"I know, I've always known. ”

I tilted my head and let the rain hit my face, and my heart was never so bad.

"Xiaoshuang, you know, I'm an orphan, I don't have a father, I don't have relatives, only you treat me as a friend, only you are willing to play with me, only you are willing to talk to me. I don't know when I started, I have long regarded you as a believe, and I have regarded you as the only one. ”

I looked at her and said, "You know, I like you, I like you so much, I like you so much that I can dream of you when I sleep at night." ”

Listening to my words, Li Shuang didn't make a sound, and her eyes slowly became brighter, flashing and flashing, like stars and moons.

I reached out and wiped the tears from my face, and muttered to myself: "I know that I am poor, I have a strange disease, everyone else treats me as a monster, and they all want to stay away from me, but only you will be close to me, will think that I am a person, will feel that I am not dirty." ”

"Xiaoshuang, do you know, I am actually very grateful to you in my heart, but do you know how grateful you are?"

"I'm so grateful that even though I know that you actually know me on the podium, but you say you don't know me, and deliberately let me be ridiculed by the whole class, you still think that you are so good, and I don't think it's your fault at all, everything is my own fault. ”

"I'm grateful, I know that the elephant is in the same group as you, and you were just acting at noon that day, and you let the elephant take revenge on Qian Wei and Chen Han and them, the purpose is to make them break up with me, so that I don't have any friends - but I still feel that it doesn't matter. ”

Speaking of this, I stopped, looked at Li Shuang, and whispered: "You haven't forgiven me all along, you've always hated me, this time you transferred to No. 1 Middle School, in fact, to take revenge on me, right?"

Li Shuang looked at me, the light in her eyes disappeared again, the corners of her mouth pressed down, crying like a child, and only half loudly answered me with three words: "I'm sorry." ”

"I don't blame you. I shook my head and repeated, "I really don't blame you. ”

"Whether you deliberately let me be laughed at by the whole class, or acted with an elephant, causing Qian Wei and the three of them to break up with me, I won't blame you, and even this is my own doing, because I was too cowardly back then, I watched you being bullied but didn't dare to stand up, and watched Chen Chao's bastard slash in your face...... You retaliate against me like this, but it makes me feel better. ”

Li Shuang sobbed a little and wanted to speak, but I immediately interrupted her and said don't talk, take care of your strength, no matter what, I won't leave you.

As I spoke, I glanced up and saw that the three firefighters were already halfway there, and a few flashlights were dangling and dazzling.

I let out a loud shout, using all my strength, my feet and shoulders at the same time, as my waist slowly straightened, the Ferris wheel made a strange 'click' sound, and the seat box was raised a lot by me, so that Li Shuang's entire chest was exposed to the water.

But as a result, my face turned red instantly, the bones of my shoulder were crushed, and the pain made me tremble, so I simply pressed my head against the edge of the seat box, and let the sharp part cut several scars on my forehead, and the blood flowed all over my face, but I still gritted my teeth and refused to back down half a step.

"I don't hate you anymore, I really don't hate you anymore. Li Shuang slapped the wall of the seat box and hissed, "If you continue like this, you will die!"

I looked at her, my heart was full of pain, and I didn't say a word.

"I just want you to go back to what you used to be, so that you only have me, the only friend. Li Shuang cried: "That's why I will find a way to let your friends break up with you." ”

I shook my head and smiled sadly, "But what about Hu Jiaqi?"

Li Shuang froze for a moment, her eyes were a little evasive, but she hesitated, her face immediately became firm, and she said loudly: "I am indeed jealous! Do you know? Only as a woman can you know a woman's mind, the day I first came, I carefully observed Hu Jiaqi's gaze at you, do you know what she has in her eyes? That is like, I like you deeply!" I don't know if you have noticed, her eyes are on you anytime and anywhere, sometimes when you go out of the classroom, even if you go to the bathroom, she will frown, and when you come back, she will be relieved again, all of this is unacceptable to me!"

"You are mine! You used to have only me as a friend, and now you can only have me as a friend, you can't like others, if you want to like me, then you can only like me!" Li Shuang clenched her fists, her joints were white, and tears had already been connected, sliding down her white cheeks, "I can't watch others like you, and you still like you so much!"

The river was icy and bitterly cold.

Even though I had used all my strength, the seat box still fell little by little, so that the river water finally flooded Li Shuang's ears, so that she could only raise her head and expose her face to the water.

I looked at the sky and saw that the rain had stopped, the clouds had dispersed, and the big, round moon was revealed, and it hung quietly in the sky. I muttered to myself, "Do you know? Hu Jiaqi is actually hard-mouthed and soft-hearted, she looks very fierce, but when she bullies me, she never uses force, for example, she my hand with a pen, it's just for show." and went to the dining hall to eat together, she would deliberately say that she had no appetite, and then push the two boxes of lunches for me to eat. Also, when she slept in class, she always turned her face to the right, you know why? ”

But the next moment, I wailed again: "But why, why do you want to make her sad, do you know how sad I was when she ignored me? You took revenge on me, I confessed, let the classmates laugh at me, I confessed, even if you let the elephant beat me, I still confessed, but I would rather you cut off all my hands and feet, as long as it makes you feel happy, I don't care, but why do you want her to misunderstand me, why!"

I yelled, stuck my right foot between the roulette wheel and the wire, only to ask for a crisp click, and at the same time that my right foot was broken, it finally stopped the Ferris wheel completely, and let Li Shuang's face continue to show the water and breathe.

At this time, the three firefighters finally came to the front, immediately took out the rope, tied the steel wire between the Ferris wheel wheels fiercely, and prevented the wheel from turning, and then took out the electric cutting machine and began to cut the top of the seat box.

Within a few minutes, a cut was finally made on the top of the seat box, and Li Shuang, who was trapped inside, was also rescued.

It was only at this moment that my tense breath was finally let go, and endless exhaustion began to pour in from all sides of my body, making me drowsy.

But I bit my lip to stimulate my nerves and prevent myself from sleeping, and with great difficulty pulled out my broken right leg, and climbed onto the seat.

Li Shuang immediately noticed my abnormality, looked at my right foot crooked to the side, covered her mouth, but did not let herself cry.

I ignored her, grabbed the wires of the Ferris wheel, slowly crawled back to the ground, and then struggled to get up and walked out of the amusement park.

At this moment, everything in my mind about Li Shuang, whether it was the summer of two years ago, those memories that I once regarded as treasured, or her smiling face that was once deeply embedded in my alarm clock, were all shattered and no longer existed.

Then the face of the girl who was fierce all day long, and used to pursing her lips, became clearer and clearer in my mind.

I raised my head and looked at the moon in the sky, and before I knew it, sharp and long nails had grown on the ten fingers of my hands.

The whole body, whether it was the stomach or the back, also began to itch, as if something was desperately growing out of the body.

But I didn't have time to pay attention to it, so I took out Hu Jiaqi's soaked but still usable mobile phone, and walked step by step according to the address Xu Jian gave.

My eyes were red, tears were rolling down, and I whispered, "Wait for me, just wait a little longer." If you die, I won't live, and Xu Jian will have to bury you. ”

Then, I turned around and looked in the direction of the playground to see Li Shuang being put on a stretcher in a hurrying ambulance.

I smiled miserably, tears mixed with blood.

In the dark, I said only one word in the direction of the ambulance.

"I don't owe you anything. ”