Chapter 44: I suddenly want to love for once

At night, everyone washed up and went to bed, but Qiao Qiaoyan closed his eyes but did not sleep. She couldn't sleep, she remembered that she saw Wang Xueping and her husband loving and happy today, remembered the sweetness of Han Yali falling in love, and remembered the excitement and blushing of the handsome guy she saw when Zhao Yulei mentioned it, these are all things she has never had, she is not jealous, of course she hopes that these three girls are happy, she has always been so happy, she is just very envious, she has not been moved by the boy she likes, she has not been sweet and in love, and she has not been a wife and an expectant mother who has been cared for by her husband and distressed. No, none of them, no experience of trying. Since she was a child, she has never longed for boys' love and pursuit of her, she has a gentle personality and good looks, and since she worked in college, she has not met boys who have expressed a good impression of her, and she has refused, because she always feels that family affection is like this, and the relationship between blood and water is thicker than water can not get the slightest love, how can love make her happy? She would rather never touch love for the rest of her life, and she does not want love to hurt her again. It's that she doesn't dare, it's her pessimism, it's that she stays away from love and gives up love.

But today she is so envious, very envious. She wants to like a boy well, to fall in love, to eat his vinegar and stick to his people, to miss and be excited, to be happy, to be romantic, to be happy to fantasize, even if she is noisy, even if she cries bitterly, she really wants to try, she lacks love, and as a girl, she has regrets in her life.

She is confused, she is stupid, she longs for a family affection but she uses the happiness of the rest of her life to exchange, she is almost 30 years old, she is no longer a young girl, she is afraid that time will be fleeting, once she reaches the age of 30, her heart will be calm, quiet, no longer want the passion of youth, while she is still longing, still envious, go to action.

I can't want this marriage, I really can't want it, and if I want to go down, it's better to live than to die. She wants a divorce, this is the second time she wants a divorce, this time than the last time, firm, unswerving, and broken. During this time, Fan Junchao and her did not contact anyone, Fan Junchao vaguely remembered some things about his domestic violence Qiao Qiaoyan that day, but he was not afraid, he was so bullish now, no one was afraid, even the old father-in-law and mother-in-law did not dare to care about it, he also saw the father-in-law and mother-in-law, and he only recognized money in his eyes, regardless of his daughter's life or death.

Qiao Qiaoyan came to the door alone, Yuan Zhixia was very happy to see her, but she couldn't imagine that her daughter-in-law was talking about divorce, and happily beckoned Qiao Qiaoyan to come into the house and sit, she went to wash the fruit, Yuan Zhixia washed the fruit and came out, and hurriedly handed it over to Qiao Qiaoyan, it was a purple cherry, she knew that Qiao Qiaoyan loved to eat, and the price was not low, but her daughter-in-law loved to eat no matter how expensive she would buy it.

Seeing this plate of cherries, Qiao Qiaoyan's tears fell and fell on the cherries, Yuan Zhixia didn't see it, because there were a lot of water droplets on the cherries, she was still happily saying, 'Qiaoyan eat quickly, I bought it for you yesterday, isn't it Saturday today, I think you should come, just go to the fruit store, you eat, and Mom will buy it for you next week.' ’

Good mother-in-law, good mother, this mother-in-law is like a mother, Qiao Qiaoyan cried silently, she was reluctant to leave this home, reluctant to leave this pair of parents.