Lou Yueqing's eyes shrank, her body subconsciously leaned back, looked at him in horror, and trembled: "Rong Zhi ......"

Rong Zhi stared at her so panicked and frightened, his distress was overflowing, he stretched out his hand and stroked her eyebrows, as if to appease the panic in her heart, and said softly: "Don't worry, you know, I can't lose you, I can do anything for you, the same, for you to live well, I will not and cannot let this child continue to stay, so, even if you are unwilling, even if you hate me for this, I will beat him off, I will never allow any person and thing that threatens your life to exist!"

Lou Yueqing watched him say such affectionate but cruel and ruthless words very gently, her heart was full of mixed feelings, she couldn't tell what she felt, her mouth trembled, and she said in a dumb voice: "Rong Zhi, this kid ...... It's my life!"

Rong Zhi's hand caressing her eyebrows, eyes and cheeks couldn't help but stiffen, and looked at her fixedly.

She looked at him with tears in her eyes, and said in a firm tone: "I will never let you do this, unless you ......" After a pause, she looked at him deadly, her mouth trembled for a moment, a line of tears slipped down, and her voice was dry and hoarse: "Unless I die......"

He listened to her resolute words, his ink pupils tightened, and the hand on her face slipped down, and his eyes were gloomy and dead.

Looking at her fixedly for a long time, he suddenly laughed at himself, looked at her with some difficulty and bitterness, and asked in a dumb voice: "Lou Yueqing, in your heart...... What am I?"

He had asked her this question before, and when he asked it before, he was angry and angry, but this time, it was full of despair.

Lou Yueqing opened his mouth and wanted to say something, but he got up and turned around to leave.

Lou Yueqing saw him leave like this, and she was anxious, and hurriedly stopped him: "Rong Zhi......"

He paused, but did not look back, although his back was straight, but it seemed that the whole person was shrouded in thick vicissitudes and loneliness, and his voice was full of weakness and decadence, he stood still for a long time, and then said hoarsely: "You are always like this, you have always been so willful, and you don't take your life and my feelings to heart again and again...... I don't know how many times I've been able to endure this kind of fear, maybe I should really care less about you, so I don't have to be so sad every time......"

After speaking, he walked away, his steps were heavy, as if he was holding a boulder of ten thousand catties on his shoulders, and he was out of breath.

When Lou Yueqing heard his words, her heart was almost suffocated as if she had been cut by a blunt knife, and her face turned pale as snow in an instant.

His words made her feel ashamed, because they were all the truth, she seemed to be like this many times, obviously he was the most important thing in her heart, but for some reason, he was always ignored because of many things, and he was always so willful......

Looking at his bleak and vicissitudes of life, she wanted to catch up and hold his hand, as long as she didn't let him be so sad and desperate, she was willing to do anything, but, the child......

What should she do......

What could she do......

She has lived for so many years, and she has encountered many dilemmas, but she has never been so sad as she is now, and she has never been ......

Lowering her head and stroking her flat lower abdomen, she whispered, "What do you say my mother should do......"

Xu Shi and Rong Zhi were in too much mood swing when they said these words, and some of them were a little angry, Lou Yueqing noticed a faint discomfort, and immediately called Mo Li to check the pulse.

After taking the pulse, Mo Li removed the heaviness in his eyes and said softly: "The master is just too nervous and emotionally moved to cause the fetal gas to be unstable, and it is not a big problem, but it must be taken care of these days, and it is not appropriate to have mood swings!"

Lou Yueqing nodded, relieved in her heart, she was afraid that this child would be good now.

After her heart was relieved, she wrinkled her eyebrows and looked at Mo Li and asked, "You called him here?"

Mo Li lowered his eyes and was silent, and he didn't deny it: "Yes!"

Lou Yueqing was suddenly annoyed: "Mo Li, you ......"

Mo Li gritted his teeth, and said in a tough tone: "Master, it's not that Mo Li insists on ignoring your wishes, Mo Li and the regent have worked hard in your heart to understand better than anyone else, and said that the regent has never closed his eyes in the past two days, and you should know the pain in his heart, do you really bear it? Just for a child who is almost impossible to give birth safely, make a bet with your own life, let those of us who love you care about you be frightened and afraid of this, and let the regent live day and night in fear that it is very likely to lose you, such despair and heartache!" ”

Mo Li's words made Lou Yueqing speechless.

Mo Li's face was pale, and her fetal image was unstable, so she didn't dare to say too much, so she could only whisper: "Master, Mo Li's words are all here, think about it yourself!"

With that, she withdrew.

Lou Yueqing sat there in a daze, for a long time, motionless.

After Rong Zhi left the Ningguo Mansion, he went back to the Regent's Palace, and after returning to the Palace, he sat in the room for a whole night, and the next morning, his face was even more ugly and haggard, and the stubble that had already come out became more and more eye-catching, his eyes were gloomy and silent, and after a closer look, there were a few gray hairs growing out of his sideburns, as if he was ten years old.

He waited at the door all night, not daring to go in and disturb, but he was always worried, and when he saw him like this, he couldn't help but be surprised: "Lord Wang......

He opened his mouth expressionlessly, and his voice did not contain any emotion: "Grind!"

He was stunned for a moment, and then he didn't dare to ask more, and went to grind.

Soon, the ink was polished, Rong Zhi walked behind the table, took the white paper on the side, dipped the pen in ink, paused on the blank paper, seemed to be struggling in his heart, and after a while, his hands trembled, as if he was struggling to put down the pen, and when he finished writing two letters, it seemed that a long, long time had passed......

Packed it in an envelope, glued it with a wax seal, and handed it to the Underworld.

Ming Shu looked at Rong Zhi writing two letters, and he could see clearly what the content was, so he didn't need Rong Zhi's instructions, and Ming Shu also knew what to do: "My subordinates will do it!"

After all, the prince still compromised.

Originally, for the princess, the prince has always been the one who compromises, no matter what she wants to do, no matter how much the prince opposes, the final result is a compromise, and this time, it is the same......

After Ming Shu retreated, Rong Zhi sat behind the table, looking at him blankly, and for a while, the corners of his mouth suddenly opened slightly, and he pouted with a bitter smile full of helplessness......

Three days later, on December 24, Lou Yichen's border defense returned to Beijing.

I haven't seen Lou Yueqing for nearly a year and misses this brother very much, Lou Yichen has naturally been thinking about her, so when she came back, she knew that she lived in the house and was pregnant, and she was very happy. Thinking that her mother is like this, and looking at Lou Yichen again, Lou Yueqing feels that fortunately, Lin Peiyun is a sensible and generous person, and she really treats her as a sister, otherwise she will probably be unhappy, after all, which woman wants her mother-in-law and husband to favor her sister-in-law to this point?

Lou Yichen came back, and the matter of King Xining, who had been shelved for nearly a month, naturally had to be disposed of.

On the day Lou Yichen returned to Beijing, he went to the palace to see Rong Zhi, in addition to returning to inspect the situation of military affairs for three months, he also discussed the affairs of the king of Xining, and on the second day, Rong Zhi summoned the king of Xining, and the two chatted alone for an hour.

On December 26, near the end of the day, Rong Zhi issued an edict that the king of Xining abused his power during his stay in Wei County, threatened and forced the local officials of Anzhou to conceal the drought and not report it, instructed those people to forcibly collect taxes, cover the sky with one hand and hoodwink the court, causing riots, and secretly spread rumors to slander the princess regent.

The officials in Anzhou who colluded with the king of Xining or did not report it were all dealt with according to the law, so the thirty-six officials, large and small, including Anzhou and several surrounding towns that were affected, were all dismissed, and the new round of officials supplemented King Shen had already formulated a performance to Rong Zhi when he was in Anzhou, and Rong Zhi also agreed, but he had not dealt with the case all the time, and now he has dealt with it rashly, everything is in order, and there is no chaos.

What happened in the court was all from Mrs. Ning Guo and Mo Li, Lou Yueqing didn't care about these very much, she just wanted to know Rong Zhi's situation, so she would listen to them say this, otherwise, she didn't care at all.

After Rong Zhi came and left that day, Lou Yueqing had been very worried about him, although he didn't say anything on his face, he was always uneasy in his heart.

She didn't want him to be so sad and disappointed, but she couldn't do anything to obey him and abandon the child.

Mo Li looked at her sitting quietly in a daze, shook her head and sighed silently, since the couple broke up unhappily that day, Lou Yueqing has always been so worried, although she has nothing to do in front of Mrs. Ning Guo and others, but she still can't hide Mo Li and Mo Yan around her, although Mo Li wants to take out the child in her womb, but it doesn't seem to let her let the child have something to do because of her cranky thoughts, so she still often advises her that pregnant women should not think too much, otherwise it will not be good for the child, her advice Lou Yueqing still listened, but she still couldn't help but think about it。

Also because of her thoughtfulness, she couldn't eat or sleep well, and most of the things she forced herself to eat vomited, and she couldn't sleep well, but Mo Li gave her some soothing incense that would not hurt the fetus, so that she wouldn't be unable to sleep, but she always couldn't sleep at night.

If it goes on like this, it is not good for the child, and now her body can still stand it like this, and when the child is older, I am afraid it will be even more dangerous.

Lou Yichen came directly to Lanyue Pavilion when he came back from the palace, and as soon as he came up, he saw Lou Yueqing sitting there looking outside in a daze, his inquiring eyes looked at Mo Li who was waiting on the side, Mo Li just shook his head, he raised his eyebrows, and walked over.

"Qing'er!"

Lou Yueqing suddenly came back to her senses, and when she saw Lou Yichen in court clothes, her face was stunned: "Big brother?"

Lou Yichen smiled gently, walked to Lou Yueqing and sat down.

Lou Yueqing glanced at Mo Li, Mo Li understood, and turned around to prepare tea.

Lou Yueqing looked at Lou Yichen and said softly: "Big brother just came back from the palace, right?

Lou Yichen didn't beat around the bush, and said bluntly: "There are some things I want to ask you, so I came over directly!"

"Huh?" Lou Yueqing raised her eyebrows in confusion: "What's the matter?"

Lou Yichen looked at Lou Yueqing directly, and asked in a serious voice, "What's wrong with you and the regent?"

Lou Yueqing was stunned: "Big brother ......"

Lou Yichen said in a deep voice: "My mother told me before, you had a quarrel and quarrel, so you came back to live, but I came back for four days, and I haven't seen him come to see you, this is too unusual, although my mother didn't ask, I also saw that your matter this time is definitely not simple, today I asked him what was going on, but he asked me to come back and ask you, Qing'er, you are honest, what is going on?"

Although it is normal for husband and wife to quarrel and disagree, but their relationship between husband and wife is so good, this is unlikely, plus Lou Yueqing is pregnant, but Rong Zhi ignores it, Lou Yueqing has been back to live for almost ten days, he has only been here once, it is said that he broke up unhappily, this matter is too strange, so he is puzzled, if he does not believe in Lou Yueqing very much, he will probably wonder if the child in Lou Yueqing's belly is not Rong Zhi's will make such a serious fuss, so that Rong Zhi's attitude.

Lou Yueqing frowned: "Big brother asked him?"

Lou Yichen pursed his lips and nodded, and said with a solemn face: "Well, I asked him what happened between the two of you, he didn't care if you were pregnant, he didn't tell me anything, just let me come back and ask you, his face was still very bad, Qing'er, you have always had a good relationship, what is going on this time? What is it that makes you so serious? He doesn't even ask if you are pregnant with a child here!"

Lou Yueqing's face struggled for a moment, and finally turned her face away, pursed her lips slightly and said softly: "Big brother, you and your mother don't care about this matter!"

Hearing her words, Lou Yichen's face sank, and he looked at her sharply and shouted: "Qing'er!"

Lou Yueqing was startled by his angry shout.

Lou Yichen looked at her very unhappily, and said in a deep voice: "What kind of bastard are you? You are my sister, now that your husband and wife are making trouble like this, how can I not care?"

Lou Yueqing opened her mouth and wanted to say something, but she couldn't say it, lowered her eyes and lowered her head, pursed her lips and didn't speak.

Seeing that she still didn't say anything, Lou Yichen frowned and asked in a deep voice: "Qing'er, don't you want to have a heart-to-heart relationship with your eldest brother and mother when you go back to Liguo?"

Lou Yueqing suddenly raised her head, her face pale: "Big brother, what are you talking about!"

Lou Yichen said lightly: "Since it's not, why do you want to hide it from me and my mother? My mother has long seen that this matter is unusual, but she didn't ask when she saw that you didn't want to say it, but she was very worried about you, if you still recognize me as a brother in your heart and care about your mother, don't hide anything to make us worry and anxiety but can't help you!"

Knowing the daughter Mo Ruo's mother, Mrs. Ning Guo loves Lou Yueqing's daughter so much, and her concern for her is naturally meticulous, how can she not see her abnormality these days, and she can't guess that the matter is very serious, but when she sees that she doesn't want to say more, she doesn't ask, but these days, he has been anxious and worried, and after the mother and son discussed, he went to ask Rong Zhi.

Lou Lou Yichen has said this, although Lou Yueqing doesn't want to say more, she can only say truthfully: "He doesn't want me to keep this child!"

Hearing this, Lou Yichen's face changed suddenly, and he asked urgently, "What do you mean?"

When Lou Yueqing heard Lou Yichen's words, she couldn't help but be dumbfounded: "Huh?"

What the hell is it to believe or not to believe......

Lou Yichen asked in a deep voice with an angry face: "Does he think that this child is not his, so he will argue with you, and will he not want you to give birth to this child?"

Well, only in this way can it be justified.

Belch......

Lou Yueqing was shocked to realize what Lou Yichen meant, and she couldn't cry or laugh, and hurriedly said: "Big brother, you misunderstood, it's not because of this, he didn't disbelieve me!"

Lou Yueqing felt a little broken, no wonder Lou Yichen thought like this, it was easy for people to think like this when they made such a fuss this time, plus she was a child for less than two months, and she came back for less than two months, plus Rong Zhi's attitude, it was indeed easy for people to think like this.

Lou Yichen's face softened slightly, and he coughed a little uncomfortably twice before pursing his lips and asking, "What's going on then?"

There has to be a reasonable explanation......

Lou Yueqing thought about it, but still lowered her eyes and whispered: "Because my body is not suitable for giving birth to children at all, my life will be in danger!"

Lou Yichen looked at her in disbelief, and his pupils shrank: "Qing'er......"

Lou Yueqing said: "The cold poison in my body is known, and the bottom of my body has long been eroded and hollowed out, it was impossible to conceive a child, but by chance, I took a medicine to inhibit cold poison, and I was able to conceive this child, but if I want to give birth to him, I have to take a great risk, Rong Zhi disagreed, and asked me to drink abortion medicine, I refused, so it became like this!"

Lou Yichen only felt a thunderbolt on a sunny day, and was suddenly shocked, yes, he has been taking care of his sister's pregnancy and the joy of being an uncle these days, but he forgot that Lou Yueqing's physical condition, it is not easy for a woman to get pregnant and give birth to a child, not to mention that his sister is cold and poisonous, and her body is so weak, how can she bear this sin, and how can she keep this child......

Seeing Lou Yueqing bowing his head and looking gloomy, he turned his head to look at Mo Li, who was quietly waiting on the side after serving tea, and the latter nodded solemnly.

Lou Yichen's face was difficult to look at, and his heart became heavier and heavier, and after a while, he looked at Lou Yueqing and said in a deep voice: "Qing'er, as far as this matter is concerned, what he did was right, and the eldest brother agreed with his approach!"

Lou Yueqing raised her eyes to look at Lou Yichen, her expression moved slightly: "Big brother......"

Lou Yichen said to her without any hesitation: "Since you will be in danger if you want to give birth to this child, then this child cannot be kept, and must not be kept!"

When Lou Yueqing heard this, she immediately retorted urgently: "Impossible, this is my child, since I have it, it is impossible for me to abandon him!"

Lou Yichen had a very tough attitude, and said without a beak: "Qing'er, be obedient, now is not the time for you to be willful!"

Lou Yueqing wrinkled her eyebrows and said: "Big brother, I'm not willful, this is the child I finally conceived, I am the mother of this child, how can I not want him?"