cute, she said she wanted me to rebuild the town guard's house, and I said yes. ā
"I've lived with her for a long time, and sometimes I even wonder if it will develop into a plot like "White Rabbit Candy", the plot of "White Rabbit Candy" is very good to think about, but I think the ending is a little perverted, of course, the main thing is that I like the little girl in the play, Ashida Aina. ā
Su Gu was originally leaning against the wall of the confessional room, sliding down the wall and sitting on the ground as he spoke, this was not his secret, but he didn't know why he suddenly wanted to say something, probably he really held it in his heart for too long.
"The little girl is very cute and sensible, I like it very much, what can I say about that kind of liking? Of course, you don't get me wrong about thinking about little girls, I'm not so perverted. Toys, daughters, sisters, things that belong to me, that's the idea from the beginning. But after getting along for so long now, I still like it and want to take care of her. ā
"Later, I met my ship's mother again, and she was not favored by me, but she was very good to me, so I was ashamed. Later, I met a new ship girl.,They're a pair of sisters.,Well,I like me very much.,That's it.ć I have thoughts about the sisters, because they are very beautiful and cute, although they say no, in fact, they want to think about it in their hearts. Yes, I'm a man, and men are so evil. Actually, I can do anything, but I don't want to. I'm an adult and have my own dogma, so I don't think with my lower body. ā
He didn't want to say anything about the specific experience, he just said something casually at this time, and he didn't want to confess, so he didn't care if the other party could understand him or not. In fact, I like San Juan, Sister Flower, Yorktown, and Akagi.
Su Gu laughed and said, "It's really a person like me who is full of evil, and I myself think I'm a scumbag." ā
"To be honest, I like them too, but I don't think I'm worthy of them. I'm really not a great person, I know everything, but I'm not proficient in anything. They are so dazzling that no matter how hard I try, I can't match them. Fortunately, I don't have much opinion on eating soft rice, although I am still a little ashamed in my heart when I eat soft rice for girls, but I am a little complacent, think about it as a man is shameful. In the past, my ambition was to find a job that was mixed and waiting to die, but now my ambition is to be a housewife and a man, they fight outside, and I prepare hot baths and meals for them at home. Ha ha. ā
"Seriously, my ship's wife, she is a perfect woman, and if she really speaks, a person like me will definitely not be as good as her, not at all. Sometimes the more I think about it, the more entangled I feel......"
After talking in a mess and without a head, Su Gu suddenly felt a little better in his heart. Of course, the real secret will not be told, and no one will tell it himself.
Then a voice came from the other side of the wall.
"Many admirals have always thought like this, and many admirals have said such problems. My shipwreck likes me because I'm an admiral or because of my charisma. ā
"I'm the ship's mother, and I also have a commander, but now my commander can't be found. If you want me to say that I think if you like it, you like it, that is, you humans like to dwell on such problems. For our ship's mother, it is enough to be able to stay by the side of the Admiral and make people feel at ease. After all, it's not a pairing, black with black and white with white. For us, the Admiral doesn't need to be very capable, just to be able to make us happy. If you have to say it, it's the relationship between the admiral and the ship's mother, so let's count it as fate. ā
"After all, it's not looking for a boss, it's not looking for a subordinate, it's not looking for a partner, it's about looking for someone with strong ability. Looking for a husband and looking for a husband to find someone who can make him feel at ease, he doesn't need to be very strong, he can be at ease. ā
"I don't know what to say, but since this is already the case, it's enough for you to be kind to your ship's mother, just work harder. ā
In the confessional room, Su Gu smiled, he was not so incomprehensible, but there were some entanglements.
He knocked on the wall and said, "It's just that my predecessors insisted that I come, just say it casually, there is no big problem, I am very heartless." ā
Su Gu walked out of the confessional room, and on the other side of the wall, the woman with long pink hair and a black nun's outfit was a little puzzled. She only felt that the voice in the confessional room was somewhat familiar.
She was still thinking about it, and soon after her companion ran over and patted her on the shoulder.
"Exeter, what are you thinking?"