I opened the book in front of me and looked at the contents under the gaze of Nanami Hashimoto.

Takujiu, who has read "Norwegian Wood" more than a dozen times, is naturally familiar with the content in it, and what he reads now is still the annotations inside.

Plus there are not many places to annotate, more just a few key points, and then have their own feelings, so in less than ten minutes, Takuhisa flipped through the book.

"Actually, he's already thinking about suicide, Nanamin, right?"

After sighing abruptly, he was in a complicated mood, and Takuhisa called Nanami Hashimoto affectionately, and Nanami Hashimoto did not correct his mistake.

"Yes, when I read this book, I had the same opinion as you. ”

Nana Hashimoto nodded and agreed with Takuhisa.

The reason why they have such an opinion is also because of a sentence in it.

"But no matter how hard I tried to forget, there was still a mist that remained, and over time, the mist began to take on a clear and concise outline. The outline that I can appeal to words is: "Nana Hashimoto read that sentence unconsciously.

"Death is not the opposite of life, but remains forever as a part of life. Takuhisa also tacitly picked up.

The two sides looked at each other and smiled imperceptibly.

The note inside was simple, just a simple sentence, maybe suicide would have reached where she was, instead of waiting among the living. Takuhisa put the book on the lawn and continued to look at the sunset that was gradually setting in the western mountains, "It's obvious that ..."

"It seems that after so many years, my uncle has never come out of the shadow of my aunt's death, and has been trapped by this. Nanami Hashimoto also sighed sadly, "It's like Naoko." ”

Naoko is the girlfriend of Toru Watanabe's friend Kizuki in "Norwegian Wood", but after Kizuki commits suicide, Naoko meets and dates the protagonist Toru Watanabe by chance, and the two come into contact on their twentieth birthday.

Since then, Naoko has disappeared and gone to a sanatorium in Kyoto to recuperate from her mental illness, although Toru Watanabe visited her and promised to wait for her forever, but she later committed suicide.

Naoko has always loved Kizuki, and Kizuki's suicide hit her hard, and in the end she still can't let go of Kizuki.

"If he's equivalent to Naoko, then Nana Min, aren't you Toru Watanabe?" Takuhisa laughed, "Otherwise, why would he give you the book, if it weren't for his favored person, the book wouldn't have appeared in front of you at all." ”

"Is that so?" said Nana Hashimoto.

"It's just an assumption, and if that's the case, isn't that the same as my previous guess? Because you're similar to my mother, aren't you?" Takuhisa said only speculatively, "Naoko didn't think of Toru Watanabe as the only person in her heart after Kizuki's death, and used him as a way to contact the outside world, did she?"

"Then I might as well change my name to Nanami Watanabe, right? I don't want to be someone's substitute, so Hara-san's speculation is really, really, quite infuriating. Nana Hashimoto said word by word.

She didn't get angry, she simply expressed her opinion.

So he also saw this, and didn't see you as a mother anymore, just like Naoko finally found out that he couldn't treat Watanabe like Kizuki, the same reason. Takuhisa continued to speak his mind.

"Which character are you?" asked Nana Hashimoto, with a slight sarcasm.

"I... I'm just an outsider. Takuhisa was asked this question and replied curtly.

"No, you're not an outsider, you're part of it. Nana Hashimoto said confidently.

"How so?"

"I can't say the basis, it's just an assumption, just like you. ”

Nana Hashimoto mischievously used Takuhisa's words to refute Takuhisa, and Takuhisa was speechless.

"Your character is equivalent to Midoriko Kobayashi, who replaces Naoko in Watanabe's mind, and Watanabe fails to save Naoko, but instead uses Midoriko, who is becoming more and more important in his heart, as the object of his redemption in the next life. She said this with a smile, but she couldn't tell if she meant it.

"Hey, don't make this joke, I thought I was supposed to be a ruthless person like Yongze who rejected Hatsumi for his career, but as a result, my status was so much higher, and I became the innocent and lively Midoriko who walked into the heart of the protagonist?" Takuhisa said with his mouth open exaggeratedly.

Of course, Takuhisa also heard another meaning in her words.

Midoriko, cheerful and lively, finally stood by Watanabe's side.

It can't be said to be a spare tire, it's just that during the time he spent with Midoriko, Watanabe couldn't let go of Naoko.

"I'm serious, that's really what I think. Nana Min pursed her lips and said with dissatisfaction.

"I know," Takuhisa replied slowly, not as exaggerated as he had just been, and he raised his face, "Are you really serious?"

The same seriousness, but the meaning of the previous sentence is completely different.

"You're like a bear in spring, that's probably it. "Nana Hashimoto's eyes are not to be outdone, and he looks at Takuhisa horizontally.

Spring bears...

Takuhisa smiled wryly in his heart.

"It's quite a metaphor for Haruki Murakami," Takuhisa said helplessly, tilting his head, "but it's still winter, and it's still early for spring." I don't want to answer so quickly. ”

I don't know how to refuse, Takuhisa can only procrastinate.

In the book, Midoriko asks Watanabe how much she likes her, and Watanabe says that he likes you like a bear in spring.

"In the spring field, you are walking alone, and there is a lovely little bear walking opposite, covered with fur like velvet and with bulging eyes. He says to you, "Hello, Miss, will you roll around with me?" and then you hug the bear and roll down the clover hillside for a whole day.

"Didn't Shelley say that too," Nanami Hashimoto immediately retorted to Takuhisa, "since winter has come, will spring be far away?" ”

The sly smile showed the girl's intelligence, pressing step by step, not giving Takuhisa a chance to dodge, and going straight to the center.

"What answer do you want me to give you?" Takuhisa realized that he had dug a hole for himself, and then Nana Hashimoto took advantage of him and pushed him into the pit, "Reality and books are different after all, and I'm just a hypothesis, Nanamin, you really think too much." ”

"You didn't say that when you expressed your high opinion just now, now that I say it, I think too much, it's really a double standard, referring to Yuan San. Nana Hashimoto teased.

"Ah, the sun is setting. ”

As a last resort, Takuhisa could only use the greatest method of transferring targets, although the topic was too blunt.

But Nana Hashimoto didn't chase after him anymore.

Takuhisa thought that the matter was over.

until you feel a moistness on your cheeks.