Chapter 160: What is the Worthiness

"It's a great place to enjoy the night. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info" The night wind carried the words of the comer, slowly coming, and a white dress flowed like the moon, "I don't mind one more person enjoying it with you~"

I put away the uncontrollable loss, only to feel that the corners of my eyes were hot and damp. Although this starry sky is beautiful, in my eyes, it will only touch the scene and hurt it, and I really don't feel in the mood to continue to appreciate it.

I got up and saluted Fusu, tried my best to hide my expression, raised the corners of my mouth and said, "I don't mind, it's just that I want to go back, and the wind has been blowing for a long time." ”

"I'll send you. He smiled disapprovingly, and a cloak was draped over my shoulders again.

The shadows of the trees are abundant, the moonlight is shining, and the night is thick. He walked half a step ahead of me, let me walk on the side inside, stopped a little where there was a high or low, and took care of my step, his arms at my side, and his movements were rigorous, always keeping that inch of distance.

After being speechless for a long time, he suddenly asked with some hesitation: "I wonder if this friend of mine can listen to Ziyu's thoughts?

I paused, remembering that he had always opened up to me, and that most of the things I had said to him were half-truths and half-truths, and I was really ashamed. I thought about it, but I still didn't want to say it too clearly, so I just insinuated in the most ordinary tone: "Childe, if it's you, let you give up the country just for the beauty, can you do it?"

The corners of his lips were raised, and he said with an extra meaning: "Why don't you want both?"

"Not everyone has such good luck, often it backfires, and there is always a give-up between gains and losses. I don't think Childe is that kind of person......"

"What kind of people?"

I teased slightly: "I don't love the country, I only love the beauty~"

He smiled brightly: "Maybe you're right, as long as I'm still the eldest son of the empire, I'm not that kind of person." ”

"If I were you, I wouldn't be able to give up the world and give up the ancestral inheritance, but only for the sake of my children's personal feelings. No matter how reluctant you are, which is more important...... Don't be soft-hearted. My tone sank, and the last few words seemed to be heard only by me.

Yes, Zhang Liang did not relent. Every time I think of that moment, my heart is like a knife, so cold that my blood seems to be coagulated.

"But, Ziyu ......" he looked at me, the look in his eyes was mottled and he couldn't distinguish his emotions, "Maybe I'm just a lucky person, the person I love is my future princess approved by my father, so I have the ability to do both, but I don't want to, there are really women in this world who talk about the word princess, and they avoid me all the time." ”

I smiled awkwardly, looked down at the road under my feet, and listened to him say again: "Born in the royal family, maybe it is a lonely dream, my father is like this, his arrogance and coldness is not the vicissitudes of life that have been worn out by the years, around us, the closest people want to be close to the people most, but the heart must be separated by an insurmountable distance after all." You look at Yuqin, always thinking about how to leave, if I were her, I wouldn't have so many responsibilities, and I would choose to wander the world with my beloved. ”

I took a deep breath, filling my lungs with the smell of grass and trees in the air, and I also felt a little emotional: "As for me, even the closest people are no longer around, wandering in this world, I often feel so unreal, I don't know where to take root, I often think that I can stay there, but when I look back, I ...... As you said, it's just a dream. ”

"Lonely Hung in a dream......" he sighed softly, his tone was slow and heavy, as if he was weighing every word he spoke, "but I will wait, wait for the person who can wake me up from my dream, if she doesn't want to, I can only look at these thousands of miles of rivers and mountains alone, and rest in a dream." ”

"A dream is good!" I smiled, but the corners of my eyes were a little sour. In the past, I never touched my feelings, at most, I couldn't be pure anymore, but now I fell into it and fell again, and I realized the negative attitude of some 'people who came over' towards feelings. You really can't take it too seriously, whoever is serious can't afford to lose or hurt......

"So you...... After all, don't you want to wake me up in my dream?" he asked suddenly, his eyes reflecting the moonlight, with a peaceful atmosphere and a slight melancholy.

If I hadn't met Zhang Liang first, the Fusu in front of me also gave people a sense of stability, and there was a sincere uprightness in the gentleness, and caring for people was also ironed into my heart, would I be willing to enter his heart?

Or maybe it's just the most instinctive subconscious to avoid danger that makes it impossible for him to have too many other feelings for Fusu...... Maybe I don't want to admit it, admit that I am also subconsciously weighing the pros and cons and choosing someone who can make me safe, so I am always so afraid of him, afraid that he will be too affectionate, afraid of being tied to his fate and facing greater risks...... In the final analysis, emotions are just the process of survival of the fittest in human evolution...... In this way, what qualifications does Zhang Liang have to criticize his choice? Is it because he has to regard reality as a dream...... Blame yourself only......

It's just that it's really chilling......

The more I thought about it, the farther I pulled back my thoughts, no matter how I faced Fusu, there was always too much guilt, but all I could say was those three words: "I'm sorry ......" The words had not yet landed, and suddenly the noise from the temple covered the voice.

Fusu stopped a disheveled physician and asked, "What's going on?"

"Your Royal Highness, Your Majesty suddenly woke up, it seems that he was disturbed by the intruder, and the guards are searching everywhere, but they have not found anything yet. ”

"My father's residence is guarded by the Shadow Guard, how can a stranger break in?"

The imperial physician suddenly knelt down and pleaded: "Your Royal Highness, Your Majesty is probably suffering from a heart disease, Jing Ke has already been there, and then Zhang Liang, coupled with the successive bad omens that have made Your Majesty uneasy all the time, it should be that your condition has deteriorated and you have convulsions due to hallucinations." It's just that His Majesty is sure that he has seen it with his own eyes, and under the anger of the reprimand, the old minister does not dare to speak out, and he has failed to treat the symptoms, and the minister is guilty of bullying the king, and I hope that the prince can save the lives of dozens of people in the old minister and his family, and forgive the old minister for returning to his hometown in fine clothes......"

"Get up, please. Fusu picked up the imperial doctor, whose beard was already a little gray, and promised, "Don't worry, the imperial doctor, I will arrange this matter." How to diagnose and treat my father's condition, you can discuss it carefully with other medical officers, and give me a reply tomorrow. ”

"Thank you, Your Royal Highness, the old man will retire first. The Imperial Doctor's originally pale face regained a little blood, and then he stumbled up and left.

It is not that the king is moody and kills people at every turn, but that the Qin Dynasty is extremely harsh in the work assessment of officials. Officials are subject to stricter laws than ordinary people, and every day they are like having a knife on their heads, and the slightest carelessness and slackness in their work may lead to conviction and imprisonment, and the consequences will be very serious. In the Qin Dynasty, this "official" is really not easy to be, which is why Liu Bang's original Surabaya Pavilion Chief, just because most of the escorted apprentices escaped and could not complete their work tasks, they died in Mangdang Mountain, and in the end they would rather rebel, and if he didn't escape, he would die.

"Ziyu, go back and rest early, tomorrow is the sacrificial ceremony. I'll take a look at my father's side, it shouldn't affect tomorrow's ceremony. "Fusu explained, arranged for the guards to escort me, and rushed to Yingzheng's side.

The night was darker and colder, and the atmosphere was tense for some reason, so I couldn't help but speed up my pace. The grass and trees were shivering in his ears, and a few wisps of cool breeze swept around his body, as if carrying frost like substance. My heart sank, and I looked up at the bright moon hanging high in the sky, and there was a faint layer of fluorescent mist slightly clouding the moonlight, scattering a dry and strange blue shimmer, indifferent and ethereal.

What a strange aura, this aura is extremely secret and difficult to capture, but it is inexplicably a little familiar......

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