"Tick"

A drop of sweat fell from the young man's deeply lowered forehead to the ground, shattering and wetting a small dark mark.

In the shadows, where no one could see, Natsume's eyes widened in horror and pain.

As the silver-haired girl approached just now, his heart beat faster and more violently, even producing bursts of tearing pain, as if a violent and angry monster was sealed in his heart, about to tear his body apart and break through this cage and escape.

This is...... Was I the other me?

The pain caused Natsume to bend down, but it was fear that made him bow his head.

If that I'm back...... Am I going to be killed, replaced?

There was already a faint realization in his heart.

So when he was about to meet the silver-haired girl's eyes, he lowered his head as best he could, and craned his back as best he could, like an armadillo or a hedgehog, so as to block the silver-haired girl's sight and cut off the connection with the past.

I can't die...... I want to live...... I can't die......

The unbearable fear and pain caused Natsume to gasp heavily, and he was taking deep breaths to relieve the pain according to the method taught to him by Koaki Jiju, and although it had little effect, it was effective.

If you die, you will be far away from Lord Jue and your love, and if you die, you will not be able to return to the Earth Spirit Temple, and I can't die...... I can't let go of my old self, I can't give up my body to him...... I can't die......

"Natsume, can you let me go......"

In the past few minutes, Gu Ming Jijue heard Natsume's heartbeat in his right ear, Natsume's breathing in his left ear, his skin was in contact with Natsume's temperature, Natsume's taste was inhaled between his mouth and nose, and Natsume's power came from his body. Gu Ming felt that he was dizzy and numb, and he was about to lose his breath, and even his voice became soft and waxy, mixed with a crying nasal voice, which was really too bad, Flame Mao Lian had already raised a pair of cat claws to cover the cat's face, Gu Ming Di Lian also raised his hands and dragged his slightly red face, his eyes drifted to Natsume, only Lingwu Lukong's gaze wandered among the various food stalls in the world, and he didn't feel anything.

"Love, did you say Natsume is in estrus? ”

"Rin, I don't know if Natsume has entered estrus, but if he lets him hold his sister again, he will definitely enter estrus (whisper). ”

However, Natsume couldn't even hear the sound of the outside world at this time, the pressure and fear brought by death made him dizzy, and even tinnitus and nausea, the young man only felt that the world was spinning around, all the lines were twisted into terrifying and terrifying monsters, only loud and harsh meaningless sounds could be heard in his ears, the intestines in his abdomen seemed to be twisted together, and the uncontrollable feeling of nausea and vomiting was coiled in his throat, and he had to use 120,000 points of willpower to keep himself in place, and at the same time contain the bitter taste gushing out of his stomach, which made him tremble violently, his eyes were red, and his eyes were full of physiological tears。

I can't die......

The young man's eyes were cracked, and the capillaries in his eyeballs began to be congested and bulging, and some of the slender ends even began to burst because they couldn't bear the blood pressure, which made his originally upright and delicate face a little hideous.

I have a family, I have companions......

Natsume began to use willpower to tidy up his brain, at least to return to a normal state. He gritted his teeth and clenched hard, his teeth rubbing together with a creaking sound.

I have Rin......

He forcibly suppressed his trembling.

I'm in love......

Little by little, he straightened up.

I feel like an adult......

The sound in his ears gradually returned to the hustle and bustle of the city.

I can't die...... I don't want to die!!!

He jerked up straight, his body as straight as a spear. For the first time in his life, Natsume's eyes showed "purpose" and "desire".

I can't give up my body to him...... I won't give his body back.

Such violent movements shattered the balance of the apparent tension of the tears in Natsume's eyes, and they began to flow down his cheeks, but there was no trace of sadness or sadness on Natsume's face, only a conviction as solid as cast iron.

I'm Natsume, and I have my own life.

Those who have died, let them no longer interfere with the earthly world.

Koming Di Lian and Flame Cat Rin also began to notice that something was wrong at this time, the large scarlet blood stains that appeared in Natsume's cornea made him look like a demon, and the young man was indeed red-faced, but his red face seemed to be different from what they expected, at least they didn't imagine it to be so hideous.

Natsume broke out in a cold sweat, and was completely awakened by the cold wind of early spring. And at this time, he noticed that there was still a dizzy Gu Ming Jijue in his arms, so he tried to retreat back to open up the distance, but to Natsume's surprise, Gu Ming Jijue was already weak and weak, and almost fell into his arms with his retreating steps, so he had to reach out and support Gu Ming Jijue, so that she could barely stand up on her own.

Koaki Jiren and Lingwu Lukong under the command of the Flame Cat Rin came to Natsume's side, and they were a little worried about the young man, after all, his state at the moment really didn't look very good.

"Natsume, are you alright? What happened just now? ”

The young man was silent, seriously considering whether to lie or not. The communication technique between him and Gu Ming Di Jue had already dissipated by itself beyond the duration, and the reverse mental barrier ensured that Gu Ming Di Jue could not read his own voice at this time. In fact, even his superficial consciousness could be protected if he wanted to, but he had never had a reason to do so before. But Natsume decided to tell the truth after all, because he understood the fact that deception could not be forever, and besides, he did not want to deceive his only family unless necessary.

The decision has been made, then he will no longer hesitate. The young man held Gu Ming Dijue and said directly:

"I may have just met someone who was involved with my past self. ”

Gu Ming Di Lian and Flame Mao Li's expressions immediately froze, and Gu Ming Di Jue suddenly sobered up.

"Natsume, you mean ......"

Gu Mingdijue's expression was complicated, she hadn't thought about this possibility, but she never thought that this day would come so quickly and so early...... She wasn't mentally prepared yet.