It has only gotten better since he became conscious, except that at the beginning of the period due to physical limitations, he couldn't beat and was made a little miserable. In the next few years, it was much better, others were ruthless, he was more ruthless than others, and if others knocked him with a stick, even if he couldn't free his hand, he would have to bite off a piece of meat on that person.

It's not a metaphor, it's a literal bite. When they are crazy, he is even more crazy than them, they disregard ethics and morality and human nature, he directly abandons those things, and thanks to the innate conditions of the body, he is extremely indifferent emotionally, and there is no psychological burden when he gives it up.

Although those people were ruthless, they had scruples after all and did not dare to cause trouble. But in order to survive, he did everything.

He will definitely not suffer a loss, at first because of physical development, he couldn't fight, and he couldn't get revenge on the spot, and he would also make some trouble for those people afterwards, or find an opportunity to put them in the game.

At first, those people often didn't have a long memory, but after a long time, they gradually learned that he was not easy to mess with.

After that, he and his mother slowly broke away from the oppressed crowd and gained a firm foothold in this slum where the law of the jungle preyed.

Without the expenditure of protection money, coupled with his deterrence, his mother's stall has gone much smoother, and her business has improved a lot.

He would also do odd jobs in small restaurants or set up a stall selling skewers to earn some money. Later, his body grew a little, and he had a few fights in the middle, and his reputation spread, and some Internet cafes and bars were also willing to take him to see some dark places, and he gradually had some money in his hand.

It wasn't until the barber shop was bought two years ago that this home looked like home. Although my mother would get sick from time to time, they still had a home. After experiencing those human indifference and struggling to survive, I realized how hard-won the warmth that existed in this seemingly small and simple barber shop.

Therefore, anyone who wants to touch and break this warm note will not let go!

……

The darkness of the night has fallen, and the sky has darkened, but the alleys are brightly lit, whether warm yellow or white, or colorful lights.

Su Qi looked at this seemingly lively and bustling street, and the colorful lights covered a trace of stubbornness in his dark eyes, but the ruthlessness and madness were particularly dazzling.

Licked the corner of his lower lip slightly, since the law of the jungle is the only constant rule, then he will fulfill this rule to the end.

……

Because many of the tenants of low-cost housing in this slum area are working or working people, most of the peak business here is in the evening. Normally, an alley where business is done here will not close until 1 or 2 o'clock in the morning.

Su Qi's barber shop was the same, but because he had just woken up today and his mother's condition was not quite right, he was a little relieved, so he closed the shop in advance.

"Phew!"

But before Su Qi could pull down the roller shutter, there were suddenly a few crisp sounds of bells in the kitchen.

Su Qi's pupils shrank suddenly!

Pulling the roller shutter shut hard, he hurriedly rushed to the kitchen.

As soon as I ran into the kitchen, I saw a few broken dishes on the ground, as well as a kitchen knife that fell to the ground in a thrilling way, and I shouldn't have noticed that it was knocked to the ground.

Under the dim light in the kitchen, Su Yueqing looked at all this in a daze, not having the panic and frightened scolding of normal people's first reaction, just quietly, and even staring at it a little distractedly.

"Mom?"

Su Qi bent down to pick up the kitchen knife on the ground, and picked up the pieces on the ground with his hands. Looking up at Su Yueqing, she shouted tentatively with some distress.

But Su Yueqing was still staring at the fragments on the ground in a daze as if she hadn't heard it, but the hand that was holding the knife just now was trembling slightly. Su Qi saw that the sour emotions in the center of his heart were a little unbearable, he knew that his mother must have been scared, and her illness couldn't withstand the fright.

Hurriedly stepped forward and took her into his arms and patted her, but he was stupid and didn't know how to comfort her, so he could only repeat carefully, "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, it's okay, don't be afraid......"

Seeing this he was already sure that the fucking illness was done again, and it seemed like it had been a while. Glancing at the pill box placed on the kitchen refrigerator, I saw that the last box of risperidone was empty.

When Su Yueqing eased up a little, Su Qicai asked in a soft and gentle tone, "Mom, how long has it been since the medicine was finished?"

Su Yueqing still didn't answer, and Su Qi asked several times before he looked up in a daze. But after hearing Su Qi's words, his mood changed suddenly, and he seemed to be very angry, and pushed Su Qi away with force, and said with a stubborn look in his eyes:

"I'm not sick, what kind of medicine do you have to take!"

Afraid of hurting his mother, Su Qi didn't use any force, and took two steps back according to his mother's strength.

Hearing this, Su Qi was slightly stunned for a moment, pursed his lips, and his strong and dark eyes were a little cracked for a moment, overflowing a trace of fragility and bitterness that was buried deeply, but it was also a moment, and it was quickly re-covered by that layer of indifferent and strong shell.

Has it relapsed to this extent? He began to deny his illness and unconsciously slandered the people around him.

Although I have listened to it many times, I still can't help but feel a little uncomfortable every time I hear it.

But he quickly put an extremely gentle smile on his face, nodded softly with his eyes, and said in accordance with his mother's meaning:

"Yes, Mom, you're not sick, you don't need to take medicine, I remembered it wrong...... You go to your room and watch TV for a while, I'll just come here, and I'll bring the food when it's ready. ”

……

After sending his mother back to the room, Su Qicai returned to the kitchen.

Looking at the empty risperidone pillbox in his hand, his eyes were dark. Five months is not a short time, and with the personality of the master, he can't even take care of himself, let alone take care of his mother.

Mother's disease can't be hung without medicine, and the condition will worsen. At first, he didn't know it, because his mother would get better on her own every time she had a seizure, so he didn't care.

It wasn't until one time that his mother's illness did not improve for a long time, his mood deteriorated sharply, he was depressed, and he couldn't control his wrists and committed suicide, and when he came home from school and saw the blood all over the ground, he was frightened and went crazy!

I don't know how to take my mother to the hospital, he has never been so panicked since he woke up, the whole person is in a trembling fear, he doesn't want his mother to die, he doesn't want to ...... When his mother died, he was really alone, all his efforts were meaningless, and he was going to be abandoned again...... Why should everyone abandon him!

He looked at the operating room with a mad gaze, as if he was looking at the final redemption. If the person inside doesn't come out, the last string of humanity in his mind may break directly, and it will break, the kind that can't be saved. He didn't know what he would do in the next moment, and he still remembered the sick and crazy thoughts that flashed through his mind at that time, which were almost the same as those perverted criminals who had completely lost their humanity.

Sitting in front of the operating room door all night......

Fortunately, in the end, his mother was rescued, and those thoughts were gradually withdrawn into the cage of consciousness, and later he heard from the doctor that his mother's disease needed to be cured.

He didn't want to, and didn't dare to try this painful feeling of losing his only bond. Over the years, I have tried my best to cooperate with my mother's treatment.

ps: I'm trying my best to go to the plot.,But there's still to be a foreshadowing.,Otherwise, the two madmen look abrupt when they face off.,There's almost four or five chapters.,Lu Chan recovers his memory and enters the main plot.。

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