Chapter 58: The Choice of the Edge (Part 2)
A lot of times I can find something different by empathy, especially if I let the dumb person look at the problem from my point of view, there are only two paths in front of me...... Annexation or killing!
These are two very extreme choices, and in this choice I have a lot of concerns but dumb no!
In fact, I have known for a long time that the more the Buddha monster is tempted, the more he wants to win over, as long as he does not pierce the last layer of window paper, then everyone will be fine.
It's just that I need to reconsider the pros and cons of this matter, the reminder given to me by the dumb man is very important, if I become the next Ye Lingyun, then the Buddha monster will definitely strike first!
How do you find a point that makes the Buddha trust and at the same time ensures the balance of your own heart? It's hard to catch, it's really hard to ......
"What the hell are you trying to tell me?" I couldn't help but light a cigarette again, and I felt like smoke was starting to come out of my throat!
"It's time to make a break! the more time goes on, the worse it will be for you!" the mute replied clearly, but I wasn't ready.
I don't know what the Buddha is having, but I have my own calculations, I am destined not to stay here for too long, I lost to time once, and I will not lose to time a second time!
If it weren't for the fact that I wanted to use the connections of the Buddha to deal with the group of Dai Fei in Hubei, I think I would have left here a long time ago, but everything here is like a quagmire dragging me down......
"It's hard to put into words, there are still some things that have not been done. ”
"No flaw is often the biggest flaw! You have a big flaw right now!"
The mute gave me a series of gestures, which I remember the Buddha also said, but I never really understood the gist of it.
As if to see my hesitation and indecision, the dumb man extinguished the cigarette in his hand and closed his eyes, as if he was about to start enjoying a massage.
In fact, I know that he is giving me time to think and let me weigh the pros and cons and make my own choice......
Time passed minute by minute, but I couldn't calm down and concentrate on thinking, and the touch of the massage always distracted me involuntarily......
Just like those things that keep happening around me, troubles have arisen one after another, constantly disrupting my original plans and goals, and even making me go further and further!
"Boss, lie down and push the essential oil back!"
"Good!"
I unbuttoned my shirt and lay on the bed, and at this moment I was almost face to face with the mute, but I saw a different look in his eyes!
This change of eyes is subtle, but it has a very familiar feeling! This feeling is the greed in the eyes of the gambler!
I have to open my back left and right before pushing the essential oil, and for some reason the rose essential oil tonight tastes so strong, so strong that I am a little disgusted.
However, he enjoyed watching the mute man, and even had a happy smile on his face, as if he had come out of the dark dream in his heart......
I used to think that the dumb man would never touch a woman again in his life, but now the smile on his face is something I have never seen before, and to be honest, I am happy for him, and people will become.
The second uncle used to say that the only constant in the world is that everything is changing, including feelings and people's hearts......
Wait! I suddenly understood! I understood all the confusion about me!
When I couldn't make a choice for a long time, it was people's hearts and feelings that controlled my actions and thoughts!
I thought I had no flaws but I couldn't get rid of the Buddha's control because I cared too much about the hearts of the people around me, just like I reacted when I learned that the Buddha was designing to win over the soldiers...... I can't tolerate people wooing people around me!
It's not just the GI, the fat fox and the mute are all the same for me, they are my most indispensable companions!
The more indispensable I am, the more precious I am, the more precious I want to take care of, and before I know it, the most advantageous helper around me has become my weakness and stumbling block!
I hadn't seen through this before, but the Buddha must have seen through it! That's why he came to test me unscrupulously, and even hooked me a few times!
Once the Buddha said that there are not many young people who value love and righteousness now, and they also say that they value love and righteousness or something...... Now it seems that he is giving me a silent hook to hold on to my inner thoughts!
How can a person who does not recognize his mistake be persuaded by others to change it?
Everything in this world is going to become, but such a simple truth has been shackling my hands and feet, making me unable to find the best balance!
In fact, the real balance point is in my heart, I don't need to grasp the balance point and people's hearts of other people, as long as I make a choice in my own heart!
If I abandon all the things that concern me like a dumb person, and let me choose again, my eyes will suddenly open up!
If I can boldly let go of the old Qiantuan around me, then the Buddha monster will no longer be able to catch any flaws in me, and this also coincides with my idea of going to Shandong alone!
In an instant, I jumped up from the bed, I finally caught the point that was bothering me, and finally let me find a way to break Dai Fei's gang!
In fact, what the Buddha wants is a change in me, as long as I can give him this change, he can be completely reassured, that is, to give up the most precious feelings and hearts around him!
"Alright, you two go back!" I waved for the two beauties to leave, and they froze in place.
"Let you go, and so will you!" I said to the mute, and now began to kick everyone out.
The mute looked at me without speaking, his fingers flicking the buttons of his shirt, and I could clearly understand the meaning of his gesture.
"Looks like you've made your choice, good luck to us!"
"Yes, good luck to us!"
The mute and I looked at each other, and we both knew very well what this choice was!
In the blink of an eye, I was the only one left in the room, and I couldn't wait to call the fat man and the fox man, because some things can make people impatient once they are punctured!
As for the dumb man, he doesn't need me to say anything at all, he understands the truth more comprehensively than I do, and can even explain me when I am confused!
Soon the fat man and the fox came to the room, and the fat man sniffed in the air as soon as he came, and it was estimated that the smell of the essential oil could not escape his nose.
"What's the matter, let us come here in such a hurry!" the fat man teased, his eyes deliberately scanning the bed next to him.
"There's something I'd like to talk to you about tonight, about interests. "I said it in all seriousness, saying that I didn't mean to joke right now.
"Say, let's listen!" Fox looked at me with a smile, and for some reason I felt really warm at this moment!
Fat Man and Fox Meizi are people I have known for a long time, and they are also friends who have been together in the rivers and lakes, and they have feelings for each other.
"I'm going to go out for a while, and it can be a long or short time. I said calmly, already thinking about my next plan.
"Alone?" Kitsune immediately heard that something was wrong, and her face became much more anxious.
"Yes, I'm the only one to do it!"
"What about the old Buddha monster here, let's finally keep this business, and Dai Fei's side......" The fat man looked at me with complicated eyes, and I knew what he was worried about.
"This business is not important, the important thing is that Dai Fei and those people are relatively safe to stay here. ”
If I wouldn't have easily believed in the Buddha before this, but after I really let go, I would have the confidence and choice!
"The Buddha is very powerful, and it is elusive!" the fox muttered, this is the key to my inner breakthrough!
"If he wants to give money, you will take it, and if he wants to win you over, you will continue to ...... No big deal. ”
I looked at them calmly, and I didn't shy away from it at all, because I had broken through the barrier inside of me!
"Where are you going, little shackles? ”
"I'm going to do something very important, and it's not certain if I can come back, but I'm sure we can meet again!"
As soon as these words came out, the fat man and the fox were instantly shocked, but my heart was very calm, lighting a cigarette and quietly feeling the changes in my heart.
I can let go of even the most precious hearts and feelings of the old people, so what else can I not let go? What else can I fear?
I've made up my mind to do things, I don't want to pull my friends into the water when I'm in real danger, and I don't want to trust anyone when I'm in danger!